The Space In My Head

Gene is so hard to work with. He’s so needy, wants constant access to you because he’s “paying you”. Our couples therapist tried to fire us today because Gene is so hard to work with. One day I’ll end this but I’m just a pussy

It’s the first time I’ve seen you in awhile and I still like you

Things are better but I still think about ending it all the time

I don’t feel like you have a right to be mad when you didn’t want to plan anything out. You didn’t want to talk about food, you didn’t want to talk about day to day activities, then be mad when we don’t do it how you feel you should. If you would have told me about the extra cost i would have chipped in. Seems like you’re spiraling just burning bridges.i think my initial though about you was right

Remember, you can talk to your friends but don’t talk to much because they’ll get tired of hearing about it and then not be your friends anymore

Relationships falling apart, my friends don’t like me much any more. This all sucks, maybe it’s time to leave Fort Wayne. I thought things were heading in a direction but maybe I’m just to much drama

The passive aggressive comments kill me. I don’t think you trust me anymore. Sometimes I wish you would just break up with me

I wish I would have told you I want him for Christmas

I’ll just say it, I want Jeramy

Holy shit I feel lost right now

That hurt so much more than I thought it would. I feel like I want you. You’re kind, sweet, funny, down to earth and you have the cutest smile I’ve ever seen. I really think we would be great together. I look at you as my relationship falls apart and wonder if I pulled the trigger if we would be better together.

Maybe it’s time to end this

I’ve just been feeling sad a lot recently

I never thought I would end up here in life. I had so many plans. I wanted to do things. I wanted to be independent, I wanted so much. I feel like a shell of my former self. I don’t know what will make me feel whole again. I want to feel like the person I dreamed about. I feel trapped, I feel there are no options. Sometimes I think about the ultimate option. It’s hard to live a fulfilling life when your head tells you that life isn’t worth living

Hearing that you passed has hurt me so much, I will miss you. You were a pillar of strength to me. I always knew I could do something because you stood strong

This really pisses me off. All I wanted to do was hang out with my friends but fucking all of them decided to drop out it last minuet