sanya

“I realise that you have quite another life into which I don’t enter and when it suits you you vanish.”

Please stop caring about me, I want to leave but you’re holding me tight.

“How are you supposed to find what you’re looking for if you’re not convinced it’s even out there?”

“This is the strange way of the world, that people who simply want to love are instead forced to become warriors.”

“Some people are born with tornados in their lives, but constellations in their eyes. Other people are born with stars at their feet, but their souls are lost at sea.”

"Romantic obsession is my first language. I live in a world of fantasies, infatuation and love poems. Sometimes I wonder if the yearning I've felt for others was more of a yearning for yearning itself. I've pined insatiably and repeatedly: for strangers, new lovers, unrequited flames. While the subjects changed, that feeling always remained. Perhaps, then, I have not been so infatuated with the people themselves, but with the act of longing."

“While I knew what was happening, I hadn’t a clue how or why it had happened. I’d believed he loved me. I’d felt it for so long. It was genuine. So, how could things just change so fast?”