That's What Vee Said.

My mom passed away on Sunday. I'm not sure how to process these feelings and it's so hard. I'd give anything for another hour with her. At the same time, I'm so happy she's not suffering anymore. She was miserable, but she wasn't ready to go. I have so much anger for the family who are acting like this is traumatic for them because they finally saw the obituary. It was far more traumatic to see her suffer for the last 3 years. It was harder to take her to chemo and radiation, to know the clock will always start ticking faster and faster. To be there to see her take her last breath... I don't even know what to type to even start to process this. I loved her so much and I wish I had been a better son. That I would never have lost my temper with her or been annoyed. She deserved so much better than to be scared that she was never going home. She deserved better than to have to gasp for breath until she couldn't anymore. I'm just thankful she wasn't conscious. Fuck cancer. I miss her so much.

Been pretty stressed lately. There was an incident at work at the end of last week. Like, my company is doing everything they can to make sure everyone not only feels safe, but is safe. But, even with constant police patrols and beefed up security, I can’t help but feel stressed as hell. Liz and I are both having a shitty day. Send hugs. Send boobs. Thanks for listening.

Me and my main dude, Jazz.

Got some bad news today. Send birthday boobs to cheer me up. Please and thank you.

To anyone who actually checks my tumblr anymore: meet my son! Jasper (Jazz) was born on 12/01/18 at 5:10am. After 2.5 hours of holding his mother’s leg in the air while she pushed, I was a little exhausted. But, he is absolutely the most precious thing in the world.

The nursery came out pretty damn adorably.

So, after almost 15 years of having long hair, I decided to try something different. I’ve gotten a lot of compliments, and I think I look great. The after picture lacks my septum piercing, though. That was right before an interview for another position.

I hate interviews. I interviewed for an internal promotion on Thursday, and I have another one on Monday. I'm not sure if either one pays more, but I would be off the phones. That's the problem when you make a lot of money for your current job, you might get stuck due to life. Oh, also, it's a boy! Baby coming on December 14th.

Our little family is expanding this December! #disney #pregnancyannouncement #happy #disneyworld #pregnant #startingafamily #disney #bearded #piercings #tiedye

Two Disney princess in one picture. #bonus #vacation #disneyworld #aurora #princess #princessaurora (at Walt Disney's Magic Kingdom)