Everything I want to say but never will

I always thought if it happened once, it can’t happen again. I thought I’m safe, but the truth is, your only loved one, can also be the most cruel one.

Sometimes there is no poetry, it’s just my brain screaming one thing:

TW!

“Find something you would die for and live for it.”

No one treated me that bad as I treated myself.

When I try to explain my feelings to someone, I suddenly can’t find the words anymore.

Now you might think there have to be someone come rescue you but while you’re searching for the one, you will understand that you have to learn how to rescue yourself.

Having your life completely in your hands too soon destroys your child being. Now I can be in a room full of people I love, still knowing that I’m fully alone.

I just want to be ok, why is this so hard.

no matter what’s in front of you, no matter what’s in your head, you just have to breathe

Today was like ‚how?‘.

Now, the only thing I can say is what the f*ck.

Sometimes i just want the people who are talking about me knowing what they don‘t.

If words aren’t enough, music is the way to express feelings.

I remember too much.

My fear of future is unbearable.