TYLER 🍅🍅🍅

that was kind of when i distracted myself from the inevitable and now i have to think about it constantly. youd think after all this time id come to terms with what im destined to become

i don't know and can’t tell wether she makes me love or hate everything

my parents constantly get angry at me for not eating but they never seem to take into consideration how their own daughter talks to me about my body

just performed at my schools graduation. i have been in tears for the last hour. i also found out i have a really bad phobia of bagpipes... for some reason. they made me cry. it felt like i was in midsommar. anyways, i visited my friend ethan after he graduated, and i cried walking away from him. he did not think he was going to be able to graduate. he is going to do amazing things with his life. i am so very proud of him and i love him so much. this morning was very emotional.

i lowkirksixsevenuinely might have to blow my head off

this has to be the ultimate display of cowardice

i think i would do anything for her im kind of scared

a year ago today down to the minute i was sat in the school admin office thinking my life was done for and i would be in prison til i was old. it is 8:50 in the morning and i just finished my geometry worksheet. i am not in jail my name is not charlie or cal my best friend is not ally i am not angry at the world anymore and my life is not over. it is crazy how much things can change in a year. except for me wearing jorts. im still wearing jorts like i did today a year ago. 🩳

just played digital marco polo with oomf

thinking about my four year old little cousin who says very firmly: “sassy.” when shes feeling sassy— because thats how her mom taught her to express her emotions. great kid overall i envy her emotional abilities