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hi, please call me Clover. it/its pronouns. I suffer from AvPD, MDD, PDD, anxiety, and chronic depression

this is where i vent into the void about stuff and coin what i cant on my main,,,

i'd prefer not to be followed but i won't like. chomp peoples heads off if they do

#cluster c #actually cluster c #avpd safe #actually avpd #avpd #actually avoidant

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i'm so tired. avpd has stolen so much from me that i don't have anything to look forward to.

it stole my school life, my ability to make friends or find love, my social life, and the ability to go a day without thoughts that scare me.

I don't want to live like this, i was such a promising little kid - i was bright, i got a lot of As on my report cards, my teachers always gushed about how i was always the first student to raise my hand in class, about how thoughtful and sweet and kind i was. i wanted to be a venomologist and i wanted to move abroad to live out that dream.

and now, because of this stupid personality disorder, i'm a chronophobic, easily terrified shut-in that cries at the slightest hint of rejection, i haven't had a friend since 2022 and there's no way i'm living to see 2030.

#im so tired.. i wanted to be more than this. I was supposed to be so much more than this.#i had so many plans for my life and now they'll never happen.#i can't even go with my backup plan because what company wants to hire an anxious shut-in who never went to highschool?#actually avoidant #actually avpd #avpd #avpd vent #cluster c #avpd safe #avpd things #cluster c vent #actually cluster c #avoidant personality disorder

(taken from r/avpd)

#avpd vent #actually avpd #avpd culture is #avpd safe #avpd #cluster c #actually cluster c #actually avoidant

avpd sucks why can't i stand up for myself regarding boundries ugh,,, i hate feeling like i need to run away from my online presence instead of asking for my boundries to be respected

#someone is making alternative versions of lovegorix and i'm too avoidant to ask them not to #and i've been feeling very skittish and rejected all day because of a misunderstanding #cluster c #avpd #actually avoidant #actually avpd #avpd vent

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