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little fic descriptions under the cut because there are getting to be a lot of these
as of now we have
get it right this time - pre session 4, drift & avid, avid's turned and wants to go to the bingo hall
you asked for this - post finale, apo kills scott 👍
no good deed - around sessions 7 & 8, apo & legs, they have a conversation about what's been going on with apo
the killing moon - mainly shelby & legs and abolish & legs and pyro & legs, werewolf legundo!
I will fail you - post session 5, apo & legs & avid, they're magically forced to be clingy and hang out
I care for you - mid session 5, apo & avid, apo pretends to be avid's sire
windmills of your mind - primarily legs with owen & cleo & avid, legs is mind controlled and nobody is happy with this
rigor mortis - session 4-ish, a crossover with detective beebo featuring beebo's dynamic with owen cleo apo and drift, the new detective in oakhurst has a frightful encounter
worry about everyone but me - post session 4, legs & apo, the friends take care of each other
easy to influence - session 5, legs & scott (in an evil way) and a bit of legs & pyro, scott toys with doc's mind
change is coming, if only you could ignore it - session 6, avid & legs, legs gets turned by scott instead of killed
making me feel what I know just isn't true - session 8, apo & legs, they talk after legs is turned
as long as I'm thirsty, nobody can hurt me - post session 6, legs & avid, legs is drunk post betrayal and sees avid
you could've stayed with me - just post session 1, apo & pyro & legs, pyro comes home immediately after being turned and apo is there
prove it - session 6, avid & legs, legs convinces avid to bat out
civility - post session 5, apo & drift, scott puts batpo in a silver cage
despite the changes, I would know you anywhere - post canon, apo/cherri, apo bats for cherri
door's always open - session 5 ish, pyro & drift, bat pyro encounters human drift
bat got your tongue? - session 8, legs & cleo and legs & owen (in an evil way), owen catches bat doc
the cool club - post session 5, townie vampires, apo and the other vampires plus doc hang out (pun intended)
give you grief - some arbitrary canon divergent period, legs & avid, legs is an injured bat and avid's here to be avid about it
time sensitive - post session 4, legs & owen, I wrote out the inner thigh feeding joke
personally responsible - post session 4, apo & avid, apo tells avid what happened to her
want to stay - post canon, apo & legs & cherri, legs goes home with apo
create in me a clean heart - alternate session 7-ish, drift & legs, drift sits with a legs dealing with possession
molars and fangs - session 1-2, legs & avid plus legs & the starter vamps in an evil way, legs is turned first
sleepwalk - post canon (want to stay au), apo & legs, the cure has consequences
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If v!Apo was a god, what would she be the goddess of?
because I have…quite a few ideas, but surely adding more will only help me…surely…(also I kinda want to see how similar my ideas are to everyone else’s)
I'm feeling too sick to write right now (woe is me) but I still wanna talk about want to stay (and want a distraction) so if you have any questions/musings feel free to send 'em my way
As far as want to stay questions go, are there any other side effects to the cure beyond what you've shown already in the your fics?
And I know someone's already said this, but Doc having to live is SO GOOD. And I especially like that he's living as a human, because then Owen didn't succeed in punishing him with eternity, but he still has to live :)
to be blunt the cure side effect stuff is purely just "wouldn't it be cool/fucked up if it did this" so there's not a lot of direction here lmao. let's compile what we have for doc!!!! I'd imagine a lot of this could become less potent over time as his body gets used to being human again
featured in the main fic want to stay:
restored vitality just after being cured, 3-ish day exhaustion period (this is meant to parallel owen's 3 day turning period)
legs mentions an increase in hunger but there is room for this to just be an effect of getting out of oakhurst and eating more regularly, as well as having his usual normal food preferences restored
legs also mentions a lessened sense of taste, since part of the body still craves blood. I think this one fades pretty soon unless there's an active blood craving moment (as in sleepwalk)
legs also lists his eyes being more sensitive and I think he's kind of right (since eyes are altered as a vampire, in color and with the night vision) but also that old man is just sad and being killed an resurrected makes you cry more, go figure
urge to feed on blood appears when angered. this is distinct from what happens in sleepwalk since that's more out of hunger where what happens when with anathra is emotion-based, if that makes sense? or what happens in sleepwalk is just an extreme version of this
altered blood. tbh I don't know in what way, especially since apo has different tastes for a vampire so she wouldn't know exactly how it's been changed. I just know it's weirdddddddd blood
featured in the side fic sleepwalk:
blood cravings. it overwhelms reason and impairs thinking. his own blood counts as human so he's liable to hurt himself in order to get it. if cherri were involved in the fic, let's just say things would've gone poorly. it also comes with mistaking himself for having his vampiric traits (fangs and claws). the moments shrink his pupils and they look more reflective. I'd imagine this doesn't happen too often and maybe it'd happen less over time
other stuff that hasn't been featured but is possible/I might bring up later:
maybe decreased aging. HE WOULD HATE THISSSSSSSSSS but it'd only be obvious after a few years I'd imagine so it's not gonna be in the fic if it is a side effect
maybe flecks of white hair, but who'd notice anyway. he's old
feeling the urge to turn into a bat again, even phantom sensations of being a bat
reflection is present but... something feels wrong
probably garlic tastes gross for some amount of time. not nauseating but not good.
silver is weird to touch. it doesn't hurt, more of a muted version of however it feels with a stage 1 vampire. this probably goes away quickly too
gets sunburns easier
uhhhhhh that's all I got for now. hope that suffices!
and hell YEAHHHHHHHHH I like it when he lives :] exactlyyyyyy he's human (in essence, as we've discussed here T.T)!!!!! doc would genuinely be so miserable living as a vampire and although I love torturing him, I can also torture him by having him be cured while apo doesn't get that. and I can throw him a bone once and a while.... he gets to live but die eventually like anyone else!! I'm someone who despises the thought of living forever, so by having apo die with cherri and legs getting to die of old age, I'm glad I can give the characters who don't want immortality that grace.
For @buttercupbonfire, who requested " @audioeidolon world building with coffin cuddles featuring Scott and Legundo, dealer's choice on weather or not Abolish is also there Suffering through this or if its just bloodloathing"
I wanted to fit Abolish into this because I love to make him suffer, but I was in a Bloodloathing mood. (Abolish is gonna suffer plenty of Scott’s nonsense in my upcoming au though, don’t worry!)
[cw: violence and gore (moderate), Goldsmith-typical manipulation tactics, dubiously consensual blood drinking (the giver of blood is consenting, the drinker.... not so much), general vampire biology weirdness]
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The first thing Legundo felt was pain. Searing, bright, all consuming. Radiating from his core out in a spiralling fire. It was so intense it was dizzying. That's why he didn't immediately notice the arms wrapped around his waist. He didn't notice them until the memory of what had happened hit him once more.
"NO—"
He threw himself backwards and the back of his head slammed into solid stone. The crack of the impact was thunderously loud, but the pain was nothing compared to what was already burning through him. There was another sound in the darkness, that grew louder the more Legundo struggled. He could process what it was, couldn't think past the burning pain and the thumping sound in his ears like the marching of boots towards oblivion. But the sound was constant and close, and though he couldn't understand what it was, he could feel it. A vibration in the air, dancing across his skin and echoing in the cavity of his chest. He shuddered as some distant part of his mind told him that sound meant safety. He blinked, and realised the darkness he was in was not all consuming, like he thought it was. He could see, in a grey, hazy kind of way.
All sense of safety fled from his mind as he made out the shape of a face smiling up at him. He was in painful proximity with Scott Goldsmith.
He threw himself backwards again, trying to roll out of Scott's space, but something sharp dug into his back and pulled him closer.
"Easy, Doctor," Scott whispered, the vibrating noise — purring, Legundo realised — increased in intensity.
"—Soldier—"
Legundo shook as another voice echoed through his mind. The movement tugged at where Scott's claws were buried deep in the flesh of his back.
"Let me go," Legundo growled. Scott chuckled, a soft, almost tender sound. That distant part of his mind that wanted him to curl towards the sound of Scott's purrs reacted with a strange warm sensation. Repulsion stabbed through him, sharper than Scott's claws, brighter than the pain that Legundo finally recognised as hunger. He growled again, this time without words, an animal sound of pure fury.
Scott snarled back — louder, sharper — and everything in Legundo froze.
"Stop fighting," Scott huffed. "I am trying to help you."
"I don't need your help," Legundo snapped back, but Scott just laughed again.
"Well don't you sound like your dear Sire now," he said sweetly.
It hit Legundo again.
The pain. The hunger. The fear as claws flashed in crimson moonlight. The searing burn of his flesh ripped open. The sound of his voice as he begged— screamed. You promised.
The betrayal.
The fury.
Owen had done what he swore he wouldn't do.
And somehow, it had lead to Legundo being trapped in a small dark space with Scott fucking Goldsmith.
But with the anger came clarity.
A path.
He was trapped with Scott. But that meant Scott was trapped with him.
His own body moved with a speed he didn't recognise, and his arms that had been hanging limply at his side surged up, fingers curled into claws aimed at Scott's eyes.
With Owen's gift, Legundo was fast.
Scott was still faster.
With another animalistic snarl, Scott twisted and — despite the cramped space Legundo was beginning to suspect was a coffin — flipped them both over by driving his shoulder and knee into Legundo. There was a burst of pain as Legs' back slammed against cold stone. Scott's claws wrapped around his wrists and tugged, pinning Legs' arms between them. He thrashed against the Elder's hold, but it was unyielding.
"Would you calm down?" Scott huffed, having the audacity to sound bored. "You're only going to hurt yourself more like that."
"I'm going to kill you," Legundo hissed. Scott hummed dismissively.
"I'm sure," he muttered, grinning down at Legundo in a disgustingly bemused way. Legs tugged once more against his grip and, when that failed, surged up to attach to rip Scott's face open with his teeth. His fangs. Fangs that Owen had given him, despite him begging him not to—
Scott twisted easily out of the way. The smug bastard was still smiling. Legs could see the cool white of his fangs between his parted lips. They were longer than Owen's, and ended in a fine, needle like point. Scott smiled wider, as if to show them off more. Legundo made to surge up again, but Scott's smile turned sharp, and he made a noise low in his throat. Every muscle in Legundo's body locked up with primal fear.
"You poor thing," Scott said softly, and despite every new instinct in Legundo's mind screaming danger, be afraid, submit, he snarled furiously instead.
"Your poor, starved body is trying very hard to heal," Scott continued, tone disgustingly conversational, despite the context. "I did have Owen feed you, of course, when he showed up at the doors of my Castle with you in his arms. He's only a fledgling himself, you know, really. He had no idea what to do with you. Best that your first meal be your Sire's blood, really solidifies that bond. But he truly did a number on you, didn't he?"
"I'll kill you," Legundo hissed again, but the quite rhythm of Scott's voice — and that damned purring that he had started up again — was starting to drain the anger from his body, leaving molten pain and exhaustion in it's wake. "I'll kill you and then I'll kill him."
"I wouldn't recommend it," Scott said. He shifted his weight and lowered himself closer to Legundo, pinning Legs' arms between them. Their chests were almost flush, and Legs could feel the vibrations of Scott's purrs in his bones. "It's rather awful for a fledgling to lose their sire, especially so soon after turning. You've always claimed you want to be useful, Doctor, so believe me when I say you will not be able to be useful if you are driven mad with the grief of a broken Sire-bond."
"Why do you care?" Legs snarled, making another feeble attempt at freeing his arms.
"Because Owen is part of my coven," Scott said. "As much as he likes to play at independence, it is the safety of my walls he returns to, it is my orders he follows, and it is by my grace that he is free to roam and do silly things like pursue his strange obsession with you. He may not admit it, but Owen is mine. And because of that, what's his is also mine. Therefore you, darling Doctor, are also mine."
Fury and revulsion burned through Legundo, but the heat of hunger chased after them and left his body trembling with weakness. He wanted to snap, to fight and rip and tear, like Owen had done to him, but it was like the rumbling purrs from Scott's chest were some kind of sedative, sinking into his bones and muscles and leaving his limbs too heavy with weariness to move.
"That is why I care, Legundo," Scott continued, seemingly oblivious to the way Legundo was trembling with hatred. "And that is why I am here, and have been here for the last day and a half while you slept."
"What?" Legundo whispered hoarsely.
"By rights it should have been Owen, yes," Scott said, like that was the thing Legundo was confused about. "But I knew that a fledgling turned so violently would need a much more experienced hand ready when you woke up. You two would have simply killed each other, I'm sure, and I'll not be losing any of my coven to such a foolish little grudge."
"He killed me," Legundo hissed, and the anger was growing stronger again. "He turned me, when he— he promised. I trusted him, I—"
"I don't care," Scott sighed. "Are you hungry?"
"What?" Legundo snapped. Scott rolled his eyes at him, and began to move, wrapping the long fingers of one hand around both of Legs' wrists. He then brought his newly freed hand up into the space between them. For a moment, Legs thought he was going to reach out, to stroke Legs' cheek or scratch his face open. He froze in anticipation of either. Instead, Scott brought his wrist up to his own mouth, and delicately, without breaking eye contact with Legundo, bit down.
The scent hit Legundo like an artillery shell.
As a surgeon, he had grown used to the scent of blood. This was different. Richer, more powerful. filling the cramped air of the coffin with something metallic and electric like a coming storm. If the hunger had been burning through Legundo before, once that scent touched his nostrils, it became an inferno.
Scott brought his wrist away from his mouth. Legundo's night vision did not allow him to see colour, but the blood that coated Scott's mouth and wrist was still obviously much darker than any humans, even sapped of any discernible hue. Every one of Legundo's senses was locked onto that liquid. He could feel himself trembling, could hear a faint whine being drawn out of his throat, but he could not process anything but the blood that looked almost black against the pale expanse of Scott's skin.
Scott was smiling at him, blood on his lips and teeth.
His torn open wrist hovered in the space between them.
Legundo was starving.
He knew what hunger could do to a person. He had been a monster long before Owen's claws had dug into him.
Blood dripped from the wound, Scott's wrist angled perfectly so it fell directly onto where Legundo's mouth was open, panting from pain and hunger.
All it took was a drop.
Legundo's fangs were in Scott's wrist before he even processed the taste.
The purring grew louder once more, echoed weakly in Legundo's own chest, thrumming in time with each swallow of the liquid that tasted like nothing he had ever tasted before.
"There you go," the Elder's voice said softly. "You will come to understand, Legundo, just like your Sire did. I do not care if you are pleased with this arrangement or not. You need only comply. You can hate me all you wish. You can hate Owen all you wish. But until this matter with the beacons is resolved, there will be no in-fighting. I need all the strength I can get on my side in this. As long as the barrier holds, we must be a united front."
Legundo could feel his flesh beginning to knit back together, the sharp pain of the wounds fading with every gulp of the sickeningly rich blood. Scott's voice was just as soothing as his purrs, and Legundo wanted to sink into the sound. He was furious. He bit down harder, not quite sharp enough fangs tearing through the firm surface of Scott's skin. The Elder hissed, and wrenched his wrist from Legundo's jaw, swiping his claws across his face with the same motion. The wound healed instantly, but the pain lingered sharply.
"The second the barrier drops," Legundo hissed through heaving breaths, "I'm going to kill you."
Scott leaned close, smiling, his own blood still painted across his lips.
"I look forward to seeing you try."
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#at first I wondered if this was a scott turning legs story#but nope it's just scott could smell the consequences of that divorce from a hundred miles away#and decided 'hmmm actually I will intervene this one time' tags from @uncannyfig
I did consider doing Scott turning Legs (and may have to write something like that at some point) but I decided I really liked the idea of Owen showing up at the castle with Legs’ not-corpse and Scott being like “Well, looks like you broke your favourite toy. Guess you can’t play with him anymore.” And then he puts them both in time out so they can’t kill each other when Legs wakes up.
(Owen’s time out is he gets put on Shelby protection duty. He thinks it’s baby sitting but Scott just knows that Shelby is gonna guilt trip the hell out of him and he thinks it’s very funny)
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Hey all friendly reminder because I've been seeing it both on tumblr and other places
let's not use psychotic, insane, or narcissistic as insults! I understand being upset with A&M, I am too! But those are actual conditions. the words you're probably looking for are abusive, manipulative, egotistical-
but those? Those are conditions people in the fandom actually have. conditions your friends and mutuals may have. strangers, who are just as hurt and upset about this situation as the rest of us
might've been asked before but in one of the later episodes the townsfolk (can't remember who was there other than martyn and legs) talk about the cure and come up with a plan to cure pyro and hope that means that they can cure everyone in that line (i don't think they came up with a backup plan)
what do you think would've happened if they succeeded (at least at curing pyro, curing everyone would be interesting especially drift (who originally didn't want to be a vampire but was heavily manipulated into believing they do) , Shelby (similar to drift i think) , and cleo (wants to be a vampire i think but was turned unconsentialing but also has a much better relationship with the town than almost anyone else in the coven (i think she would agree to be cured in this scenario actually, it's the best way to get everyone out alive) ) , but also not being able to cure everyone and the moral dilemma is also very fun)
i think ive made a run-on sentence that would make any english teacher cry so hopefully you aren't secretly an english teacher
not entirely sure what would happen (I don't remember this plan so I might get some details wrong here), but I'll try and muse about it a little. first assuming that if you cure someone it counts as the sire being gone. and since you mentioned drift (scott's fledgling) then I'm assuming scott's dead and apo's in the running too. she's the easiest to answer for - she's happy :D not perfect, but getting cured is her ultimate best outcome, she just doubted that it was possible which is why she spiraled so much
I think they could get pyro back on team oakhurst depending on how they approach him with the cure since pyroscythe mentioned wanting to do the cure route in the finale. I would like pyro to get a proper acknowledgment of harm he caused and also get support for what was done to him in this scenario... but honestly if they cure him he might just run for the hills? idk it depends on how many friends he regains. I wouldn't blame him for getting the hell out of dodge
drift would want to run away and feel horrible about it. her urge to run away would prove to her that being forcibly turned into a vampire was a Good Thing That Happened because she never would have wanted to run away again if she were a vampire!!! (she would have) I do think drift could genuinely want to be a vampire but her circumstances twisted that into being dependent on scott and the coven, so drift would be very betrayed by getting forcibly cured. I think she'd give into her cowardice and try to convince shelby to leave
shelby would be upset by being force cured because she's just fully on team vampire and was convinced that vampires are the only people that will ever accept her and she'd never trust the humans again. I think she'd try and still support the vampires as a human, but could maybe be convinced to run away with drift (especially if scott's like "dude why are you still here you can leave 😒")
cleo miiiiiiiiight be convinced to be cured but it'd have to be seen as the only option to survive since cleo is worried that getting cured would bring her thralldom back. personally I think getting cured would keep cleo's mind intact since iirc the wording of the cure implies that it just flushes the system of vampiric stuff so I think she'd be fine. then she'd probably stick around to secure survival for whoever's left unless her life was in danger
if they weren't able to cure, say, pyro's fledglings by curing pyro then that'd probably just lead to the canon plan happening but pyro is alive? not sure
I'm pissed about this line again because scott says it so fucking dismissively. like "glad I won't have to deal with HER again 🙄" as if apo was the aggressor and as if scott wasn't the one who attacked, threatened, coerced, manipulated, fatally wounded, and fundamentally altered the life of for the worse. as if she was the one with the power in the situation and not him.
this also proves to me that whatever attempt he had to be even a modicum nicer to apo in the back half of the finale never came out of a place of sincerity and was just like a "see? I'm changing for the better ^_^ I'm saying you're not a monster and wishing you well with your love ^_^ now you're a bad person if you express any interest in killing me" thing. he doesn't even acknowledge any of the harm he caused and continues to cause them.
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ID under the cut because tumblr deleted the alt text i just wrote, plus the original version for anyone that wanted it
(Commissions here...)
[ID: An illustration of Legundo and Owen's bite scene from session 4 of Vampires SMP. Legundo is being held from behind by Owen, who is drinking away from Legundo's shoulder. Legundo is keeping his composure but is visibly worried for his safety as he watches the world around him darken, warp and spin. His eyes are glazed over. /End ID]
ok i sent an anon ask two seconds ago (the one with big run-on sentence) but im sending another because i thought of a want to stay question
is getting apo actually part of abolishs job as in was he required to do that? have read the fic in a couple of days tbh but i can see it both ways leaning towards he had to otherwise vampire in military (wonder if any other jobs would have something similar)
(I think I'll answer the first one tomorrow)
not in canon, but he does have a bit in the finale where he asks apo what she's going to do about the military (she has no idea), and I use this as backing for my idea in the fic that dealing with the military is part of the organization's clean up job after a mission, since the organization probably wouldn't want the military looking into vampires
I know you've talked about this before, but I love Legs being made to live so much. Hell yeah, make that old man survive and heal, whether he thinks he deserves it or not >:D
yeah it's really important to the au! I started getting the specifics of want to stay (the premise of doc taking apo home existed in my head before that) when I was working out how I felt about doc dying back in march. I think doc's canon ending is fittingly tragic and I appreciate it when it's treated as that tragedy. I like exploring a scenario where despite everything, he just has to keep living. I think apo is a fun character to pair him with in this scenario since she says explicitly that her goal once she gets out of oakhurst is to "keep living"
I've mentioned this textpost for doc before but it sums everything up pretty well
I'm feeling too sick to write right now (woe is me) but I still wanna talk about want to stay (and want a distraction) so if you have any questions/musings feel free to send 'em my way
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Applespice (Vampires SMP) v/ Divorce Quartet (The Life Series)
Applesnice
Divorce Quartet
Remaining time: 6 hours 21 minutes
Propaganda
Applespice:
"The doommates ever. <3"
"they're narrative foils and the doommates ever and they were changed irreparably by the same man and could've been exactly what the other needed, had the circumstances not been what they were. I will be screaming until my lips turn blue that they did care about each other. they deserve to be in a beautiful qpr. applespice, my applespice."
"Cannot see this as a romantic paring at all but it is one of my favorite qpr in mcyt. They’re just so weird and doomed and traumatized. I love them very much."
"the qpr ever!!!!!!! theyre so dear to me..my doommates ....my doommates #my doommates"
"they are so trauma-bonded and qpr coded. they are my favorite doomed roommates they make me sick /vpos. Also, mlm and wlw solidarity o7"