sisyphus is happy

[no beers in] do you think im ever going to belong somewhere

[yet to even pack the bowl] do you think it'll last

once again overreacted and panicked for the whole day and it ended up being alright. no I will not learn and it will happen again

ever since I was a little girl I knew I never wanted to tell anyone anything

the day is gonna end anyway and your warm bed will be waiting so you might as well do the hard things and not let them ruin your day

I’m not avoiding my destiny I just had to lie down

the goal is to always have days so good that you forget you have a phone

grabbing the hands of people i love so i can be fully honest. so i can open my heart up. so i can tell them, “i am so scared, all the time. fear freezes me. but loving you has helped me thaw, and i am still scared but i’m braver because of it. i wouldn’t have met this version of me without you. wherever i go now i will carry you with me. i love you. thank you for all of it. thank you for loving me in a way that means i don’t have to put on all my armor.”

pet peeve: people who say ‘I don’t know how you do it / I couldn’t do it’ to people going through some sort of tragedy or grief. like… they just have to keep going despite. they are not superhuman they just have to try and get through it because there literally is no other choice like it’s just such an odd thing to say

& you know what it actually IS lifechanging to smile at strangers & say please & thank you & goodmorning & compliment someones outfit & help someone in need & be more accepting of loving other people just because they are other people!!!