#chimering

That eye heterochromia thingy having been so subtle that it took me 27 years to notice certainly means it’s not a very “presentable” kind of anomaly, and its significance for me is pretty much just that it does exist and that it also affirms my chimera traits even further lol. Like all the way until yesterday, I had just been oblivious of the thing, never really even noticed and even if I’ve noticed it, I’ve just registered it as a little ambient shadow at the edge of the recess, and only yesterday realized my right eye doesn’t get that kind of “shadow” at all despite he similar structure and lighting. and that the left eye’s “shadow” wasn’t really getting affected by the light, no matter how direct :v

Hot damn. I just discovered that I actually do in fact have a very subtle case of heterochromia with my chimera-ass eyes after all. Like while the hue between the two is more or less identical, the left iris kind of has this little darker ring around the outer edge while the right one is just flat color for the whole area. Nice :v

just did some after-shower “measurements” again and noticed my whole left side is distinctly “curvier” compared to the right and also bends a lot smoother, like the padding is a lot softer and doesn’t crease into folds like the more dense right side padding does. even the hip/shoulder ratio makes the left hip bonk into a freely dangling forearm almost a whole inch before the right would.

Holy shit. Remember that time I thought about my chimera ass probably having 2 genetically different buttcheeks? Guess what, that “probably” has become “definitely”. I just happened to do a funny little butt clench in front of the mirror as a part of my regular adhd shenanigans and noticed that my left buttcheek got dimples when squished like that while the right stayed smooth. That means cellulite. My left buttcheek has cellulite padding and that’s normally a female trait while dudes normally just have this smooth type fat tissue lmao

Neat. I decided to thoroughly examine my hair after showering. It’s pretty long so the sample sizes were pretty good. Anyway, despite having a near identical color, I noticed the right half being slightly less saturated and noticeably thinner in texture compared to the left side. The left side had significantly more volume and curvature points than the right. And after shaking the hair to rest loose, after every attempt there was this specific loosely zigzag parting directly in the middle, and no matter how weirdly or inconsistently I’d shake my hair, the parting would always align to the same specific pattern in the same specific spot and I thought that was pretty neat :v