if this is everything i've ever wanted

lucas, who most definitely has been othered all of his life

lucas who, even when surrounded by people he trusts, so rarely sees himself reflected in them

lucas, who has always been an outcast in ways the others aren’t, in ways that are more – god knows he’s been called much worse things than freak

lucas, who has seen people avoiding his touch, crossing the street when he’s walking, distrusting him like it’s a default setting

lucas, who knows what it’s like to do everything right and still be looked at like he’s wrong

lucas, who hears will saying he’s not like them and gets it in ways the others can’t

lucas, who knows will is going to experience all of the same things – the othering, the distrust, the mistreatment, the slurs, the being avoided like the mere touch of you could kill, the dangers that come with just being – despite the differences in their circumstances

lucas who, even if he’d ever felt some kind of way about queerness, would grab that feeling and squeeze the life out of it because that right there is will. his will.

his in the way all of lucas’ people are his. his to carry when unconscious, his to tackle out of the way, his to use himself as bait, his to take a slashing to the chest, his to jump over tables and traps and interdimensional monsters. his to protect, his to kill for, his to die for.

.˚ i ˚ㅤ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ₊ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎am 　 ゛ ‎ ‎ ˚ ˚‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ˚꩜⋆ ‎ ‎ ‎˚ㅤׅ ‎ ‎ ‎historia ゛・𓈒 𓏸 ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ reiss ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 𓈒⊹

𓏸 ˖ ‎ the ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ˚⋆ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ˖ ˚⠀ true 。・ ruler ⠀ ⋆゜・ of these walls ゜・𓈒 𓏸

Christa - Secretly Historia Reiss, royal-blooded bastard child of the King of the Walls, and only remaining heir to the throne of Paradis

Ymir - Secretly the Jaw Titan, a girl out of time who comes from Marley 60 years in the past, preserved for decades in Pure Titan form

Reiner - Secretly the Armored Titan, a soldier from Marley sent on a mission to act as a double agent and recover the Coordinate, who orchestrated the Fall of Shiganshina

Bertholdt - Secretly the Colossal Titan, a soldier from Marley sent on a mission to act as a double agent and recover the Coordinate, who also orchestrated the Fall of Shiganshina