sippy cup

Reblogging this on ALL my blogs because holy shit is it useful

im not something people love for long

„I realized that the person I missed didn’t exist anymore…“

i ended up going home halfway through the school day because d gave other students more attention than me and i ended up having a breakdown because of it....

She's just like me fr

In the mood to delete everything and go missing .

in case anyone else needs to hear this it’s ok to be more serious. i don’t just mean ‘it’s ok to be serious sometimes’ i mean in general. not everyone has to be funny. it doesn’t have to mean you’re sad or unlikeable. you can just be serious and genuine most of the time and that’s great. i personally think that we’re too focused on ‘funny’ as the primary carrier of likeability right now. i often feel starved for serious conversation, for serious spaces, for a feeling of gravity. you don’t have make good jokes to give people a good time. i say, goof only as the spirit moves you, & don’t worry about it. 

does anyone else talk louder or try to seem interesting when talking to your friends while your tc walks by or are you guys normal

This whole teacher crush thing is so much about your luck. I mean, some teachers don’t even want to get that close to their student. I don’t mean having a romantic relationship. I mean that not all teachers want to share things about their personal life with any student or hear too much about a student’s personal life. I think many of them wants to keep a ”healthy emotional distance” from their students, because their job might get too overwhelming otherwise. So if your tc happens to be like that there’s nothing you can really do about it and you might even feel like you don’t have that amazing connection with your teacher crush, like some other lucky people in this community seem to have.

no yeah of course my tc thinks of me outside of school like duh we have a connection (i am delusional)

when I stop being delusional for even a second I remember that he can truly never be mine 😭 it really doesn't matter what I do, he will never like me back! he's home rn with a lovely wife, house, and life! a part of me is so so happy about that, because he deserves wonderful things and I'm sure his wife does too! but this reality is such a drag.