things i couldn't tell you

Blessed be the God and father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who has blessed us in Christ with every spiritual blessing in the heavenly places, even as he chose us in him before the foundation of the world, that we should be holy and blameless before him. In love he predestined us for adoption as sons through Jesus Christ, according to the purpose of his will, to the praise of his glorious grace, with which he has blessed us in the beloved. In him we have redemption through his blood, the forgiveness of our trespasses, according to the riches of his grace, which he lavished upon us, in all wisdom and insight making known to us the mystery of his will, according to his purpose, which he set forth in Christ as a plan for the fullness of time, to unite all things in him, things in heaven and things on earth. Ephesians 1:3-10

"And as I ran my hellbound race Indifferent to the cost You looked upon my helpless state And led me to the cross." Goodness. I am so needy for the glory of the Lord in my life. I am thankful for His forgiveness for how blind I can become to the fact that He is the ruler of everything and He knows so much more than I do about life. Lord help me to focus on you lest I lay my head down at night and weep in agony and despair over the state of the world and my own selfish and wretched heart.

Life update: -I don't wanna do anything that doesn't please God. -Just graduated last night with my bachelor's in communication. Stoked on that. -Fastball is and will forever be my favorite band. -Starting a t.a. position at FSU this fall WHILE in grad school taking classes for my master's in marketing. -Excited to be a hot rockstar t.a. -24 next month. 16 years from now I'll be 40. -Runnings back up for about 3 weeks now. Solid 12 miles a week. Looking to run the Subaru Distance half marathon again this Thanksgiving. -GO NOLES! -Reading 'Disciplines of a Godly Woman' by Barbara Hughes. It's seriously the greatest devotional book I've ever read. -I only know a few people in Tallahassee....so if anyone wants to be my friend when I head over there in August...Yes. Just yes. -Single and of the mindset that I don't wanna any part of any guy unless he is living worthy of the calling and kicks Satan's behind on a regular basis and pursues holiness. I know you're out there (maybe) so just know that I'm praying for you, babe! ;) -Ummmm.... I'm really happy. :)))