Bodily 28 - currently no collective name - He/Him exclusivly across the system
In a full sys4sys relationship with @multiple-maniaxe 🩵
Lower communication, highly sexual system, most alters having something to do involving sezual trauma or sexual responses. Not many posts are gonna be sex related or nsfw. Will tag any that are. Many fragments.
Switch often between using "I/We/Us/Me" ect - most of us are non-human
Alter list, Stances, and TW below the cut
Known Alters:
Angel -is an angel- 🪽
Alistar - Incubus / Hypersexual - introject(kinda removed from source) - ✨️ or 🕸🕷🍷
Dym - Gatekeeper (?) - shadow demon- 🌑
Dave Strider - Introject - 💿
Juuzou Suzuya - introject - BJD - ❌️
Touya / Dabi - introject - 🔥🦋
Ryou Bakura - introject - ghost- 🕯
Scout - little - part puppy -🐶🧸🍬 (monitored)
Suspected:
-Akutagawa
-Griffith
-D.M
If Dym is not a Gatekeeper, there is a hidden alter who is.
Will not state who is or has been a persecutor.
Stances:
-Atheist/ Antithiestistic
-We are anti censorship & proship. The actual term proship means "pro shipping" - not "problematic ship". It's an anti harassment stance to just block and not interact with content you don't like and an understanding of separating fiction vs reality thats backed up by research. Will not argue about it.
-Anti Endo (DNI we are not the same and I do not wnat to interact with you)
-curating your experiences online (once again, blocking people and content you dont wnat to see)
-anti bigotry ect.
-pro palestine
DNI: endos and pro Endo, radequeers, trans ID, however we block freely otherwise.
Bodily minors : can interact/follow but PLEASE do not interact on nsfw posts or posts asking you to dni.
TW/CW for the account: Drug/Alcohol, SA, CSA, COCSA, inc3st abu$3, cult trauma, SH, ED's (not anti recovery and this is NOT an ed blog), isolation, gross coping mechanisms (some alters are attached to their abusers in source. DNI if you don't like it). We will try to tag everything, but the #traumatalk will be used for posts as well.)
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for those out there who feel like their dissociation 'isn't enough' and feel like they're faking because of it, hey. maybe it's because you lived your entire life with this experience and got too used to it. but here's the thing, dissociation isn't just 'suddenly blacking out and having no memory of the entire past day' no matter how much its painted as that. not all dissociation is sharp and obvious.
forgetting passwords, forgetting names and people, forgetting your dreams, having too vivid dreams, insomnia, brain fog, face blindness, remembering your days like a blur, struggling to remember your schedule, school/work day gone too fast, forgetting to eat, forgetting to drink, derealization, depersonalization can all be caused by dissociation. i know its hard to accept but it is, just because you don't black out doesn't mean you don't dissociate; if you sit on your computer stopping for a second doubting your password or if you wake up feeling like that was a trainwreck of a dream then suddenly it stops being visible is caused by dissociation. if you're awake, looking around but having the feeling that something with the existence of the surroundings is wrong is also dissociation. if you suddenly remember that you forgot to eat that day, that you forgot to drink that day, the time is 3 am and even though you never blacked out and you were always there, is still dissociation.
if you grew too used to constantly living these little things, then you are probably ignoring your symptoms. so please stop the doubting. you're not fake, your dissociation is real, your amnesia is real and you are not lying. please remember this. you are a system, and it's okay to dissociate. it's not your fault.
If I /have/ to pick up a another shift, in the middle of the week, so I never actually get more than one day off In a row, I think ill actually break down. (Because a co workers car broke completely down and lives too far away, she has to take a leave of absence ....)
Maybe I need the money. But im already so tired all of the time and its already starting to take a toll on my body again after not even a year.
I have an alternative offer but thats if coworker and boss will agree to it....
Its pathetic, but im burnt out. I will not be able to replenish or rest properly. I wont be able to actually plan to do anything. Stress is taking a toll on me. Idk. Maybe im pathetic and weak and just need to suck it up like ive been told I'd have to my entire life.
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