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Which sweet, gentle man is your friend who is done being patient in his pursuit of your attention, decides to go all dark and obsessive just like the way the mmc in your beloved dark romances are?
"Why the trembling, baby? Didn't you tell me a few days ago how hot was that scene where he broke into her apartment and fucked her raw?"
I love this prompt but I really struggled with it! 1) because I was trying to imagine which hot guy friend youâd feel comfortable enough to gossip about your favorite sexy books with, and 2) who would call you âbabyâ? đ¤
But an idea has finally taken root đ
I love the idea of being longtime friends with gruff, stoic Curtis.
You two grew up together and you were always kind of the runt of the friend pack so to speak, and he just decided to be your guard dog, and that just never stopped.
You had zero clue that he was completely infatuated with you and had been for a long time.
Especially because he grew up to be such a smoke show. Curtis could have anyone he wanted, so it never crossed your mind he would want you.
He was so firmly friend zoned in your oblivious brain, that you didnât even mind giggling about your spicy romance novels with him. Usually when he was working on the latest car brought to his garage and you were tucked away in the worn armchair in the corner that he kept there just for you.
For his part, Curtis thought heâd been pretty obvious over the years about his interest in you.
He didnât fuck around with other women, never brought them near you when he did need to turn to someone else to sate his needs. He was always taking care of you. Never accepted a dime for maintaining your old clunker of a car (although he never turned away the homemade treats you brought him instead). He spent most of his free time with you, holidays too.
It was so obvious.
To everyone but you.
And it had eaten away at Curtis over the years.
The final straw was seeing some random guy at the bar flirt with you, and you giggling and not turning him away.
Curtis had skulked off into a corner to watch as he drank half a dozen beers or so.
And it was the fact that he was a littleâokay, more like a lotâdrunk that had him sneaking into your bedroom later that night and pinning you beneath him in your bed.
Your sharp gasp made his cock ache. The confused tears welling in your eyes only made him coo at you, eyes glittering as his lips brushed yours and he murmured, "Why the trembling, baby? Didn't you tell me a few days ago how hot was that scene where he broke into her apartment and fucked her raw?"
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(This one has me cackling đ¤Ł)
Oh my god Siri! đŤŁđ¤Ł
This immediately brings me to the demon realm! Since all of the demons are so big, everywhere đ, you know there's gonna be so much cum!
And the first time you're shocked, the mess is everywhere, but your demon is a gentleman and cleans you up afterwards. Then you start to kind of crave it, you want to feel the massive amounts of cum fill you, to have him shove it back into you with his fingers while you whine "No, I can't get pregnant." 𼺠But he just smirks "You can, and you will." đ
đ§đťââď¸â¨Bippity boppity bow chicka wow oww! Youâve been visited by the Shameless Hoe Fairy, and now (if you feel inspired) you must share a hoe thot about: CE!babe + so much cum
(This one has me cackling đ¤Ł)
Oh my god Siri! đŤŁđ¤Ł
This immediately brings me to the demon realm! Since all of the demons are so big, everywhere đ, you know there's gonna be so much cum!
And the first time you're shocked, the mess is everywhere, but your demon is a gentleman and cleans you up afterwards. Then you start to kind of crave it, you want to feel the massive amounts of cum fill you, to have him shove it back into you with his fingers while you whine "No, I can't get pregnant." 𼺠But he just smirks "You can, and you will." đ
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đ§đťââď¸â¨Bippity boppity bow chicka wow oww! Youâve been visited by the Shameless Hoe Fairy, and now (if you feel inspired) you must share a hoe thot about: CE!babe + so much cum
(This one has me cackling đ¤Ł)
Oh my god Siri! đŤŁđ¤Ł
This immediately brings me to the demon realm! Since all of the demons are so big, everywhere đ, you know there's gonna be so much cum!
And the first time you're shocked, the mess is everywhere, but your demon is a gentleman and cleans you up afterwards. Then you start to kind of crave it, you want to feel the massive amounts of cum fill you, to have him shove it back into you with his fingers while you whine "No, I can't get pregnant." 𼺠But he just smirks "You can, and you will." đ
I agree with @biteofcherry I want demon!Ari obsessed with breeding me đ¤ Heâs so charmed by how sweet you are and craves seeing you be that way with his spawn đĽ´
Mmmhmmm đââď¸ and he'd take such good care of you while you're knocked up, you'll have no qualms to do it a couple of times, until there's a horde of minis terrorizing the castle and everyone in it đ
Put on Off Campus to play as the background noise, but a thought has me cackling. That scene where she accidentally sees him naked under the shower? If I walked in on Steve, or Ari, or Bucky, or Curtis, or-
well, that poor man would have to rush to get his clothes on his wet body, because I'd immediately have a stroke and he has to get decent before the paramedics come đ¤Ł
I wouldn't just stare. I'd just drop dead on the spot.
đ§đťââď¸â¨Bippity boppity bow chicka wow oww! Youâve been visited by the Shameless Hoe Fairy, and now (if you feel inspired) you must share a hoe thot about: CE!babe + so much cum
(This one has me cackling đ¤Ł)
Oh my god Siri! đŤŁđ¤Ł
This immediately brings me to the demon realm! Since all of the demons are so big, everywhere đ, you know there's gonna be so much cum!
And the first time you're shocked, the mess is everywhere, but your demon is a gentleman and cleans you up afterwards. Then you start to kind of crave it, you want to feel the massive amounts of cum fill you, to have him shove it back into you with his fingers while you whine "No, I can't get pregnant." 𼺠But he just smirks "You can, and you will." đ
And he loves to see it on you too. When he's feeling a little extra possessive he makes sure to come on your tits and stomach too, before finishing a second time inside, just so he knows that he's marked you both outside and inside.
Sometimes, fanfiction is carefully plotted out stories, with plot points and call backs and themes that all tie it up in a meaningful and exciting way.
And sometimes fanfiction is, âWatch me do a fucking KICK FLIP off this cool sentence!! Also here's some sex'
đ§đťââď¸â¨Bippity boppity bow chicka wow oww! Youâve been visited by the Shameless Hoe Fairy, and now (if you feel inspired) you must share a hoe thot about: CE!babe + so much cum
(This one has me cackling đ¤Ł)
Oh my god Siri! đŤŁđ¤Ł
This immediately brings me to the demon realm! Since all of the demons are so big, everywhere đ, you know there's gonna be so much cum!
And the first time you're shocked, the mess is everywhere, but your demon is a gentleman and cleans you up afterwards. Then you start to kind of crave it, you want to feel the massive amounts of cum fill you, to have him shove it back into you with his fingers while you whine "No, I can't get pregnant." 𼺠But he just smirks "You can, and you will." đ
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Pair each sentence with a different babe of your choice.
âI've waited long enough.â
âYou cannot just say that and walk away.â
âCome here⌠I'm not asking twice.â
Oh hoe hoe đ I love these. Iâm thinkingâŚ
âI've waited long enough.â
He tried to be nice, he really did. And Lloyd? Heâs not nice. But youâre special, pumpkin, he feels it deep down in his balls. So he tried soooo fucking hard to be patient and court youâŚ
He took you on expensive, thoughtful dates. He showered you with gifts. He rocked your world so thoroughly on a daily basis, it was becoming his new favorite routine. And then⌠you ghosted him. Him. Lloyd wasnât sure what exactly spooked you. But whatever the measly red flag was, well, you were just gonna have to live with it now. Because, âI've waited long enough,â Lloyd snarled as he cornered you in your bedroom. His cock twitched at the shine of tears on your cheeks as you cutely tried to shove him away, like you were any match for him at all. But you werenât. The one thing you were though? His. Forever. And that was that đłđŤ
âYou cannot just say that and walk away.â
You didnât mean to blurt it out like that. âI love you!â But you had been so quiet and a little distant, and Ransom was getting anxious and annoyed and scared that you were over him (although heâd never admit it, especially since he was the one so against commitment in the first place). Instead of giving you space to work through whatever was eating at you, he kept nagging you to just tell him already. And you did. By blurting out the revelation that you knew could possibly ruin whatever this was between you and Ransom. Which is why as soon as the words spilled past your lips, you turned on your heel and ran away. To hide. Maybe to die of humiliation while you were at it. âYou cannot just say that and walk away!â Ransom squawked once his brain rebooted. In mere seconds, he was on you, pinning you against the wall, mirroring your O_O look for a long, tense beat. And then he kissed youâardently. Desperately. A response to your declaration that made up for the words he couldnât quite speak just yet, but yeah, if you held a gun to his head, heâd have to admit that he felt the exact same way about you đĄ
âCome here⌠I'm not asking twice.â
You knew he was busy. Running a successful mob empire took time, energy, and dedication. If anyone had that in spades, it was Steve Rogers. But running a successful mob empire also meant that sometimes he neglected you. And since you were too proud to just talk to him about it and come off like a whiny, needy, bitch, you had to turn to other methods to get ehat you wanted. Like casually sitting in on his current business meeting. Sitting directly across from Steve in his home office as he met with a couple of associates, and slowly uncrossing and crossing your legs, fully aware that your criminally short dress shifted even higher up your thighs, giving Steve a flash of your bare cunt. It was so hard to smother your devious grin when you saw his eyes linger between your legs and his nostrils flare. You felt a flutter of thrilling fear when his dark gaze snapped to yoursâa wordless warning that you were in for it. Once the meeting concluded, and it was just the two of you left in his office, Steve sank back in his seat and spread his legs. The front of his pants bulged impressively as he patted his thick thigh and gristled, âCome here⌠I'm not asking twice.â
So Lloyd scares me a little bit đ but I'm thinking maybe you ran because you were scared of not being enough for him in the end, and it felt safer to leave than to stay, because you were falling so hard for him. Of course you're shocked he's in your bedroom, even scared, because he's so intense. But once you give in he's going to be the best thing you ever had.
Of course Ransom needs a gun to his head to admit he loves you right nowđ , but give it time and he'll be ready to show that vulnerable side of himself đ
Nothing quite like getting a mob boss worked up when he can't do anything about it đ he brings you with him because he doesn't like being without you, and you look especially lovely today in your dress. When he understands what you're doing he has to use all his willpower not to just send everyone away. But the meeting was a hard one to get, and it may be the only opportunity he has. Fueled by his sexual frustration he powers through that meeting and gets an even better deal than he'd thought. All thanks to you đ
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Pairing: Ransom Drysdale x f!reader, Steve Rogers & f!reader
Word Count: ~4.1k
Summary: Arranged marriages have always been used to solidify business deals among the ultra-wealthy. Your stepfather wants to be in business with Harlan Thrombey, so now it's your turn.
Warnings: Heavy angst, age difference, adult themes, institutional sexism, a very brief conversation about the possibility of abuse, explicit language, the slooowest burn - Warnings will be added as needed for subsequent parts. All of my work is 18+ - Minors DNI
Dividers by @saradika-graphics
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A/N: And here we go! A huge thanks to @drabblewithfrannybarnes for helping me nail down some of the worldbuilding details and @paperweight91 for reading so much of this and especially telling me how to fix the scene that refused to be fixed. You're both the best!!
Any comment, reblog, or ask to let me know what you think will be greatly appreciated. Even if it's just screeching at me. As always, thank you so much for reading! đ
It was uncommon to be called to your stepfatherâs office. The high rise on the edge of Studio City had housed the heads of his family since the silent film era, give or take a remodel and expansion or five. Youâd only been here a handful of times, mostly left out of the family business. When his assistant opened the door for you, you were surprised to see a small group of people, all in expensive business attire, surrounding your stepdad, Joseph Rogers, at his desk. Even more surprising was the figure standing in the corner, staring out the window â your mother.Â
âMom?â you asked, unable to hide your confusion. She just gave you a tight smile in return and turned her attention to her husband.
âSweetheart,â he called to you. Itâs what heâd called you since youâd first met him as a child and it had always felt patronizing and empty. You were well aware that you were an annoyance heâd been saddled with when heâd married your mother for her late first husbandâs connections. Eighteen years later, you wished heâd drop the pretense already. âPlease, have a seat,â he gestured to the leather chair in front of his large oak desk.Â
You sat down across from him. âWhatâs going on?â you asked, an uneasy feeling building in your gut.
âCongratulations are in order,â he said, smiling at you. âYouâre engaged.â
Years of experience at bullshit industry and society parties had you pasting on a benign smile. This was your fourth, no fifth engagement, the first one dating all the way back to when you were 10. Theyâd all dissolved for one reason or another, the business arrangements at the heart of them disintegrating too. But looking around the room at all the extra people in attendance, you knew better than to dismiss this outright. You were older now. Many of your friends from school had found themselves married as part of business deals in the last few years. Love matches were uncommon in the circles you frequented. There wasnât much patience for love when this much money was at stake. But still, just because it was expected, that didnât make you any more ready for your turn.Â
âThatâs wonderful,â you said, putting all your effort into keeping your tone even. âMay I ask whom Iâm engaged to?âÂ
âRansom Drysdale,â Joseph said. âHeâs the grandson of Harlan Thrombey, the mystery writer. Weâve been trying to secure the movie rights to his works for years and this should finally cement it. Itâs fantastic news for our family and this studio. The joining of our families should create many opportunities for all of us. Ransom is one of the most eligible bachelors in Boston. You should feel very lucky.â
Lucky was the last thing you felt right now, but you kept your face schooled as you ran through your mental Rolodex to try to figure out if you had any social connections to this man. The fact that he lived on the other side of the country made it less likely but not impossible.Â
âSo,â he continued, sliding a stack of papers across his desk to you, âall you need to do is sign and initial the contract where itâs marked, and we can get started finalizing the details for the wedding next month.â
At that, all your poise disappeared and the smile dropped off your face. âNext month?â
Joseph nodded. âItâs important to strike while the iron is hot with deals like this. So go ahead and sign so that we can all move on to the next stage.â
Your heart thumped wildly in your chest. This was happening. This one was real. âShouldnât I read it first?â you asked, somewhat desperately.
He shook his head, âNo need,â he said, gesturing to the man you recognized as one of the family lawyers standing beside him. âJulian has already gone through it with a fine-toothed comb. All of our interests are well represented. Itâs all in legalese anyway. Impossible to understand if you arenât a lawyer.â He chuckled and many of the people standing around the desk, staring at you, joined him.Â
âI justââ you stammered. You didnât know what to do, but you knew you couldnât pick up that pen.
Irritation bloomed on your stepfatherâs face. âLydia!â he called.Â
Your mother stopped staring out the window and stepped up to your chair. âHoney,â she said gently, putting her hand on your back. âThis will be such a good thing. And then we can get to all the fun parts of planning the wedding!â She picked up the pen and held it out to you. You took a moment to look at her. Her features were drawn and her eyes looked exhausted. Sheâd looked that way as long as you could remember. It did nothing to reassure you.Â
You glanced at the door behind you. You knew you werenât getting out of this room without signing the contract. You took a deep breath and took the pen from your mother. There was nothing else to do. No other choice. You quickly flipped through the papers, initialing where indicated and signing the last page. Your hand was shaking so badly you werenât sure any of it was legible.
When you turned over the last page, Joseph clapped his hands together. âExcellent!â He took a large binder off the desk and passed it over to you. âWeâve put some information together for you on your new fiance. Ransom will be in town next week to take you to dinner so that the two of you can get to know each other. Now, Iâm sure you want to go celebrate, so we wonât keep you any longer.â
At the clear dismissal, you stood up. Many people in the room offered their congratulations and you nodded to them, forcing a strained smile. Then you made your way out on shaky legs, needing to see the one person who might be able to help you process what had just happened.
Youâd been six years old when you and your mother had moved into the Rogers mansion. You were terrified, already able to sense Josephâs indifference towards you. But your comfort during that time, and all the time after, had been his son, Steve. Twelve years old, still reeling from the death of his mother and just as deeply lonely as you, heâd named himself your protector, shielding you from his fatherâs annoyance and your motherâs sorrow. He guarded you from monsters when you woke up in the middle of the night after a nightmare and would stare down your bullies on the playground. You were very quickly inseparable.Â
When you became engaged the first time when you were ten, sixteen-year-old Steve had taken you out for ice cream, telling you not to worry too much, there was so much time before anything would happen and that everything would be ok. When the arrangement had fallen apart, heâd hugged you and whispered in your ear, âSee? Iâm always right.â
That was the memory you couldnât stop thinking about as you let yourself into your stepbrotherâs apartment, using the key heâd given you on the day heâd moved in. He wasnât in his front room, so you moved all the way to the back, to the spare room he used as an art studio. You lightly knocked on the doorframe as you entered, trying not to startle him. He was standing with his hands on his hips, staring at a half-finished painting, but looked over his shoulder as soon as he heard you. There was a warm smile on his face, but it dropped as soon as he took in your expression. âWhat happened?â he asked as you flopped down onto his couch.
âI think I might be really fucked, Steve,â you said quietly, your hands still shaking. You couldnât get them to stop.
âWhat happened?â he asked again, more forcefully this time, as he dragged a chair from the corner of the room so that he could sit right across from you.
âYour dad, heââ You stopped and shook your head. Steveâs face darkened. âIâm engaged,â you said with a helpless shrug.
âOkay,â he said evenly. âThat might not be the most dire thing. Youâve been engaged before. Nothing ever comes of it.â
You sighed. âTheyâve set a date this time.â
âOh,â was all he could say at first, surprise on his face. âThatâs new.â
âYeah.â you nodded. âA month from now.â
That had Steve sitting up straight. âThe hell?!â
âItâs happening this time. I can feel it.â
âHey, no,â he said, reaching out to touch your arm. âLet me try to talk some sense into him. Buy you some time. He might listen to me.â
You shook your head. âEverythingâs already signed. They made me sign. I donât think thereâs any getting out of it.â
âHe give you a name?â
âRansom Drysdale.â
Before he was able to stop himself, Steve grimaced.
âFuck,â you muttered, briefly covering your face with your hands.
âNo, itâsâ Iâve only met him once or twice, ok? I donât actually know anything about him.â
âBut you donât like him.â
âHeâsââ Steve paused, clearly trying to find the words that wouldnât upset you even more, âa strong personality.â He looked at you carefully. âAnd heâs older than you. Older than me, even.â
âI know,â you sighed, reaching for your bag and taking out the folder. âThey gave me this.â
You handed it to Steve and he paged through it. âThis is intense. Do you think they gave him one about you?â
You shrugged. âDunno. Probably. Canât imagine it says anything interesting.â Â
Steve nodded, seriously. âItâs probably pretty thin. Just the story of that time you completely freaked out when you werenât allowed to bring Mr. BunBun to school with you.â
You grabbed the pillow next to you and hurled it at him. âYouâre such a dick!â you laughed. âIâm very upset!â
He batted the pillow back at you and cackled when it hit you in the chest. âHe deserves to know the kind of person heâs marrying. The kind who throws a five-alarm tantrum when sheâs separated from her stuffed bunny.â
âI was eight, asshole!â You laughed again but then your brain caught on something Steve had said. âHoly shit, heâs marrying me. Iâm getting married. I donât know anything about him. He could be anyone. You donât even like him! He could hurt me andââÂ
âHey, no!â Steve interrupted quickly. âI might not know much, but I know that. He wonât do that. Iâm sure of it. And if he ever even tried, Iâd be there so fast. Theyâd never find his body.â
âWill he be kind to me?â you asked quietly. He opened his mouth to say something, but you stopped him. âBe honest with me. Please.â
He sighed. âI donât know.â
âWell,â you said, trying so hard not to cry, âI guess at least now we know exactly how your dad feels about me.â
Steve closed his eyes and quietly said your name. When he opened them, there was a resolved look on his face that was painfully familiar. His âIâm going to fix thisâ face. He was intractable when he got like this. He set his jaw. âIâm going to talk to Dad.â
You shook your head. âSteve.â Your stepfather was just as intractable as his son. This would only result in a shouting match that wouldnât go anywhere.
âItâs going to be alright,â he said resolutely.
All you could do was say âOK,â with a wan smile, knowing it was a lie. You lay down on the couch and curled up on your side. âDo you mind if I stay here for a bit?â
âOf course not. Lola good on her own for a while?â
You nodded. Your little dog was probably asleep in her kennel. âYeah, for a while.â
âDo you mind if I keep working on this?â he asked, gesturing to his painting.
âI like watching you paint,â you said, trying to find comfort in the familiarity of something youâd done since you were small.
He stood up and turned back to his easel, and you did your best to focus on watching him paint and not think about how, if this went through, youâd have to move to Boston and you wouldnât get to have this time with your brother anymore.
As expected, Steveâs talk with Joseph yielded no results when it came to your future. The only thing it seemed to have any effect on was their own relationship, Steve announcing to you that he was no longer speaking to his father the next time you saw him. You hadnât expected anything else.
For your part, you spent the next week vacillating between going overboard preparing for your first meeting with Ransomâpouring over your folder on him, making salon appointments, shopping for a dress that would make the right impressionâand pretending your problems didnât exist. As such, the day of the dinner still snuck up on you. You were a nervous wreck.Â
The plan was for him to pick you up at your apartment, but an hour before he was supposed to arrive, you got a text from an unfamiliar number telling you to meet him at the restaurant instead.Â
So now you sat at the table, alone, in a new dress with your hair done. Youâd arrived ten minutes early, and he was now 20 minutes late. You took a deep breath, staring at the empty seat across from you. He would show up. He had to.Â
Another ten minutes passed and, as you waived off the server for a third time, you let yourself consider what it would mean if your future husband had stood you up. You should go. Itâd be pathetic to stay. And even if he did show up after youâd gone, itâd make a point. Show you had a backbone. You should definitely go.
Just as your hand began to inch toward your handbag on the table, the hostess came through, leading a tall, handsome man to your table. She stopped beside you and then ducked away. The man looked at you critically. He said your name like a question and, when you nodded, he sat down. He didnât introduce himself, but he could only be Ransom.Â
He was dressed nicely in an expensive sweater and slacks, but much more casually than you were and looking around the restaurant than most of the other people there, too. And when he sat down, you could see the places in his sweater where it was threadbare or torn. You tried very hard to not take it as a sign of how he felt about this dinner, felt about you.
You cleared your throat to say something, you werenât entirely sure what when he glanced at your glass of water. âYou donât drink?â
âNo, I do,â you said, but when he smirked you realized how that sounded. âI can,â you amended, but that sounded odd too. âI mean, I donât have anything against it. I was just waiting for you.â
He snorted. âWell, arenât you polite?â His tone made it feel like the worst thing you could possibly be. He flagged down the server and ordered a glass of the Macallan 18, then huffed impatiently while you asked questions about their wine selection. You didnât know how he could be half an hour late and make you feel bad for taking your time ordering.Â
Once youâd finally made your choice and the server left, you tried not to squirm as he gave you a once-over with his eyes. You felt disappointing without really knowing why. You tried to shrug off the feeling, but then Ransom said, âHow old even are you?â with scorn in his voice.
You cleared your throat. âTwenty-four,â you tried to say with confidence.
âJesus Christ,â he muttered.
You did your best not to shrink in on yourself. Maybe he was just nervous too. It was a weird situation. But, âDidnât they tell you about me?â
He snorted again and rolled his eyes. âGave me a whole binder. I never opened it.â
You looked down at your empty place setting, embarrassed. Youâd studied every inch of what theyâd given you, hoping to show him how seriously you were taking this and he couldnât care less. âOh,â was all you were able to say.Â
He grinned a little meanly. âYou got one too, didnât you? Donât tell me youâve memorized facts about me that you were ready to rattle off to impress me.â
âNo,â you growled out. You werenât going to let him make you feel small just for trying to show interest in the person you were going to have to spend the rest of your life with.
He swiped one hand over his mouth and chin. âMy god,â he muttered, âthis whole thing is fucking ridiculous.â
The waitress came back and set down your drinks. Ransom immediately took a large gulp of his scotch. You itched to do the same, but you suddenly felt like proving a point. Even if you werenât entirely sure what that point was.Â
You were ready to order, but Ransom hadnât glanced at his menu yet. Just as you were about to ask for a few more minutes, he said, âGo ahead and bring me another one of these right away,â and gestured with his drink in dismissal. She nodded and left.
Fuck it, you let yourself take a large drink of your wine. âDo you know what youâre going to have?â you asked, nodding to his menu.
He shook his head. âI have dinner plans after this.â
Heat shot through your whole body. âI thought these were the dinner plans.â
He rolled his eyes again. âGetting a head start on the nagging?â he asked, dryly. âWow, itâs like weâre already married.â
You opened your mouth to do something, you werenât sure what. Everything in your mind had gone white. But once again, Ransom beat you to it. âAlright, letâs get this done. Youâre moving into my house. Fine. But I already have everything we need, so I expect you to pack light. I donât need your shit cluttering up everything.â
You didnât know what to say to that. You didnât know how to have a conversation with him. Someone who left no room for you and seemed not to care at all about anything you had to say. And then there was the voice in your head that kept shouting about how incredibly important this dinner was to the rest of your life. And now it wasnât even dinner. So when you opened your mouth to speak, what came out was, âI have a dog.â
He stared at you for a moment, seemingly surprised that youâd spoken at all. âWhat? No. Absolutely not. Youâll have to get rid of it. I hate dogs.â
You didnât even bother to try to think through the static in your head. âSheâs coming with me. I donât care what else happens, Iâm fucking bringing my dog.â
Ransom just narrowed his eyes and stared at you for a moment, then, âFine. Just keep it away from me. And if it destroys my house, youâre getting rid of it. Iâm serious.â Â
âShe wonât,â you said, as sure of that as anything. âSheâs a good girl.â
âWhatever,â he said, as the server returned with his second drink. He slid his empty glass to the end of the table, then said, âThe bill,â without looking at her. As she took his empty away, he continued to you, âI donât know why you want to deal with a dog and a baby, butâŚâ he shrugged.
You just blinked at him, trying to catch up with the massive leap heâd just taken. âBaby? What? Who said anything about a baby?â
He laughed, loudly. âOh my god, they didnât tell you?â
âTell me what?â you asked, harshly, panic starting to build up in your chest.Â
âOf course, they fucking left that to me. Thereâs a clause in the contract,â he said, ârequiring you to get pregnant with my child within the first year.â
You stared over his shoulder, you couldn't look him in the eye, horrified and speechless. You couldnât breathe. How were you supposed to breathe?
âYou seriously didnât read your own marriage contract?â The judgment in his tone had you shrinking in on yourself. You couldnât help it.
âThey didnât give me any time,â you said, quietly. âThey just made me sign it.â
âAnd you always do what youâre told, donât you? Yeah, you look like a good girl.â He said it the same way heâd called you polite when heâd first sat down with you. Like it made you weak. Stupid. Youâd never thought so before, but now you wondered if he was right.
âFuck,â you whispered.
He chuckled humorlessly. âWe agree on that,â he said. âThis whole thing is fucked.â
At some point, without your notice, the server had returned with Ransomâs card and the receipt. He signed it quickly, then stood up. âListen, now, at least, we can go back to our parents, tell them we met, chatted, got to know each other. Everything is hunky dory. And then do whatever we want for the next three weeks. Right now, Iâm going to try to salvage my night. You go do,â he gestured vaguely at you, âwhatever you need to do. Iâll see you at the wedding.â
And then he was gone and you were alone.
You sat in the back seat of the car on the way back to your apartment, running over every moment of your evening. You kept thinking about the way heâd looked at you, talked to you. A baby. You were supposed to have a baby with him. A child that youâd have to raise. By yourself, judging by how invested in all this he seemed to be. Forty, fifty years of him looking at you like that, talking to you like that. And a baby. You leaned forward and asked the driver to take you to your parentsâ house instead.Â
Once you arrived, you said you needed to speak to your stepfather urgently and were shown to his study. You stood in the middle of the room, too anxious to sit down, and waited. Everyone was making you wait tonight.Â
Several minutes later, Joseph finally came in. âWe werenât expecting you tonight,â he said. âHow did it go?â
You ignored his question, which you guessed was an answer in itself. âPlease donât make me do this,â you pleaded.Â
âSweetheart,â he sighed, disappointed, and moved over to his bar, pouring himself two fingers of decanted whiskey. âIâm sure it wasnât that bad.â
âIt was. It was awful. Heâsâ I canât do this. Please, please donât make me.â Your voice broke, but you couldnât be embarrassed about it, not when you were staring down an entire lifetime with him.Â
âEveryone gets nervous before their wedding. Youâll be fine. This is important. To all of us.â
âItâs not nerves!â You were close to shouting, suddenly. âYou werenât there. You donât know. There have to be other families we need things from. It doesnât have to be this family, does it? It doesnât have to be right now. Please, please, anything else. Iâm begging you, donât make me marry him, have a child with him.â
He chuckled lightly. âOh, thatâs what this is about. It wonât feel as scary once the baby is here. Youâll make an excellent mother.â
You just stared at him, agape. He wasnât listening to anything you had to say. âHow could you not tell me that was part of the contract? I deserved to know. I wouldnât have signed!â
His face hardened at that. âYou were naive to not expect it. Of course, children are part of this. I admit that the timing is a little fast, but Harlan insisted.â
âJoseph, please listen to me. I canât. I canât. Please. If you care about me at all, you wonât make me do this.â
âYouâre being ridiculous. Itâs done. Everythingâs signed. You signed. Now,â he said and took a drink, âitâs getting late. Itâs high time you went home. Hopefully, youâll be able to calm yourself down there.â And then he left the room, ignoring you as your whole world fell apart.
As you left, you passed your mother in the hall. Neither of you said anything.
When you got home, Steve was waiting for you, having already let himself in, holding Lola in one arm. âHow did it go?â he asked seriously. You shook your head and finally let the tears fall. He pulled you into his arms, smushing you against your dog, and gently guided you into your home.