F u g i t i v e

and the generated outcome will be used for a small drabble scenario or starter { tw violence, possible noncon/dubcon implications, nsfw }

Your muse throws a punch at mine.

My muse throws a punch at yours.

Your muse suddenly grips my muse’s hair.

My muse suddenly grips your muse’s hair.

Your muse roughly grabs my muse’s arm.

My muse roughly grabs your muse’s arm.

Your muse grips my muse’s hips.

My muse grips your muse’s hips.

Your muse wraps their hands tightly around my muse’s neck.

My muse wraps their hands tightly around your muse’s neck.

Your muse slams mine against a wall hard.

My muse slams yours against a wall hard.

Your muse pushes my muse to their knees.

My muses pushes your to their knees.

Your muse bites mine.

My muse bites yours.

Your muse clutches their hand tightly around my muse’s mouth to silence them.

My muse clutches their hand tightly around your muse’s mouth to silence them.

Your muse grabs my muse’s wrists.

My muse grabs their muse’s wrists.

Your muse attempts to shove away mine.

My muse attempts to push off yours.

Your muse roughly kisses mine.

My muse roughly kisses yours.

Your muse pins mine onto the ground.

My muse pins yours to the ground.

Your muse delivers beatings to mine.

My muse delivers beatings to yours.

Your muse breaks my muse’s arm.

My muse breaks your muse’s arm.

As is stated in various codexes and writer interviews, Fenris was a test case, the first man to be experimented on with lyrium, and long-term effects could not have been predicted. However, the lyrium has been stated to be slowly poisoning him (the following article is fan speculation, but some interesting canon facts here), and without constant ‘maintenance’ (David Gaider has specifically used this word a number of times (one here), though hasn’t elaborated on what it might mean - he has also stated that Danarius was the one ‘maintaining’ it up until Fenris’s escape) it will eventually drive him insane.

The poisoning has already started to show symptoms by the events of DA2 - the brands cause active discomfort (Bethany: Does it hurt? Fenris: You do not want to know the answer to that.) and have begun to discolour his skin (see links above). Further down the line, symptoms will likely include a sensitivity to light, insomnia, shaking, memory impairment, loss of appetite, emotional spikes and kidney dysfunction, leading eventually to insanity and an early death. These symptoms, including the skin discolouration, are based on the effects of mercury poisoning, which David Gaider has compared lyrium to in the past.

There are obviously some large differences in the lyrium/mercury comparison – with direct mercury poisoning, effects generally start to show within hours and death occurs within days; even with small-scale poisoning, symptoms develop within a few weeks and death can come within a year: for example in the case of Karen Wetterhahn, who was exposed to only a few drops of mercury and died in under twelve months. Considering that Fenris (by the end of DA2) has survived around a decade without ‘maintenance’, and the number of lyrium-addicted Templars prevalent in Thedas, it’s possible to presume that lyrium poisoning must be more drawn out, but there’s no substantial evidence to place a real time limit on it (in Asunder, chapter 14, it’s stated that symptoms from withdrawal begin to show within 1-2 months, but this is withdrawal and not actual poisoning).

(Edit: I’ve just recalled two Templar guards in Denerim that guard the Chantry doors – one is pretty much incoherent from lyrium exposure and talking to them unlocks the Templar codex. I can’t find their dialogue online anywhere, but if anyone’s playing and could try and guess at the rambling Templar’s age, that might be a possible indicator?)

Beyond the poisoning, it is possible to presume that the lyrium must also make Fenris highly sensitive to mana and, by association, being in close proximity to mages. This would give another dimension to his dislike for being around mages, and his aversion to magical healing. Since lyrium is a conduit to natural magic (and the Fade besides), spells must affect him more deeply than they do others; this applies to healing magic just as it does to destructive magic, as the magnifying effect of the lyrium may make it an unpleasant sensation for him.

It could also be assumed that Fenris may be susceptible to the magebane poison. He has been exposed to lyrium for so long that he would be dependent on it in the same way that many Templars are, and so the sapping effects of magebane on the lyrium would likely leave him suffering withdrawal; alternately, it could be presumed that he’s become so accustomed to ‘walking with one foot in the fade’ that, with the lyrium’s energy temporarily removed from his body, he would be both weakened and disorientated by it in the same way that a mage would.

episode 005-008.

‘hands up!’

‘how else do you think i got in here?’

‘drink. it’ll calm your nerves.’

‘i knew he was alive.’

‘don’t look at me like that.’

‘you’re not gonna like this, but i think you need to seriously consider the possibility that all this… it’s in your head.’

‘the stupid radio kept going in and out.’

‘it’s like riddles in the dark…’

‘i’m here as long as you need me, okay?’

‘how are you holding up?’

‘can we talk? alone?’

‘you need to leave.’

‘you being here… you’re just making things worse, like always.’

‘look, i’m on your side.’

‘take that down. it’s inappropriate.’

‘can’t he just, you know, outsmart the bad guys?’

‘sometimes the bad guys are smart, too.’

‘i’m gonna get you some new crayons.’

‘you want to go out there.’

‘we might not find anything.’

‘this is a terrible idea.’

‘you could tell someone, but they’re not gonna believe you.’

‘i’ll tell her when this thing is dead.’

‘we were wondering if you had time to talk?’

‘science is neat. but i’m afraid it’s not very forgiving.’

‘i’ll take care of this, alright?’

‘funny, right? they keep doing our job for us.’

‘it’s a shame what they’ve done to this family.’

‘do you even understand how a compass works?’

‘i hope that’s not meant for me.’

‘listen, i’m really sorry. i mean, even before you threatened me with a baseball bat.’

‘i was a total dick.’

‘i’ll call you later.’

‘you never cared about him!’

‘get out!’

‘you need me here.’

‘you’re a mess!’

‘maybe i’m crazy.’

‘you ever shot a gun before?’

‘he made me kill a rabbit.’

‘i cried for a week.’

‘screw that.’

‘i told you not to call me.’

‘even after everything that happened, i don’t regret any of it.’

‘do you think she’s acting weird?’

‘how far?’

‘is that okay?’

‘turn back.’

‘just hold on a little longer, oaky?’

‘don’t take it so personally, okay? i don’t like most people.’

‘you know, i was actually starting to think that you were okay.’

‘she’s trying to sabotage our mission.’

‘just leave her alone!’

‘fresh blood.’

‘it’s not safe.’

‘they bugged my place.’

‘this whole time, you were right.’

‘she used us!’

‘she’s like a stray dog!’

‘screw you!’

‘for all we know, it’s her fault.’

‘what is wrong with you?!’

‘why would you do that?!’

‘i’m not nine anymore.’

‘you’re worried about her?’

‘would you just shut up?’

‘do you want the lights off or…?’

‘couldn’t sleep?’

‘every time i close my eyes, i just keep seeing that thing.’

‘you wanna go back out there?’

‘it seems to hunt at night, like a lion or a coyote.’

‘i can’t believe she didn’t come back.’

‘she said it wasn’t safe.’

‘i shouldn’t have yelled at her.’

‘all of you were being a bunch of little assholes!’

‘she didn’t mean to hurt you.’

‘i’m not spending my time on her anymore.’

‘i’m going to the gate.’

‘don’t be frightened.’

‘they’re just here to watch.’

‘whatever it is, it can’t hurt you.’

‘it’s reaching out to you.’

‘don’t turn away from it this time.’

‘are you lost?’

‘mouth breather.’

‘you know you have to pay for those!’

‘you may have seen him on the news.’

‘i told you, you’re wasting your time.’

‘what matters is that he’s your best friend.’

‘i call bull on your logic.’

‘you read any stephen king?’

‘the doctors all say it’s a coping mechanism.’

‘what’s the weirdest part? me or the bear trap?’

‘uh-oh! she looks upset…’

‘you don’t want to be known as the lying slut now, do you?

‘kick his ass!’

‘only love makes you that crazy.’

‘you’re dead.’

‘i know you did something to me.’

‘i’ll cut him right now!’

‘that’s right! you better run!’

‘she’s our friend and she’s crazy!’

‘you come back here and she’ll kill you!’

‘i’m sorry…’

‘i’m the monster.’

‘you saved me.’

‘still pretty?’

‘i’m happy you’re home.’

‘the bad men are coming!’

‘they’re on us!’

‘that was – awesome.’

‘friends don’t lie.’

‘why is he wearing handcuffs?’

‘i wanna see you in my office.’

‘what happened to her hair?’

‘we want to help him.’

‘do you have any idea where he might have gone?’

‘this place is like a fortress.’

‘you’re sorry? that is not good enough.’

‘you act like you’re all alone out there in the world, but you’re not.’

‘a psychotic child broke his arm!’

‘she doesn’t even look like a girl.’

‘the cops should just lock him up forever.’

‘for once in your life, shut your damn mouth!’

‘you never even liked her because she’s not miserable about you.’

‘she actually cares about other people.’

‘you gonna fight me now, too?’

‘this is an emergency. do you copy?’

‘we know you’re in trouble.’

‘if you’re there, pick up.’

‘we can protect you and we can help you.’

‘this is our government. they’re on our side.’

‘maybe this is all a trap and the bad men are coming to get us right now!’

‘is that my dress?’

‘i can’t find them.’

‘how do we make her better?’

‘i can find them.’

‘i have a science question.’

‘do you know anything about sensory deprivation tanks? specifically how to build one?’

‘why are you keeping this curiosity door locked?’

‘we’ll be careful.’

‘it’s not gonna snow next week, is it?’

‘i don’t want you anywhere near this, alright?’

‘i’m gonna find him. you gotta trust me on this.’

‘what did she even eat?’

‘she really likes eggos.’

‘i knew you were acting weird.’

‘no more secrets, okay?’

‘from now on, we tell each other everything.’

‘you’re a very brave girl. you know that, don’t you?’

‘i am gonna be there with you the whole time.’

‘if it ever gets too scary in that place, you just let me know, okay?’

‘gone.’

‘we’re right here.’

‘don’t be afraid. i’m right here with you.’

‘i’ve got you.’

‘it’s okay. you’re safe.’

‘you’re okay.’

‘you tell him i’m coming.’

‘hurry.’

‘you did so good…’

‘i’m gonna find him.’

‘i wanna finish what we started.’

‘i want to kill it.’

‘let me out!’

‘i want to save them.’

‘i can’t do that. not without your help.’

‘i know who you are…’

‘i know what you’ve done.’

‘now you’re asking for my help? go to hell.’

‘did i stutter?’

‘i know you went a little too far this time and you messed up in a big way.’

‘you really messed up, didn’t you?’

‘you’re just a junkie.’

‘they’re probably just sucking face somewhere.’

‘where’s the girl?’

‘nobody’s ever gonna find out about this.’

‘you’re gonna leave them alone.’

‘this place had nothing to do with it.’

‘i want you to slow down your breathing. take deep breaths.’

‘just breathe…’

‘stop talking.’

‘this is crazy!’

‘in case you forgot, we’re still fugitives.’

‘the bad men are still looking for us.’

‘she’s kind of a badass now, so…’

‘i’m just gonna go get some chocolate pudding.’

‘you need to leave.’

‘did he do this to you?!’

‘i’m not asking you, i’m telling you – get out of here!’

‘is that – is that gasoline?’

‘put the gun down.’

‘will someone please explain to me what the hell is going–?!’

‘this is crazy. this is crazy. this is crazy. this is crazy! this is crazy! this is crazy!’

‘are you insane?! it’s going to come back!’

‘come on, you son of a bitch!’

‘go to hell, you son of a bitch!’

‘it has to be dead… it has to be.’

‘i found the chocolate pudding!’

‘what’s “putting”?’

‘she can make you whatever you like.’

‘my point is, they’ll take care of you.’

‘this will charge your battery right up, i’m tleling you.’

‘they found us.’

‘she’s just drained…’

‘there’s more blood.’

‘she’s barely breathing.’

you want her, you have to kill us first!’

‘eat shit!’

‘you’re sick, but i’m going ot make you better.’

‘bad.’

‘the bad man’s gone.’

‘promise?’

‘is it dead?’

‘no more.’

‘goodbye.’

‘he’s not breathing–’

‘i love you more than anything in the world.’

‘i need you to wake up now.’

‘just breathe. breathe.’

‘you’re okay…’

‘you’re home.’

‘you’re safe.’

i made you a new mixtape.’

‘be careful with him.’

‘it’s dead.’

‘we made a new friend.’

‘she has superpowers.’

‘something is coming.s omething angry.’

‘whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, that’s not it, is it?’

‘it doesn’t make any sense!’

‘he farted.’

‘you’re like a little girl!’

‘i didn’t get you anything.’

‘can i open it?’

‘did you give it to him?’

‘no more snooping.’

                                             GRCYWARDCN

                                  “I COME TO FIND THE BEST OF YOU                                                                                         –NOT THE MOST POLITE.”