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dunglr making it near impossible to open blogs in custom theme view getting rambly double uncles posting about dad-tier adult life issues underageblocked simply for putting their age in a custom on-blog info page instead of blog title smh. Edit now that i got some shit pinned here, have a link to my reblogblog too Also here's a link that still shows the custom theme This shit is what they took away from us and mine isn't even a fancy one...
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God lolmighty I just had some govt support application responded to with demands to specify why my current living expenses exceed the average single-room slum pod rent in my area by a whopping 32,82€ I just sent them this as my response document :v
Fuuuuuck I'm still alive kicking and squirming, actually kinda for the first time in a decade tbh. Go shove some money into my patreon so I can get that hooouse and gain some kind of semblance of a personhoood
Revitalizing my Patreon
Yeah. Once I got the new house settled in, my patreon supporters will actually start receiving something in return for their generosity. I'm thinking I'll start doing simple (max 1h) doodles from 20€ tier upward, with fancier stuff also being a possibility with higher tiers or more sparse slot claims. Basically you'll be able to combine unclaimed months to get higher tier stuff, even at the lowest tiers. Anyway, my patreon page will start bearing fruit from now on, rather than just being a pitiful charity drain. I would like to reach at least 300€/month steady income to combine with my regular wage, because I kinda mentioned I'm negotiating a full-time position with my current job during my loan application interview, but I'm not sure if they'll be ready to straight up double my hours right away, so if I end up short from proper full-time schedule, the patreon income would at least patch up that parity and still satisfy the loan terms.
Current house fundraiser progress: 2800€/10000€
(2 donations + 2 comm slots + prior paypal/patreon/SL funds)
Additionally 3 comm slot offers pending. Still open to take more until the goal is reached.
creating arts, designs, game stuff both 2d and 3d, crafts, etc e
Would anyone here be willing to help me with a housing fundraiser? Been trying to get a loan for the big move but so far i haven't had much luck with it. Could do art comms too, but I won't be able to deliver on those until I've got all my stuff set up in the new place.
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Shit's been incredibly fucky for me lately with the same exact money trouble situation as I had the year before, but this time it's been even worse and I got slapped with a denied stamp on the return of my withheld life savings. I have contested those claims and got a pretty solid case with multiple people from my workplace and support network trying to vouch for me to get that stuff fixed after having had to survive on negative-income cockroach lifestyle for the past 8 months. Once more I had basically ended up pushed past the breaking point far enough to send borderline threats into the government agency that's managed to fuck me over to the stone age and beyond for the second time in a row alrerady. Still waiting for their response and getting my shit fucking fixed again.
Anyway, while all this bullshit has been brewing and stewing and festering, I've been looking into a bunch of other backup plans as the fucked up situation will land me basically homeless if it continues unfixed for any longer. And now the situation's hit a fucking wild ass plot twist and my hubris might be about to ricochet trickshot bounce me off that inevitable bankruptcy and eviction doom into a surprise home ownership. A whole ass house with a bigass yard and a small garage and all. Sure it's a pretty old and modest sized house and like 30 mins out to the countryside so it'll stretch my commute quite a bit, but the whole thing is under 30k and the seller happens to be my godmother, so I feel like I've got pretty good chances here
Haven't been updating a lot for a while, but the cfs experiment is still ongoing and still steadily on tracks and my ability to get shit done has been getting a little more stable.
Also just got done replacing my funny tube disaster pc's dying power supply unit after it had been making things increasingly unstable for a while. Also had done a few cooling upgrades on it last month but never really posted about it here so might as well toss a little peek at the current state of the world's fastest looking mid-ass shoestring budget potato lmao. Genuine shower hose and stuff for extra style points and a new custom built handcrafted mounting frame for the gpu block that I made at work while not having much else to do. Not visible here underneath the questionably mounted sound card but it was kinda ugly anyway lol
Had a little revelation last night that gave me a pretty solid idea about a potential cure for CFS. Day 1 of testing my theory currently underway and looking pretty promising so far. Maybe I'm just having the first good mental health day in months or maybe I might actually be onto something here. This particular theory mainly concerns a (non-professionally diagnosed) case developed after an extended period of severe chronic stress situation that somewhat recently started getting a little less severe. What I'm currently testing is rebuilding a tolerance against sleepytime substances/hormones/chems/whatever because I realized the extended period of biologically perceived mortal peril likely fucked with the natural production levels of sleepytime stuff in the system and conditioned the body into clinging onto even the slightest hint of "safety" as a super limited chance to crash in a few zs, and now after the worst stress has passed and the more natural production has started to recover, the systems accustomed to the "wartime economy" have taken up to perceiving the natural baseline as an important snooze signal they must not miss at any cost. So what I started trying out today was chugging down some strong melatonin in the morning after waking up and pushing through that at work, and so far the results have felt pretty convincing even after the workday. Will have to see if things stay that way with some further research or if this just happened to be an unusually nice day.
Day 2 update: I would've been actually arriving early at work today if I hadn't forgotten it happened to be an off-work holiday date and the place was closed oops. It's been very rare for me to be on time at work for the whole past year (thankfully got flexitime accommodations and such). But due to no work and not having a lot of stuff to do at home, I didn't really have much labor exertion for today's research data. During these couple days so far I have felt a little tired and "night shift" vibed, but there's one thing I have not been feeling: exhaustion. Looking forward to more progress on this heh.
Day 3 update: Still feeling confident this stuff might be working. I have been feeling less tired today, and caffeine has started to actually feel helpful again. During the past year or so, coffee and energy drinks were way more likely to just make me feel even drowsier than before, but for the past couple days, that has definitely not been the case here.
Day 4 update: Not really feeling the effect today tbh. I guess I've earned a little naptime.
Day 5 update: Managed to do one thing I had been planning earlier this week. Slight drowsiness is back at last week's levels, but this is during melatonin saturation and might just be the stuff finally working as intended rather than being "useless compared to baseline". Probably gonna drop the stuff some time soon and see what happens.
Day 6 update: Did a control day without the stuff. Didn't feel particularly tired but not really all that energized either. Kind of a lazy day with all the circumstances very much enabling the laziness with nothing important or exciting to do all day. Got a little bit of devourment bastard remix devstuff done tho and did some troubleshooting on my pc having some issues (PSU probably dying. Just swapped it last month after the previous one died but I only had the super old one from my previous build lying around to slap in there and I probably had replaced that too for a reason back then, but it was still better than the busted one and worked fine for a while before developing the same kind of faint mechanical HDD noise type coil whine that the busted PSU also had before it became unstable. Reverting overclock settings to standard stopped the noise)
Day 7 update: We're so back maybe. Today was a pretty lazy day but otherwise quite nice. Seems the little droop from days 4-5 went by and didn't stick after all so we're back on track with the experiment.
Had a little revelation last night that gave me a pretty solid idea about a potential cure for CFS. Day 1 of testing my theory currently underway and looking pretty promising so far. Maybe I'm just having the first good mental health day in months or maybe I might actually be onto something here. This particular theory mainly concerns a (non-professionally diagnosed) case developed after an extended period of severe chronic stress situation that somewhat recently started getting a little less severe. What I'm currently testing is rebuilding a tolerance against sleepytime substances/hormones/chems/whatever because I realized the extended period of biologically perceived mortal peril likely fucked with the natural production levels of sleepytime stuff in the system and conditioned the body into clinging onto even the slightest hint of "safety" as a super limited chance to crash in a few zs, and now after the worst stress has passed and the more natural production has started to recover, the systems accustomed to the "wartime economy" have taken up to perceiving the natural baseline as an important snooze signal they must not miss at any cost. So what I started trying out today was chugging down some strong melatonin in the morning after waking up and pushing through that at work, and so far the results have felt pretty convincing even after the workday. Will have to see if things stay that way with some further research or if this just happened to be an unusually nice day.
Day 2 update: I would've been actually arriving early at work today if I hadn't forgotten it happened to be an off-work holiday date and the place was closed oops. It's been very rare for me to be on time at work for the whole past year (thankfully got flexitime accommodations and such). But due to no work and not having a lot of stuff to do at home, I didn't really have much labor exertion for today's research data. During these couple days so far I have felt a little tired and "night shift" vibed, but there's one thing I have not been feeling: exhaustion. Looking forward to more progress on this heh.
Day 3 update: Still feeling confident this stuff might be working. I have been feeling less tired today, and caffeine has started to actually feel helpful again. During the past year or so, coffee and energy drinks were way more likely to just make me feel even drowsier than before, but for the past couple days, that has definitely not been the case here.
Had a little revelation last night that gave me a pretty solid idea about a potential cure for CFS. Day 1 of testing my theory currently underway and looking pretty promising so far. Maybe I'm just having the first good mental health day in months or maybe I might actually be onto something here. This particular theory mainly concerns a (non-professionally diagnosed) case developed after an extended period of severe chronic stress situation that somewhat recently started getting a little less severe. What I'm currently testing is rebuilding a tolerance against sleepytime substances/hormones/chems/whatever because I realized the extended period of biologically perceived mortal peril likely fucked with the natural production levels of sleepytime stuff in the system and conditioned the body into clinging onto even the slightest hint of "safety" as a super limited chance to crash in a few zs, and now after the worst stress has passed and the more natural production has started to recover, the systems accustomed to the "wartime economy" have taken up to perceiving the natural baseline as an important snooze signal they must not miss at any cost. So what I started trying out today was chugging down some strong melatonin in the morning after waking up and pushing through that at work, and so far the results have felt pretty convincing even after the workday. Will have to see if things stay that way with some further research or if this just happened to be an unusually nice day.
Day 2 update: I would've been actually arriving early at work today if I hadn't forgotten it happened to be an off-work holiday date and the place was closed oops. It's been very rare for me to be on time at work for the whole past year (thankfully got flexitime accommodations and such). But due to no work and not having a lot of stuff to do at home, I didn't really have much labor exertion for today's research data. During these couple days so far I have felt a little tired and "night shift" vibed, but there's one thing I have not been feeling: exhaustion. Looking forward to more progress on this heh.
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Are you the artist that drew the fox knightxdragon hypno vore animation? I LOVED that one and haven’t been able to find it in years
Nah, not something I've made before. Tried to look up some stuff but couldn't find it either. Maybe someone following me might have a clue?
Actually holy shit I think I just accidentally happened to stumble upon it while peeking at someone's faves on FA out of curiosity.
Would it be this one? https://www.furaffinity.net/view/837156/
Had a little revelation last night that gave me a pretty solid idea about a potential cure for CFS. Day 1 of testing my theory currently underway and looking pretty promising so far. Maybe I'm just having the first good mental health day in months or maybe I might actually be onto something here. This particular theory mainly concerns a (non-professionally diagnosed) case developed after an extended period of severe chronic stress situation that somewhat recently started getting a little less severe. What I'm currently testing is rebuilding a tolerance against sleepytime substances/hormones/chems/whatever because I realized the extended period of biologically perceived mortal peril likely fucked with the natural production levels of sleepytime stuff in the system and conditioned the body into clinging onto even the slightest hint of "safety" as a super limited chance to crash in a few zs, and now after the worst stress has passed and the more natural production has started to recover, the systems accustomed to the "wartime economy" have taken up to perceiving the natural baseline as an important snooze signal they must not miss at any cost. So what I started trying out today was chugging down some strong melatonin in the morning after waking up and pushing through that at work, and so far the results have felt pretty convincing even after the workday. Will have to see if things stay that way with some further research or if this just happened to be an unusually nice day.
Are you the artist that drew the fox knightxdragon hypno vore animation? I LOVED that one and haven’t been able to find it in years
Nah, not something I've made before. Tried to look up some stuff but couldn't find it either. Maybe someone following me might have a clue?
Yeah I'm pretty certain that I do have that tetrachromatic vision revealed by the varying focus smears between cone types. I have a fancy RGB gamer mouse with a thin stripe rainbow cycling around it and I just did a little experiment looking at it in the dark from a distance and as I suspected, the cycling motion of the stripe only had 3 distinct steps of smear radius only varying in brightness along the cycle as opposed to having a smoothly tapering smear width along the color gradient. The RGB led stripe lacked the specific smear radius that my eyes pick up from natural yellow light.
Wait holy shit. I just looked up the stuff a little more and according to some sciencey stuff I stumbled upon online, tetrachromatic vision is usually a girl thing cause it needs two X chromosomes due to the mutation being in the X chromosome and affecting the development of red cones, so on XY it basically just replaces proper red vision with a miscalibrated version and causes partial color blindness while having XX with one mutated X lets the mutation only affect half of the red cones while still keeping the rest intact.
Intersex chimera even more confirmed? :v
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I've neglected a big fat backlog of ramble posting here that some folks probably have already caught up with if they've been watching me on FA, mostly about life issues and whatnot. Too lazy to recount all that here right now, but I do have some fresh musings that don't have their earlier context featured on my FA so I'll just post it here. It might be the next episode in my "spookeyes" research hubris.
I've caught a new hunch that I may also have tetrachromatic vision. What has brought me to this conclusion is a combination of a few anomalies I've been quite used to for a good while. One of these being that I'm pretty sure that my color sensing cone types all happen to have a different height level compared to each other, causing their focal points to slightly deviate from the baseline. Whenever I see pure red point light sources in the dark, those are always sharply matched with the baseline and seem to likely be the shortest of the cones, while greens have a wider spread out of focus smear around them, hinting them to be on a different height from the focal point, and the blue cones have the worst smear, about twice as wide compared to green. Also these smears are always spread to the same radius regardless of the light's distance or brightness. These are observations I've been aware of for a long time before this, but I recently noticed some of my neighbor's christmas decoration lights also have yellow leds, and unlike how the previous smear theory should suggest with a normal trichromatic vision (the yellow having a sharp yellow core from the red cone input and a green smear around it), it actually has a fully solid smear radius of its own that's about half the width of the green smear. Can't really think of any other explanation for that. Also this would make me super right for all those times in the past with people saying the shit I've seen as clearly yellow is actually green to their superior vision and gaslighting me to be the colorblind one about it lmao.
i had a dream that you were super rich and you invited me to your mansion for dinner. i was super anxious because, i dunno. i was anxious about my job interview irl and my brain needed to throw more anxiety on the pile i guess. also you had your own otie plushie for sale
Ough I wish... Would be a nice big dinner. The plushie idea sounda cute and fun and I feel like I should do that. Maybe that could make me rich :3c