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Jaeger, during this afternoon's "nap"

After going to the DMV (missing some paperwork) and the inspection station, I came to realize that I'd been thwarted. Theres no chance of registering our car to our current state without a certain document that I cant find. I also cant find a inspection sticker work around. So it looks like I'm driving to NC to get my car inspected and pay my registration. Woot woot? The good news is....my best friend (Wifey!) is coming back with me! Shes going to visit for a few days and then fly home! I am super excited! Scared about the drive up, solo, but excited to see my family for the first time in years, and spend some time with my bestie.

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Gratitude Journal

1. I am super thankful for Jon, who ran me through dungeons on FF14 this morning and changed his character name just to make me happy.

2. Hot shower. Mmmmmhm.

3. Friendship. A good support network.

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Sitting in the bottom of the shower, trying to pull myself back together. So much stress and anxiety. There is so much I have to take care of and it feels like it's all too much. I just want to shutdown and sleep, but that's not a healthy way to react to any of this, and things have GOT to be taken care of this week. There is art I need to finish too, and I'm stressed about that, rather than looking forward to it.

Daily Gratitude Journal

1. Feeling motivated

2. Getting through two exercises

3. Talking with the love

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September Goals!

He just looks so concerned.

Today has been difficult, emotionally. I dont even know what to write. A family member drudged up a conversation about my biological father that I didnt want to have. But I stayed in the conversation any way. After, I shook. All day. I shook. I rocked. I had to call my Mawmaw to talk. That lead to a conversation with my mom, well I apologized to her for not having the bond that we should. It felt good, saying it out loud, but so raw. I'm still not okay, and I'm ready for bed.

I forgot to post yesterday! Oops! Here's some shots that sum up my day!

Leia, winking in the early morning sunlight|My exercise area, ready for Sip & Sweat Saturday | Jaeger taking over my mat when I finished working out | My straightened hair, something I havent done in years | The beautiful day outside | Ironman pyrography (I need to finish the Rick & Morty on the other side)

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Crappy screen shot...

Tomorrow morning, I start Youv2 from Beachbody. At a later date, I’ll switch programs, and after that, my plan is to add in Body Boss. I know it isn’t technically a Monday, but who on earth needs a actual Monday to start their health and fitness journey? This has been a long time in the making. I didn’t gain all this extra weight overnight (even though it feels like I did); it took medicinal side effects, depression and some seriously sedentary hobbies to help this body of mine along in to the obese category. And now it’s going to take some hard work and dedication to build it in to what I WANT it to actually be; athletic, healthy, strong, able to keep up with daily tasks without dizziness and breathlessness. Able to run with my spouse and enjoy morning dates to the gym with him. I know I’m going to end up slipping along the way, but I will NOT stop this time. I refuse. Failure is no longer a option when A. My health is on the line and B. My happiness is too. A huge bonus is the fact that exercising will help my mental health. It’s something my therapist has been pushing for since our very first session. Before pictures and measurements to follow in a later post!

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Today has been rough(ruff?). I woke up with more pain in my back and hips than usual, and numbness in my legs. PT helped relieve it for a few hours, but it came back as the day progressed. I'm now enthroned on the couch with this doggo, trying to catch up on some reading.

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Caught another sunrise this morning. It's so quiet outside when I get up for physical therapy. I'm very much a morning person, even though I struggle to get up and get going.

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