I'm not okay

Johnny, the kitchen sink has been clogged for days, some utensil probably fell down there. And the Drano won’t work but smells dangerous, and the crusty dishes have piled up

waiting for the plumber I still haven’t called. This is the everyday we spoke of. It’s winter again: the sky’s a deep, headstrong blue, and the sunlight pours through

the open living-room windows because the heat’s on too high in here and I can’t turn it off. For weeks now, driving, or dropping a bag of groceries in the street, the bag breaking,

I’ve been thinking: This is what the living do. And yesterday, hurrying along those wobbly bricks in the Cambridge sidewalk, spilling my coffee down my wrist and sleeve,

I thought it again, and again later, when buying a hairbrush: This is it. Parking. Slamming the car door shut in the cold. What you called that yearning.

What you finally gave up. We want the spring to come and the winter to pass. We want whoever to call or not call, a letter, a kiss—we want more and more and then more of it.

But there are moments, walking, when I catch a glimpse of myself in the window glass, say, the window of the corner video store, and I’m gripped by a cherishing so deep

Eating is good

Three meals is not too much

It’s okay to eat “unhealthy” foods

You do not need to purge to feel better

Eating is healthy

You deserve to be healthy

- You deserve food that tastes good to you

NB 👏 Does 👏 Not 👏 Mean 👏 Woman 👏 Lite

I like ramen.

I don’t get enough sleep.

I laugh at my own jokes.

Sometimes I get sad and don’t know why.

Sometimes I will need your shoulder to rest my head on because the weight of my thoughts will wear me down.

Sometimes I won’t tell you what’s wrong because there are no words with which to describe it.

I love flowers.

I love the sound of rain.

Poetry makes me giddy.

Injustice angers me.

I can’t wear makeup to save my life.

I love children. So much.

You will have to remind me to put sunscreen on.

I love a lot of things. You will be one of them.

I will get frustrated. Be patient with me.

I will be insecure. Remind me of my strengths and call me out when I am in the wrong.

Buy me coffee. Only decaf because caffeine makes me anxious.

I love books.

I love when someone knows me intimately.

And lastly, love who I am becoming. I am not there yet, but I will be someday.

you can hold my hand whenever you want

you can cuddle with me whenever you want

you can kiss me whenever you want

cons of dating me

i get jealous easily

i’m sad a lot

via FTM Garage Sale:

Hey guys please be very careful when purchasing prosthetics. He does not have any product, but will pretend to sell you anything you want — a FreeTom, an Emisil, a Gendercat, Peecock, Reelmagik. Lies. Lies. Lies. I am appalled that a transguy would actually scam other transguys in our own community. That is effed up and not acceptible. They are photos from previous postings by other transmen selling their prosthetics. Putting this on blast so that no one else here looking to purchase a real product falls victim to this. Be warned. Be aware of the postings from the same guy.

Comment here if you’ve been scammed by the same guy and provide as many details as possible so everyone can see. A police report has been filed in my State and the State of TX. I believe they are in the process of assigning a detective to the case now. 

Mood.

but the best thing is they have a specialty boxes, like vegan or kosher only snacks but also 

they specifically offer boxes for menstruating guys and nb folks. 

which is pretty darn cool.

And if they still don’t have a box to accommodate your needs, you can even order special items and ask for a box that doesn’t have anything you’re allergic to in it

Not to mention how amazing this is