Hi, y'all! My name is Logan, and I'm a queer, disabled + neurodivergent, self-taught digital artist and aspiring novelist. I'm a history major + legal studies minor, cat parent, and a natural redhead, originally from rural Texas. Since becoming a history student, I took an interest in my family history, and discovered I'm part Mexican, as well as my great-grandmother having been a first-gen birthright citizen. So, I'm learning Spanish (I've known a little since childhood) and trying to connect with heritage I was distanced from. I grew up with a lot of proximity to Tejano and Mexican-American culture, which I passionately appreciate. The rest of my ancestry is largely English, Irish, Scottish, Spanish, and French, with a tiny speck of Norse, Slovenian, and Mayan genes. I'm ex-JW with severe religious trauma, and spiritually, I've grown to consider myself an eclectic interfaith universalist. My star sign is Virgo sun, Cancer moon, and Aquarius rising. If you think you know me, you don't. 😉🎭
Before you interact!
Be aware that this page is run by a far-left green anarcho-Marxist with zero tolerance for bigotry.
Be aware that I am NOT okay with others "borrowing" my original AU concepts (such as Punisher!Higgs) for their own content.
Be aware that I sometimes post/reblog adult and graphic content. When I do, I almost always use a "cw: *[insert content here]* tag, e.g. "cw: blood" or "cw: artistic nudity", as well as the site's content labels when appropriate. My catch-all tag for adult content is #spicy.
I currently have my ask box closed and my DMs restricted to people I follow, due to repeated incidents of harassment and anon hate, including threats. I'm not comfortable turning those back on at this time, due to this site's aggressive user base harming my mental health numerous times in the past. These days, I prefer to lurk or engage with fandom passively, as I simply have no room in my life for online toxicity or witch hunts, and online friendships have proven largely unproductive for me. Act like a clown here, and I'll bring the whole damn circus.
Sideblogs + more:
Art sideblog: @vampirepunks-art
Novel sideblog: @thetravelingstorm
Linktree
Fandoms, interests, and other content:
Death Stranding
Red Dead Redemption 2
Attack on Titan
Hannibal
Supernatural
A Song of Ice and Fire
Baldur's Gate 3 + Dungeons & Dragons
Sleep Token
Starset
Fall Out Boy
Marvel (especially Venom, The Punisher, and the X-Men)
Transformers
Mass Effect
Westerns and Old West history
Mythology, folklore, and literature
Ancient Egypt
Personality typology
Various aesthetics and general posts (art I like, misc. movie and TV show content, quotes, moodboards, webweaves, photography, occasional political and discourse content, etc)
Some more info about me/backstory:
My parents and I moved + traveled a great deal around the U.S., (particularly in the South when I was younger and the West in my adolescence), so I grew up with a relatively nomadic life, especially during an extended period of homelessness when I was a teen. I left home at 17 and have been happily married to a medical worker since 19. I've struggled with mental health issues and addictions for most of my life, but worsening and new medical problems have forced me to start living a healthier lifestyle and seeking better treatments/diagnoses for things like neurological issues, autoimmune disease, and severe chronic pain.
My Mexican family had roots in San Luis Potosí and Nuevo Leon, and my great-great grandparents immigrated from Monterrey in 1916, whilst many of my white ancestors were American colonizers (and plantation owners 🤢) since the mid-to-late 1600s, who fought in just about every major American war from the Revolution to Vietnam, so there's a lot of ancestral harm I'd like to try and make amends for in my life, through the privilege I have and the creative career I've begun building up towards. My goal is to join the indie art revolution, as well as get more involved with leftist activism. In the modern day, my family is largely independent contracting carpenters, service workers, and similar blue collar roles, as both sides lost their generational wealth entirely for a number of reasons. I grew up in poverty, was homeschooled K-12, and I'm one of few people in my family to attend, let alone complete, any college, which I've only been able to do through loans, grants, scholarships, and disability accommodations. I have an associates degree in general studies and I'm working on my bachelors. I'm hyperlexic, and I have signs of dyscalculia. (Min-max, am I right? 😵💫) I'm also an abuse and SA survivor.
Hobby-wise beyond video games and art, I like crafting, and I'm a major cinephile with a special interest in animation. My top five favorite films are The Prestige, Spirit: Stallion of the Cimarron, Treasure Planet, Life of Pi, and Iron Lung.
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A woman not shaving or wearing a dress or wearing makeup or wearing femme clothes or having styled or long hair or caring how she looks or using a masc name or whatever else is actually a neutral thing and not a sign of her being depressed or giving up or being sad or whatever
It’s sooooo interesting that they keep studying the topic rigorously and writing piece after piece on what the cause could be but they never want to address the fact that America is not a good place to have a child. Even though the birth rate is falling across the board, they have to find some reason to make it a problem of the individual, a matter of selfishness or distraction instead of a greater societal struggle.
I remember when I was younger, anytime I watched a movie where the characters have to kill a scary monster/alien, I always thought the act of killing it was intended to be part of the horror. Like there’s this amazing creature that we’ve never seen before, and maybe under different circumstances we could’ve coexisted with it, but it’s trying to attack you and you have to defend yourself, but by destroying it you also destroy the ability to ever understand it and that’s sad and is supposed to make you feel conflicted.
It was not until well into my adulthood that I realized most people do not have complicated feelings about movies where people have to kill a scary alien monster, nor is that necessarily meant to be part of the narrative (unless it very obviously is). They just want the scary thing to die because it’s scary. I don’t have a real conclusion to this I just started thinking about it for some reason.
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the thing is that childhood doesn't just end when you turn 18 or when you turn 21. it's going to end dozens of times over. your childhood pet will die. actors you loved in movies you watched as a kid will die. your grandparents will die, and then your parents will die. it's going to end dozens and dozens of times and all you can do is let it. all you can do is stand in the middle of the grocery store and stare at freezers full of microwave pizza because you've suddenly been seized by the memory of what it felt like to have a pizza party on the last day of school before summer break. which is another ending in and of itself
One time when I was a kid a group of girls and I had to treat another student for hypothermia by ourselves because she had so many invisible health issues that the adults we asked for help didn't believe us. The student in question was actively hallucinating. When I finally ran for help the people I grabbed were slow as shit to respond, casually joking about how "dramatic" the person in question was.
The kid was picked up by an ambulance 30 minutes later.
Now as an adult working in security I get SO MANY folks- upper-middle aged mostly- coming to me to 'rat out' people they think are faking it.
I was once sent into a bathroom because a client demanded that the "fucker won't get out, so go drag them out"- I was NEVER going to do that, so I did a wellness check instead. You know who it was? A person recently released from the hospital after a car accident. They had a hole in their skull and major hearing loss. They couldn't answer the owner because they couldn't HEAR the owner.
Another time about a homeless man who got around town by kicking the ground from his wheelchair. "You know he doesn't actually need that thing, his legs work fine, it's just for pity points"- Oh, so he's not paralyzed, his wheelchair is performative? Funny story Dale, I actually know that guy, he was backed over by a truck and has chronic pain from his shattered pelvis. But sure, let's make him stand up and walk everywhere so nobody feels too bad for him and tries to help him or something.
"She doesn't need that scooter, I've seen her get out of it."
"Look how fat he is, because he just rides around and refuses to get up."
"She doesn't really need that cane- she comes here without it all the time"
Sincerely, truly, from the bottom of my heart- as someone who isn't physically disabled but hears this shit all the time- fuck off
personally I am of the opinion that vegans who are like “the way our food system currently works under capitalism on a large scale is exceptionally cruel to all animals including humans and is not sustainable, so I’m doing what I can to make the most ethical choices available to me about what I eat and encourage others to do the same” are generally very reasonable people who I agree with in spades. but vegans who seem to think human beings are not themselves animals who are ultimately also part of the food chain but instead some kind of other paternalistic higher entity that can never engage in ethical and sustainable hunting practices (and especially the fringe I’ve seen who think other carnivorous animal predators are also evil and need to be eliminated) are people I regard as foolish at best if not actively anti-indigenous and racist
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Was driving with my grandmother and in broken English she says “no eyes… no nose… no face. Don’t trust.” To which I looked around wildly in search of this omen of ill portend.
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