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Yes, I'm a radical feminist, but I would never EVER be transphobic. I would never -EVER- and will never ever accept any sort of bigoted ideas or ideologies.

I've had a very hectic life recently. Getting back into education, family issues, and binge watching dumbahh tv shows when I should be studying but heyo whatcha gonna do??

So, ive been practicing manifestation as you do. And what's the first thing I see when I log back onto my shifting account...?

So I've never been big on manifestation, it was just never really my thing idk why or what it was but it js wasnt

However, lately, like the past few weeks, stuff that I say will happen happens. Like, not like an anxiety type thing. But if I go, "Oh, this person is gonna speak to me," and if this person never speaks to me, they end up doing it anyway. Or if I say, "I'll get this or this will happen" it fucking does it. I get that thing or that thing happens.

And it's not like I'm intentionally doing it, I just say something in my head and forget about it, and then minuets or some time later, it usually happens.

But wtv guysssss I'm not dead still even though cause I keep not posting?? Wtf?? But yk I'm back ill try to post more often and speak abt my Dr's more often 🤤🤤🤤🤤 but yk how it is.

I am back after not posting for a while 😔😔😔😔😔 Recently I've had a break from shifting and shiftblr and just been focused on me. And I haven't shifted to my main dr for like a few weeks, I can't lie, so I'm not here to spread whimsy and joyous tales from my dr. And if I'm honest, after not shifting for a while, you kinda forget how to idk if that's just me, but the whole idea of shifting is so natural to me that it just doesn't feel like something I know how to do, just something I do yk? Like breathing kinda. I don't know HOW to breathe, but like, I know how, ykwim??? But idk lifes been good.

But here's the thing, I want to become less attached to my other dr so I can shift to another and start scripting, and idk because I'm so attached to the one I literally shifted to for the longest time and it just all feels so so so so so weird. So if anyone has any tips with that, much appreciated.

WHAT DID U USE TO SHIFT PLS , OR WHAT METHOD DO U PLAN TO USE NOW !!!!?????

again , congrats bae and love u !!!!!!

All I can literally say is that there's no right or wrong way to shift. it's just whatever you feel comfortable with doing. Whatever you think will work for you, it will trust me.

I genuinely felt like I couldn't shift, like everyone else could, that there was something about me that just wasn't letting me do so, and boy, was i wrong. That night, I said to myself, "Whatever happens, happens." And gave it one last go.

When you shift, you don't feel the shift. You feel nothing (unless you scripted something else, idk). It feels like waking up literally anywhere else, like you're at a sleepover or something.

You don't get overwhelmed with joy because you were already there anyway. I was shaken up for a bit, I can't lie. I was confused a lot because I just wasn't used to the area. Like I would like because it is weird just to wake up in a completely different place. And I will shaken up the whole day about it. I was like. I won't say I was freaking out, but I was zoning out like every 5 minutes. It's just like, what? like I was looking at my hands. I was in awe, but I wasn't at the same time.

The funniest thing is that it all felt natural. I didn't say affirmations. I didn't do a lot of things that usually help people. I just let it happen as I was going to sleep.

You: I'm gonna try shifting.

Universe: yeah no, fuck you

You: Alr, I'm gonna stop trying, I'll never shift

Universe: yeah no, fuck you

I made a big post saying how I think I'm gonna stop shifting, 2 days later, I wake up in my dr.

I'm debating on giving up. I've lost hope in shifting for real. It's been over 4 years, and I've only ever mini shifted once. I've tried anything and everything, but sadly, nothing for me is working. I think I still believe in shifting, and I won't become an anti shifter and shit on other people's beliefs, but I just don't think *i* personally can shift. I'm barely ever motivated anymore, and when I was, it never helped. I've had days when I believed I could shift that very moment and still woken up here in my cr. I just don't think it's the right thing for me. My feelings may change, but I doubt they will any time soon. I appreciate all the support and attention all my posts and account had gotten.

I want to believe in shifting, and I want to believe in it so bad, but I just can't anymore. It hasn't helped me with anything. And when I desperately needed to leave it reality, i tried almost every method I could find and did everything I thought could help me, and nothing worked.

My pms and such will still be open for moots or anyone who wants to talk, but until then, goodbye.