This Happens When I Don’t Wear Diapies!
ughhh, so I gotta spill this super embarrassing thing that happened with my ex, back when he was still my boyfriend. I’m just a dumb lil baby girl, y’know, and sometimes my silly autistic brain just doesn’t think things through. He called me over to his place to, well, fuck, but he begged me to wear somethin’ sexy instead of my usual diapies. I mean, he sorta accepted my diaper thing, but he didn’t wanna see ‘em or deal with ‘em at all (red flag, I knowww). I didn’t wanna at all, but he kept pushin’, so I was like, fiiiine, I’ll show him I can be a big girl. I squeezed into my cute lil Hello Kitty fullback panties—one of the few non-diaper things I even own—and these shiny, tight leather leggings that hugged everything. I wasn’t even used to walkin’ without that padded bulk between my thighs, felt so weird!
So I’m on the bus to his place, and after a bit, my tummy starts rumblin’ real bad. I needed to poop, like, super urgent. But y’know, I’m such a dumb baby girl who doesn’t think twice. I’m so used to lettin’ go in my diapies that I just… did it. Right there in my panties and leggings. This huge, mushy, stinky load just explodes into my panties, filling ‘em up so loud with wet farts and squelches everyone had to hear it. The leather leggings trap it all in, holding that hot, heavy mess nicely and tight against my butt. I can feel it spreading everywhere, all warm and squishy. I swear the whole bus knew—people were turnin’ their heads, wrinklin’ their noses. I just sat there, actin’ like nothing happened, even though my butt was literally squishin’ in this warm, stinky load.
I get off at my stop, and I’m waddlin’ the rest of the way to his house, each step makin’ the loudest, grossest squishy sounds, but honestly, havin’ that heavy mess between my legs again felt… nice? Pathetic, I know, but I missed that feelin’.
I get to his house, walk right in, plop down on his couch like it’s all good. He’s chattin’ me up, gettin’ flirty, and I’m just sittin’ there, actin’ normal, sitting in my mess. Then he smells it. He’s like, “Uh, what’s that smell?” I just shrug, all casual, “Oh, dunno, maybe somethin’ outside?” I’m playin’ it off, gigglin’ inside at how dumb I must look. But then he gets handsy, grabs my ass to pull me close, and—yep—he feels it. His hand squishes right into the soft squishy mess through my leggings, and his face just drops. The look on his face—pure horror. He’s like, “What the hell?! Did you seriously shit yourself? I knew you did this in diapers, but you can’t even hold it for one damn bus ride?!” He’s yellin’, gaggin’, tellin’ me how gross I am, how he can’t believe I’d show up like this. I just shrug, like, “Oopsie, I kinda forgot I didn't have my diapie on!” He’s freaking out, saying I’m disgusting, how he can’t deal with this, and I’m just sitting there, smirking, letting the mess spread even more under me on his couch. Yeah, that’s when I became his ex. He kicked me out real quick.
But… I ain’t gonna lie, I enjoyed it. Walkin’ back home, I’m waddlin’ with that huge, warm load still sloshin’ in my leggings, feelin’ so naughty, so wrong and humiliated but lovin’ every squishy step. People stared probably already smelling me from a mile away, and I just kept my head down, smirkin’ to myself. Got on the bus home, sat down, and let that warm mush squish under me. By the time I got home, I was so turned on by the whole thing. I couldn’t help myself—I didn’t even clean up right away. Instead, I waddled over to my full-length mirror, staring at my pathetic reflection with that huge, sagging mess in my tight leggings, the weight of it hanging low between my thighs. I turned around, pokin’ at it, watchin’ it squish and spread even more. Ugh, I looked so gross, so stupid, but I loved it and I couldn’t stop giggling. I was too lazy to even think about cleaning up, so I just grabbed my favorite paci, popped it in my mouth, and flopped onto my bed with a loud squelch. I laid there, wigglin’ my legs, feelin’ that filthy, warm mush smearing everywhere over my bum, smilin’ behind my paci at how dumb I am. That’s what happens when you leave a silly baby girl like me all alone. I stayed like that for way too long, lettin’ the humiliation burn into me, before finally draggin’ myself to the shower. After cleanin’ up, I tucked myself into a nice, thick diapie where I belong.. Hehe~
