no longer active

this is the end of the queue. there aren’t going to be any more posts on this blog. for those who haven’t already asked or otherwise stumbled upon me elsewhere, my new blog is @beckettsthoughts

it will be run almost exactly as this blog is run, focusing on the same topics with interludes from my actual life. 

i’m sorry it had to come to this. i admit, i wasn’t planning on switching accounts until personal stuff went down and i felt unsafe on this account. i did my best to block and otherwise circumvent the issues i was facing and it wasn’t working, so i moved account. that’s also why i didn’t publicise the new url in the first place. i hope you’ll follow me at the new blog- it was never my intention to cut anyone off or lose all the followers who I care about so much. i’m sorry to anyone who was too anxious to message or send an ask and were therefore kept in the dark until now. 

I am popping back to this account for a quick moment just to let you know about one new thing that I’m doing since the blog-move. 

Because I want my new account (which, yes, I’m still not naming on here yet. Sorry about that, but you can always send me an ask or throw a quick message towards @utter-gibberish if you want to find me) to be a little more streamlined in terms of content, I’m going to be posting all of my art content to a new sideblog called @beckettsart. This is where I’ll post sketches, WIPs, etc. so I can keep my main blog for neurodivergent/mental health-related content.

If you still check this blog, thank you for doing so :) I love all of you who followed me here and I hope you’ll stay with me throughout this relocation fiasco.

if you want to follow my new account

i am no longer going to be using this blog. the queue will run its course over the next couple of months and i will not be deleting the account, but i am no longer going to be using it actively.

if you want to know where to find me on other social media, please send an ask off-anon or message me on @utter-gibberish so i can give you the details

my mental health has honestly just hit a rock bottom these last couple of weeks and being on here is started to become more negative than positive. i am increasingly anxious and paranoid and activity on this blog has begun to give me panic attacks as well. this is the first time in my life i’ve felt unsafe here and, because of where i live, unsafe pretty much everywhere offline as well, including my own home. 

i am no longer going to be using this blog. the queue will run its course over the next couple of months and i will not be deleting the account, but i am no longer going to be using it actively.

if you want to know where to find me on other social media, please send an ask off-anon or message me on @utter-gibberish so i can give you the details

my mental health has honestly just hit a rock bottom these last couple of weeks and being on here is started to become more negative than positive. i am increasingly anxious and paranoid and activity on this blog has begun to give me panic attacks as well. this is the first time in my life i’ve felt unsafe here and, because of where i live, unsafe pretty much everywhere offline as well, including my own home. 

if you want to follow my new account

i am no longer going to be using this blog. the queue will run its course over the next couple of months and i will not be deleting the account, but i am no longer going to be using it actively.

if you want to know where to find me on other social media, please send an ask off-anon or message me on @utter-gibberish so i can give you the details

my mental health has honestly just hit a rock bottom these last couple of weeks and being on here is started to become more negative than positive. i am increasingly anxious and paranoid and activity on this blog has begun to give me panic attacks as well. this is the first time in my life i’ve felt unsafe here and, because of where i live, unsafe pretty much everywhere offline as well, including my own home. 

i am no longer going to be using this blog. the queue will run its course over the next couple of months and i will not be deleting the account, but i am no longer going to be using it actively.

if you want to know where to find me on other social media, please send an ask off-anon or message me on @utter-gibberish so i can give you the details

my mental health has honestly just hit a rock bottom these last couple of weeks and being on here is started to become more negative than positive. i am increasingly anxious and paranoid and activity on this blog has begun to give me panic attacks as well. this is the first time in my life i’ve felt unsafe here and, because of where i live, unsafe pretty much everywhere offline as well, including my own home. 

more baby animals here

specifically, id like to tell you some things about cattle

they dont look like they move fast, but, in fact, they do. they move very fast, and theyre capable of doing so quietly

if a cow is black and has white spots, or if it is white and has black spots, both the white and black bits come together in the approximate shape of a cow

but in the dark, you cant see the black parts, and the white parts do NOT, form the approximate shape of a cow