Slow Decay
My second album, “Slow Decay” will be out everywhere July 23rd . The first single is out now on all streaming platforms, bandcamp, etc <3 I also posted a release schedule for the other singles
I don’t typically include written statements with my projects tbh but in regards to this album I think it might be necessary. I started writing and producing this album right after I finished my debut but only a few of those original songs were kept for the final tracklist. Honestly a lot of what I teased early on after Destroying Angel came out was shelved. Last summer was truly awful for me, it genuinely changed my entire perspective and emotional state which led to me basically overhauling this project. My best friend helped me leave an abusive partner, I finally got sober from alcohol and there was so much brainwash I had to undo and I’m still healing.
In the aftermath of everything I realized that it wasn’t really sadness I kept numbing out, it was anger and I’m still so goddamn angry. not only because of last summer but because of everything else I’ve gone through in my life since I was a child that has caused me to fall into this vicious cycle I’m still trying to break. So much of myself has been lost, most of my emotions since I was kid have been shallow, muddy and hard for me to navigate. I built a suffocating mask at such a young age and after last summer it completely shattered. a lot of these songs reflect that, me trying to make sense of those muddy emotions and expressing the one emotion I KNOW I’ve been feeling the most this past year, anger.
I hope this album has the possibility of helping others heal too, or at least help one other person navigate what they’re going through
