(Credit also to @maxwellelvisâ and @alephnull47, and @wackdâ for creating the chat and @zarekthelordofthefriesâ for posting the link to the video that somehow accidentally started the tangent that made this the funniest fucking thing ever.)
(Also thanks so much @umbramatic for knowing how to screenshot and crop and upload things that I donât.)
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AU Sane Sephiroth where Aerith when she hears about what Seph went through under Hojo would scream her head off at Hojo. She might have beef with him due to what he did to her and her mother, but the fact that he did this also to his own flesh and blood would piss this flower maiden off. Also symbolic she is the daughter of Sephiorth's first true father figure and as a result takes on a sisterly role for him.
I actually think that Aerith understanding Sephiroth's suffering is an actual tangible concept in canon, it's just offscreen and never talked about. No doubt she would have put the pieces together about Sephiroth's origin, especially after hearing Cloud's story about the Nibelheim Incident. I think she knew that she and Sephiroth were both creatures of a shared misery under Hojo. And after her death/Subsequent traversing of the Lifestream, I think she now fully understands the situation and has come to feel some measure of pity for Sephiroth. It's why she can openly say she hates Hojo, but never once says that she hates Sephiroth, despite him being genetically related to the creature that wipes out her mother's species. I also think that's why she was so gentle and compassionate towards Kadaj as well. I think she recognizes Sephiroth for what he is. And more or less wants to destroy him not out of hatred or vengeance, but out of wanting to permanently end his suffering and put him out of his misery.
I find it super poignant that she questioned Sephiroth about his loneliness in Rebirth. She wouldn't have asked him if she didn't care. I commend the devs for showing that Aerith IS capable of actual hatred in her dismissal of Hojo. It's very humanizing for her. But at the same time, she doesn't hate Sephiroth. She holds him accountable for his actions, but does not want to prolong his pain. I think if you really left it up to her, her greatest goal is to defeat Sephiroth by permanently subduing his rage and hatred, getting him to fade away in peace after finally letting go.
And I think the knowledge of her compassion royally pisses Sephiroth the hell OFF. Aerith is the only person other than Cloud with whom he reserves special attention and recognition. But unlike with Cloud where there's this twisted sense of affection, he views Aerith as a threat and takes pleasure in lashing out against her. I'm no armchair psychologist, but part of me thinks he's actually really afraid of her deep, DEEEP down. And I don't think it's a coincidence that she somewhat resembles Lucrecia, someone whose image Sephiroth was heavily fixated on as a child. Perhaps on a subconscious level, Aerith reminds him of his humanity. Of who he was, where he came from, what he really is. And I think that fear is what drives him to wishing to destroy her. He refuses to recognize the past, or an identity beyond what he's cultivated with Jenova. And so, Aerith must die. It was always inevitable.
Because she, and she alone, has the power to truly be his undoing.
The Militarization of Science in Final Fantasy VII
Dirge of Cerberus: Final Fantasy VII is often remembered as the gothic Vincent Valentine game: guns, monsters, Chaos, secret laboratories, and the aftermath of Shinraâs sins. But beneath the melodrama and crimson aesthetic is one of the darkest political ideas in the entire Final Fantasy VII Compilation: science does not become monstrous only because one âmad scientistâ loses control. ScienceâŚ
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in law school, my mom took me to this stress retreat because my family was vaguely aware i was a suicide risk. and they didnt allow phones, so i brought this huge bag of books. and one of the options for "destressing" was this fake cave grotto thing, where they'd decorated a room to make it look exactly like an underground cave and the air was like -10 degrees, but there was a like 4ft deep pool in the middle that was kept super super hot, so you would just switch between the hot and cold. and they would bring you an endless supply of this weird syrupy drink thing that was like super caffeinated and tasted like sugar and mint. and so i spent multiple days sitting half submerged in this fake grotto drinking mystery liquid and reading. and i have to be honest i really did feel less stressed
He didn't steal 10 million dollars. They made that number up as a loss, they never fucking had it. Rockstar has spent more than a billion fucking dollars on GTA VI and will likely make billions more when it gets released.
Uber is a fucking shell game of a company designed to leech investor capital and output bootleg cabs.
Nvidia posted a profit in 2023 of $4.37 billion. This is like someone stealing less than a penny from me.
And they lock this kid in a prison hospital for LIFE?
What with GTA VI going up for pre-order i'd just like to remind everyone that rockstar conspired with the UK government to lock an 18-year-old away for life for hacking them.
Can we go back to the part where he's not going to prison indefinitely, he's going to a hospital prison because leaking a video game means you're criminally insane apparently?
I've been trying to collect my overall thoughts on Rufus Shinra in a document talking about how the whys of his personality. I'll likely make a proper video and/or share the full thing when I'm finished, but I figured I'd give a peek as to what my thoughts are, without considering Remake + Rebirth continuity. Wholly from what is revealed from OTWAS: Episode Shinra, as well as some tidbits in TKAA, and a lot of ground covered in Before Crisis. I hope someone out there can get some enjoyment out of someone on here caring about Rufus this much, haha.
Analysis (tidbits, but still substantial) under the cut!
To fully comprehend where Rufus comes from and why he is the way that he is, we have to go back to his childhood. In On the Way to a Smile: Case of Shinra, itâs outright stated that he didnât see his father very often, and faced neglect. The few times his father did come home, he was typically very angry with Rufus and would tell him to go back to bed, as it was late. Rufus, in all likelihood, had no real parenting from his father. His mother seems to not have been a very present force in his life, either. Given President Shinraâs proclivities and tendencies to sleep around, particularly with his secretaries, as Rufus notes himself, this does not surprise me.
A particular instance that is detailed in Case of Shinra is one where Rufus is five years old. His father has, for once, let Rufus take part in talks about Shinra as a company. He was delighted when his father showed him the blueprints to the Presidentâs office, but here we see the beginnings of a trait that would be a common thread in every action he takes henceforth. He looks at the blueprints and, instead of giving baseless praise, wants to find a way he can improve it. He wants to prove heâs intelligent, and wants to one-up his father in some small way. While here it isnât malicious, later it would become as such. Here, itâs just a childish desire to seek praise for coming up with something that his father might not have thought of.
This backfires terribly, and Rufus redoubles his efforts to get out of the situation. President Shinra embarrasses him by implementing the idea Rufus had, but not for himself, notably. Itâs for Rufus specifically, and it has a mark that Rufus cannot forget. âLâ for âLoserâ. The idea that if he ever needs to run from his battles in the future, thatâs a failure, and heâs a loser in his fatherâs eyes. Thatâs something imprinted early, and Rufus compensates by being able to be martially powerful, too. He learns to fight as well as the Turks in time, and outright battles Cloud atop Shinra Tower at the end of the Midgar segment of the game in the original.
What is also interesting here is the idea that even at five, Rufus has been told that the position of Shinra Companyâs President is not promised to him. While I doubt he was aware of the fact that his father was producing heirs in case Rufus didnât make the cut at this time, he becomes aware later on. Nothing is promised, and any one of Shinra Seniorâs children could have taken Rufusâ spot had he proved impotent. This is highlighted later when one of President Shinraâs children, Lazard Deusericus, is made the director of the SOLDIER division of the military. As well as, when Rufus was around 6 years old, President Shinra had a child with someone more âspecialâ, that Rufus posits was meant to be his replacement if Rufus himself didnât make the cut, something he did not become aware of until many years later, but something President Shinra did nevertheless. This need to prove himself was drilled into him from a very young age.
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Something notable within Chapter 9 of Before Crisis is that neither Veld nor President Shinra could fathom Rufus being the traitor. President Shinra wrongfully suggests itâs Veld, and when the activity continues despite Veldâs change in position, blame is then shifted to Hojo. Despite Rufusâ questionable actions thus far and clear resentment of his father, President Shinra still views him as wholly loyal. Whether this is because of some latent trust or whether he believed he âraised Rufus betterâ is left up in the air. Regardless, Rufus is not suspect yet at this point in time despite his clear questionable actions.
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Interestingly, this is the first sign of Rufus being interested in the Promised Land as well. While Rebirth made it clear that Rufus has little to no interest in the Neo-Midgar project, I think that Rufus wants to find the Promised Land out of spite rather than any of the reasons his father wants it. He wants to find it before his father does to prove that heâs capable and different. That he isnât less than simply because heâs younger.
He speaks about a plan to bring Aerith in using military force, talking to his father about the amount of resources and time wasted due to being âcarefulâ. This is a more callous Rufus talking, one thatâs more impatient. His father's dallying about Aerithâs situation makes it easy for Avalanche to come in and take what they want. Rufus, obviously, doesnât actually want Avalanche to succeed. He uses Avalanche as a means to an end, to push President Shinra into action rather than sitting atop his heap of gil and growing complacent. Itâs a push to get President Shinra to listen to Rufus about how the company should be run. An attempt to back President Shinra into a corner and get what he wants. Eventually, this turns into Rufus outright asking Avalanche to assassinate President Shinra. To cut out the middle man, so to speak, and give Rufus free reign to do what he wants without having to do these machinations behind the scenes.
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I think more interesting than any of this though, is Rufusâ complete lack of understanding why Cid would want to fly his airplane before the rocket launch. Cid was meant to be the pilot of the rocket, and would be taking part. But he flew the Tiny Bronco because he enjoyed it, and Rufus canât wrap his head around doing anything out of enjoyment, least of all with so much on oneâs plate. Cid has a great deal of preparation to do before lift off, and Rufus views him as shirking his duties. He canât fathom doing anything but work at this moment. I think this speaks again to how President Shinra must have raised him. Again, from a young age, President Shinra was trying to drive home how important âworking hardâ is. Rufus likely took this to heart, and has little time for âplayâ, as it were. It would do a lot to explain his rigid attitude. He doesnât understand why you would choose to do something enjoyable or fun when there is the opportunity to work. Having been pushed into this mindset his whole life, he begins to look down on others who do this. Because if he canât have fun, then no one should be able to, at least without criticism.
The full exchange Rufus has with Cid is enlightening, to say the absolute least, and speaks volumes to both of their values. Rufus tells Cid that heâs firmly against the space program, that itâs a waste of resources and time. That there are more efficient ways to expand business. And Cid, interestingly, says that Rufus is young, but lacks passion. Something, according to Cid, President Shinra has in spades. Whether President Shinra is doing this for the sake of his own dreams is still in question, but itâs interesting that Rufus is already so disillusioned from doing anything simply because he wants to. He views everything in terms of what is the most efficient way to achieve his goals. He doesnât ever stop to think about things like morale, at least not here. Itâs interesting to see how this stance changes later when Meteor is overhead, when he sees a panicked people and finally understands what these big, grand displays do, and what their purpose is. Especially because this is a point in time where trust in Shinra is low because of whatâs happening with Avalanche.
It speaks to his immature view of the world that the only thing he has to say to Cid about what President Shinra has done with the company is to not bring his father up in front of him.
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President Shinra is taken off the spot when Cid outright says he doesnât care if he dies so long as he can achieve his dream. Rufusâ words once again go unheard, his ideas go ignored. Rufus, in honesty, likely didnât care whether or not Cid lived or died. He put on this show to try and show how corrupt his father was in front of Cid, so that the rose-tinted glasses he has can fall off, and he can see how callous the president really is. This never happens, though. Itâs Cidâs fervent wish to go to the moon, no matter the cost.
Upon hearing this, Rufus changes up his tactic. The immeasurable damage a failed launch would have upon the company. President Shinra is doing this launch for a morale boost and for trust to return to Shinra. Rufus sees this as a needless, pointless expense to keep favor. What Rufus proposes isnât artificial trust. When he says he wants to run the world through fear, he means it. I donât think he was truly interested in seeing Shinra succeed as a company. He wants to prove that he can do it better than his father, and thatâs it.
Rufus doesnât have enough experience to understand that ruling with an iron grip, with forcing people to respect and trust you, doesnât work. This is blatantly evident with Rufusâ actions throughout this game, even. President Shinra ruled Rufus through fear. Raised him with fear, made Rufus afraid of him so that Rufus would, in turn, respect him. This simply didnât work long-term, though. While it may have worked when Rufus was a child, Rufus is an adult now, and sick of being afraid. He revolts, thrashes, fights back in his own way. Shinra had no choice but to fall under Rufusâ leadership, because he has no idea what it really takes to be a leader. He sees failures, and sees from an outside perspective how to fix them, but without the burden of the public on him, he canât imagine what itâs like. President Shinra, ironically, has a point with what he says to Rufus in this scene.
Rufus, thus far, has no idea how to run the company. The most efficient way is not always the most effective. President Shinra, during his time as president, understands this and does what he can to keep public favor alive so that the gil can continue rolling in. Actions that Rufus deems frivolous and unnecessary are necessary for the longevity of the company.
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By the end of the game, the executives are still pushing for the Turks to be disbanded. Thus, they are put on trial in the presidentâs office, when none other than Rufus comes to put a stop to it and ask that his father reconsider.
While it isnât wholly an altruistic decision, Rufus still does this because he, on some level, has grown to care about the Turks within the last four years. He knows their worth, knows how valuable they are to the company. He knows exactly how lost Shinra would be without them. Heâs seen them work from within their headquarters, has talked to them, strategized with them. By helping them, he has earned their loyalty and respect. He knows that he can depend on them in the future. Theyâve made sacrifices for each other, and the respect is mutual. Rufus sees in them a potential that President Shinra is blind to.
This is the very last thing Rufus has to say to the Turks before the end of the game. Trust in anyone is something heâs been lacking all his life. People he can depend on, people who elevate his strengths and can help make up for his deficits. This bond they all share isnât something so easily erased. As we see, even post-FFVII, the Turks remain wholly loyal to Rufus. Even when everyone has turned his back to him, even when he gave each and every one of them an out, they stuck by him. This bond is something lifelong and runs deeper than blood. Itâs beautiful to see a character like Rufus, who is so focused on efficiency and so stuck on what he can do personally, is able to forge these bonds. Of course, he still tries to do most things on his own. But when he canât, he knows that his Turks have his back.
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These are just my thoughts after a rewatch of Before Crisis, and I hope it proves enlightening somehow! I want to continue on to talk about how he is in FFVII proper, as well as all the supplemental material in time.
President Shinra:Â *on the phone* Just snap his kneecaps and heâll talk, Iâm at a parent teacher conference.
President Shinra:Â Anyways, you said Rufus is enjoying finger painting! That's great.
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Shelke deals with chronic physical pain from Deepground experimentation and due to how messed up she got in the process, the WRO doctors aren't even sure how to help her anymore. Vincent suffers from PTSD flares that manifest as physical pain. Vincent is the one who takes best care of Shelke because he may not be able to make her pain go away, but he has a unique insight into how she feels.