Vamporg (she/her) 20Y/O
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This is my MAIN BLOG! My current projects are SANGUISUGA & OLEANDER. Writes in
ChoiceScript. 18+, MDNI. Asks welcome & appreciated
“What matters is what happens in your soul, not what your eyes see and what you can name.”
Zdzisław Beksiński, (1929 - 2005)
I write for the lovers of the grotesque, the curious of the macabre, and the practitioners of revulsion. There is beauty to be found in what makes us.
Please note that my IF's may hold themes of shock horror.
This and the connected blogs are not safe for minors. Under no state nor circumstance do I condone individuals under the age of 18 years to interact with me or my work. You will be blocked. MDNI, 18+ ONLY.
What I'm working on;
-> THE RENASCENTIA IN MEDULLIS COLLECTION
A biopunk, (mostly) apocalyptic universe that I've been working on for around 10+ years. It will contain multiple IFs that span across thousands of years, yet often intersect.
SANGUISUGA ART TAG
SANGUISUGA ; SANGUISUGA is an 18+ Vampiric Science Fiction-Paranormal-Apocalyptic-Horror IF that blends biopunk and the occult. It is a dying world of endless cruelty and madness, the rusty cogs that continue its cycle choking on the bloated flesh of those once innocent -- fall into this machine-made hell, and try not to drown in the blood you must drink. PROLOGUE RELEASED -- ! ON TEMP. HIATUS !
My work contains intense depictions of violence, the specifics of which can be found in the individual introduction posts. Reader discretion is heavily advised.
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'GLORY! TO THE WIRE MOTHER' (Commandant Policy Administration, CPA Press, 2050)
PLAY THE DEMO [Half of Chapter 1 available]
— It is imperative that you read the content warnings. Infinita Nocte: 2051 discusses multiple triggering topics, some in graphic detail. This IF does not shy away from deeply disturbing and problematic themes. See the end for a collection.
Infinita Nocte: 2051 is a story of tragedy, politics, war, and cruel transcendence found in bonds with others. This is not intended as a romance.
Customisable appearance, barring colours—the MC has albinism for the narrative.
Uncover a grand political scheme that could spell the world's doom.
Join a resistance—or don't.
Find yourself consumed by vile characters; become inseparable for all the most wretched reasons. Bring out the worst in them and let them bring out the worst in you.
The nations of the world have united to become 8 factions. Culture is destroyed, ancestry means nothing, and you are not your own.
A secret deal struck between the Emperium— that is, the home of the Unison— and the Eastern Assembly changes the trajectory of your life forever; you have become unrecognizable, even to yourself. When you and your little sister are finally selected for transfer to the Emperium in 2039, the Unison's Second Sovereign expresses his displeasure. Feeling that the Eastern Assembly has grown too complacent in wake of their prosperity, he orders a massacre before your eyes and you are the sole survivor.
The thing that saves you? His maddening superstition.
It's been 12 years since the Second Sovereign took you back to the Emperium and transformed you into his perfect lapdog. You carry out orders without question—you know better than to earn his disapproval. You are appointed to UNIT 01; the best of the best. His personal unit.
You come to learn that not everything is as it seems.
Navigate your fellow unit members, investigate a plot unfolding within the walls of the Emperium itself, and stop the Unison before it's too late—or, pave the way to their victory.
YOU — THE GENERAL [F/M/NB]
You are a 26-year-old general in UNIT 01. You are the only one among them to have never been in battle personally, but this is the last thing you have ever seen mockery for. Soldiers from all areas of the hierarchy whisper about you— the way you mutter to yourself, the way you talk to the walls, the way you receive special treatment from the Second Sovereign. Safe to say, you have nobody to call a friend but Avis.
AVIS VYRONNA
Avis, an 18-year-old recruit and your apprentice. She's earned herself a reputation for being a bubbly and cheerful young woman, always seeking to improve and uplift those around her. You would give her the clothes off your back if you were both on the highest peak the Earth had to offer. Despite your difficulty with expression, she knows how much you try. You want nothing more than to keep her safe— safer than you could keep your sister.
ISAAC MERCIA — THE SECOND SOVEREIGN [M]
The Second Sovereign: 37-year-old leader of the Emperium, Unison, and your life. His vulnerability to superstition paired with your albinism led him to take you under his wing among the massacre; he takes you for a totem of good luck. He insists on having you by him whenever possible.
Isaac has red, spiky hair in a side-part with blonde streaks. A scar runs from his chin, through his lip, up to his left brow. It forms a cleft through which you can see a flash of his tooth and gums, even when his lips are pressed together. He is never without a grin on his face.
LANCELOT DEVEREUX [M]
A fellow soldier in UNIT 01. 31-years-old and scum of the earth. Lancelot cannot go a day without being with a woman and often discards them as soon as his attraction has fled him. You do your best to keep Avis away from him. Lancelot fails to control himself— or, he simply doesn't want to. He has quite the reputation for visiting the Lower Emperium, promising the women that he'd take them to the Upper province among other bribes. Vain and petulant, he is quick to fly into a rage, especially when rejected. You can't tell if you want to bring him under your heel or to avoid him altogether. Either way, you're both aware of your mutual loathing.
Lancelot has deep blue, wavy hair streaked with lighter tones. While attractive, you think his face is doing nothing but begging to be punched. His skin is tan with olive undertones and completely clear. He makes sure to take excellent care of his appearance.
VLADIM PETROV [M]
A sleazy 25-year-old lieutenant. Despite being significantly lower in rank, he seems to have no respect for you at all. His constant, close-lipped smile appears more serpentine than Isaac's toothy grin. He always looks at you as if he knows more than he would ever be willing to tell. You think him frustrating, a nuisance, and a waste of time.
Vladim wears a cap with an opaque hood over blonde, chin-length hair. His face, long and thin, is equipped with two icy blue eyes that read you better than you read yourself.
ADILA MUHONGO [F]
A 30-year-old soldier and member of UNIT 01. Adila is quiet, calculative and uncaring. You, most of all, she perceives to be a waste of space— whether you live or die, it would change nothing for the unit. You have never seen her crack so much as a smile. The only times she acknowledges you is when you express agreement with her proposals; even then, it is only a contemplative glance.
Her dark brown kinky twists just about brush her shoulders. Adila's eyes are dark and unreadable, enough to make you swallow on the rare occasion she does look at you.
MERIDA [F]
A member of the resistance organization, deep in the Lower Emperium's belly. She is known among her peers for being determined and unwavering, leaving no room for failure. She strives to execute perfection and has a burning hatred for the Unison and all that it stands for. Like you, she was forcibly taken to the Emperium— only, she wasn't so lucky to earn the favour of the most powerful man in the faction.
Her brown hair is buzzed short for practicality. A brutal scar stretches the length of her face diagonally. Legally dead, she lurks in the shadows of the Lower Emperium.
JULIUS MERCIA — THE WIRE MOTHER [M]
An absolute mystery and the real leader of the faction. He gives orders that are relayed through the Second Sovereign. No man has seen the Wire Mother up close, barring Isaac. When training with the rest of UNIT 01, you often see him watching beside his brother in the distance. Through your impaired vision, you've gathered that he has long, blonde hair and ivory skin.
He only appears during festivals, dressed in a white gown and a red veil marked with the Unison's insignia. The Wire Mother gives all the air of delicacy. He is entirely and utterly intoxicating— hypnotizing.
READ THE WARNINGS CAREFULLY! This is an 18+ story riddled with uncomfortable topics, as follows:
War, descriptions of gore, discussions of rape culture, sexual assault including rape, misogyny, death, death of a child, loss, mutilation, body horror, substance abuse, mental illness, emotional abuse, mental health discrimination, ableism, classism, discussions of internalized homophobia, animal abuse
This list is subject to change.Things might always be added as the story progresses.
The political nature of the story is not an invitation for debate with me. I am quite openly a queer leftist; any kind of hate, bigotry, anything of the like, is absolutely unwelcome.
Infinita Nocte: 2051 is a work of tragedy intended for 18+ audiences prepared to engage with a piece of literature intellectually and within the bounds of dark fiction.
An overview of what has been going on in regard to the production of SANGUISUGA ;
Hello everyone -- in light of me very recently coming back out of my cave, I thought it helpful to give a quick rundown over what has been going on with my projects during my time away
To rip the bandaid off blunty, SANGUISUGA is undergoing a complete rewrite. Characters are being shifted, storylines tweaked, a stat system is being created, etc etc etc. I'm aware that being in a state of rewrite can often kill a project, but it is because of this reevulatuation that I actually have a much firmer grasp on the story I want to tell, alongside the characters I want to use to tell it
There were a lot more plot holes and story skips in the original version than I was comfortable with admitting, especially since the prologue alone had gone through a multitude of drafts and revisions. It was my first time attempting to write in an interactive format, and I made the mistake that many new IF authors do in taking out a bite that I could not chew. There were also several interpersonal and private matters going down during the time of me starting chapter 1, and I was, simply put, not in the right state of mind to actually think on whether or not I was still telling a cohesive narrative. Pair that with my frequent boredom and habit of jumping between projects, I was just not improving my chances by dragging around what was essentially a lame horse
This rewrite has both begun to revive my love for the format and restore the passion I had when I first began posting. I firmly believe that this is the right decision for the future of SANGUISUGA, and look forward to sharing further details later down the line. Thank you to those who stayed around, and I hope to soon reward your patience!
An overview of what has been going on in regard to the production of SANGUISUGA ;
Hello everyone -- in light of me very recently coming back out of my cave, I thought it helpful to give a quick rundown over what has been going on with my projects during my time away
To rip the bandaid off blunty, SANGUISUGA is undergoing a complete rewrite. Characters are being shifted, storylines tweaked, a stat system is being created, etc etc etc. I'm aware that being in a state of rewrite can often kill a project, but it is because of this reevulatuation that I actually have a much firmer grasp on the story I want to tell, alongside the characters I want to use to tell it
There were a lot more plot holes and story skips in the original version than I was comfortable with admitting, especially since the prologue alone had gone through a multitude of drafts and revisions. It was my first time attempting to write in an interactive format, and I made the mistake that many new IF authors do in taking out a bite that I could not chew. There were also several interpersonal and private matters going down during the time of me starting chapter 1, and I was, simply put, not in the right state of mind to actually think on whether or not I was still telling a cohesive narrative. Pair that with my frequent boredom and habit of jumping between projects, I was just not improving my chances by dragging around what was essentially a lame horse
This rewrite has both begun to revive my love for the format and restore the passion I had when I first began posting. I firmly believe that this is the right decision for the future of SANGUISUGA, and look forward to sharing further details later down the line. Thank you to those who stayed around, and I hope to soon reward your patience!
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You can find all of the submissions for all of the interactive fiction games that did not fit into any of the 5 main categories down below! These are mainly horror/thriller IFs, with some others.
(Not listed in any particular order—top games in each category coming soon)
Ongoing
The Porthecrawl Witness (mystery) by @porthecrawl-witness
1966 (cosmic horror) by @1966-if
Zorlok (horror/thriller) by @zorlok-if
Dead Weight (apocalyptic/supernatural) @deadweight-if
The Spirited: Origins (horror) by @yuveim
Nyotani by @nyotani-if
One Knight Stand (apocalyptic?) by @oneknightstand-if
Complete
The Passenger (cosmic horror) by @the-passenger-if
Potentially inactive
Echoes of Olympus (fantasy? likely discontinued) by @fableforger
When It Hungers (hiatus & coming soon?) by @roast-ifs
Supernatural in New York (on pause, to be ported) by @llamagirl28
Sanguisuga (on temporary hiatus) by @sanguisuga-if
Scout: An Apocalypse Story (post-apocalyptic, discontinued)
I appreciate the shout-out. Using this as a reminder to my readers that no, the project isn't abandoned -- however, there are quite a few changes being made
I know I have already vaguely mentioned going on a ‘temporary hiatus,’ as well as stating multiple times about leaving and coming back, but this is just an official post stating that I will be going on a complete hiatus for the next little while
SANGUISUGA and my other projects are not abandoned, but they are also not currently being worked on. I won’t be going into the specific reasons behind my leave, obviously. It will just require me to step away from external responsibilities for the time being
Really the only reason I am making this is so that weird serpent guy on the pirating website doesn’t point and go, ‘See i was right’
I’d quickly like to give a small thank you to all the support I have received. I never really had the desire to share my works with an audience, and often dreaded the feedback I would receive on a project so viscerally connected to my own thoughts and experiences, but things have truly been good. I have made connections and friends, my writing has been praised, I’ve been given clear stepping stones on where and how to grow, and more — I am grateful, and look forward to when I am able to come back. I’d also like to thank my beta testers for their patience and understanding during this period of what has effectively been radio silence
TLDR; Leaving for a Bit don’t miss me too much oks ? Also apologies if this post reads strangely it sounds normal to me but i am unsure
i've finished reading the prologue and understood close to nothing but this looks fire 🔥🔥🔥 i think that's my first ever encounter with vampire-post apo-biopunk-religious-horror-gore as a combination it's like you threw everything you liked in a blender and accidentally made the tastiest smoothie known to humanity. inshallah mc will get magic abortion
HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA yea there's some convoluted stuff in there, some meant to be understood later and some just meant to make you go What The Hell
I'm glad to hear my baby-in-the-blender method is working well. I didn't really try to seamlessly integrate the different parts of each genre; i wanted it to be messy, confusing, stark, and difficult to fully have a grasp on. It's meant to make the reader feel off kilter, and I'm glad that I seem to be doing pretty okay at it so far
THEY WILL GET IT OUT !!!!!! Or will they. Who knows. I don't.
The Discord server is back up and public! HOWEVER, we've implemented a new rule: your account must be at least a month old or you'll unfortunately have to get kicked on the spot. If this happens to be the case, you're free to rejoin once your account reaches the requirement.
We're pretty active in here, so please considering joining! Reminder that this server is co-owned between myself, @vamporg (@sanguisuga-if), and @whentherewasatime-if.
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Hi! Do you have recs for similarly edgy, dead dove IF titles like yours? I personally don't like how blogs like int*ract-if puts out their recommendations with disclaimers that they won't feature "problematic" content so I appreciate creators like you willing to make transgressive stuff in the IF sphere! Feel free to plug demos you like or projects by friends who make similar stuff to you! Thank you!
Not really, but that could just be because I don't actively look for them; I don't read a lot of horror, gore, or dead-dove. But I do have a few mutuals i'd recommend if you're looking for IFs of a more explicitly graphic and edgy nature;
INFINITA NOCTE: 2051 by @infinitanocte2051-if
BLOODLINES by @bloodlines-if
THE ROT OF WITCHWOOD by @rotting-ink
TO FEAST ON FEAR by @tofeastonfear-if
WE WRETCHED CREATURES by @darkfictionjude
In addition to that, thanks for the kind words. I've always been staunchly against censorship and/or side stepping 'sensitive' or 'problematic' subjects for the sake of reader comfort. I also can't write anything else so it's cool that people like it
To the person who posted me on a piracy website (thank you to the server member who brought it to my attention) n started preaching abt how I was abandoning SANGUISUGA just cause I said I'm not bothered by putting my irl life before my goreporn writing
Hello. Kind of nervous. First time being recognized on this level. I'm a little shy tehe
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Hey did you ever think of turning this project into a novel?
That was the plan before i decided I was a bit bored of writing novels and wanted to try something new. I can imagine writing short stories connected to the universe as standalone mini-fics or wtvr alongside the IF, though SANGUISUGA itself is a bit too vast to be fully captured in a non-interacted medium