I’m too romantic and unrealistic

and it's a camille preaker summer

how adorable it is when someone notices how you do certain things and remembers all the small details that weren't even noticeable for you, like it's scary being known but we all need that every now and then that someone is out there who actually sees and notices you and makes you feel important

the bus is never going to come because im a bad person

fucked that you can’t fix other people especially when you really care about them. Oh so im just supposed to be there for you while you suffer. like a useless cunt gargoyle

and for the lady, perhaps a devout knight?

the thing about phone in bed is that it's so awesome. almost makes you feel like betraying & destroying yourself for nothing isn't all so bad

they should invent a body that feels normal to be inside of

gardenias on the fucking tile where it makes no fucking difference who fucking held back from fucking who tbh

this was all fucking for you fuck

every 5 minutes i go wow i NEED to kill myself and then i ignore it because i have things to do

god sends his strongest soldiers his most devastating homoerotic relationships

tashi duncan’s whole life revolves around the fact that she is both devoted and disciplined to tennis but she can no longer play tennis while art is disciplined but not devoted and patrick is devoted but not disciplined and both of those things are glaring weaknesses that disgust tashi but she has formatted her life in such a way that these are the two people who are really in it and she really can’t let go because she’s chasing the high of watching them play together that one time a decade ago where she realized that together they could almost be as devoted and disciplined to tennis as she is