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@turtleventblog
Intro Post
This is my vent blog, and also just things i cant put on my main.
Most of this will be my vent art, which i will tag #vent art
It was originally just for vent art but then an IRL followed my blog so now theres the other stuff too.
Dont be a dick.
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Things to Say to Someone in Top Drop/Dom Drop
I’m okay
I love you
Thank you
It’s alright
I’m not hurt
I’m not hurt too badly
You’re lovely/wonderful/kind
I enjoyed it
It was worth it
Take your time
Do you need anything?
Do you want a cuddle?
Do you want me to get dressed/take the collar off/put the crop away?
Do you want to talk about it?
I’m here
You’re not a bad person
Top drop/dom drop usually comes from shock, guilt or insecurity about the way you have just treated someone whose well-being you care about very much. Like sub drop, it is usually accompanied by a fall in endorphins and general energy levels. Especially for aces (who I find have a greater need to be in the right mindset/’zone’ for play and intimacy), a ‘snap’ moment where you break out of play mode can throw you emotionally, and the end of play causes a similar reassessment or double-take at what happened during the scene.
Dominants in drop require the same kind of care as subs, but a different kind of reassurance.
Reblogging because I don’t see people talking about Dom drop nearly enough!
more people need to know about this and talk about it because, yes subs need care, but so do our Doms - they deserve just as much care and attention as us subs
Going back and rereading out messages "I find you disinterested, and you bore me" I JUST SAT THERE AND TOOK THAT????
BLOW HIM UP WITH MY MIND
reblogging this to remind me because WHAT WAS THAT
reblogging again because GENUINLY W H A T
this post is about chronic pain and disordered eating
What's wrong honey? You were so talkative before, but now that my cock is filling you up, you're just making those cute little squeaks and moans instead.
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collar around your throat while i jerk you off, pulling on the leash so you can fuck my hand for every tug
i wish more people talked about the subs who struggle to cum and how much patient gentleness they need. the ones who get tears in their eyes from frustration, who start believing something’s fundamentally wrong with them. i love pulling them into my arms immediately, wrapping them up completely. “you’re okay, baby. you’re perfect. nothing is wrong.” the way they shake their head against me. “but i can’t—” “shh, sweetheart. your body isn’t broken. you’re not failing at anything.” holding them tighter, letting them feel how secure they are. “sometimes our bodies just don’t cooperate and that’s completely normal and okay.” stroking their hair gently, kissing their forehead. how they need specific reassurance about how i’m feeling. “are you getting tired?” and i pull back to look at them. “no, baby. i’m not tired at all.” cupping their face in both hands. “i’m not bored. i’m not frustrated. i’m enjoying every single moment of being close to you like this.” the way they search my eyes, looking for any sign i’m lying. “i mean it, sweetheart. truly.” how they need constant physical comfort… my hand in theirs, my arm around them, my forehead touching theirs. “what would feel good right now, baby? do you want to keep trying? do you want to stop? do you want to just be held?” giving them complete control, and the reassurance they need if they want to continue, going slower this time, gentler than before. “we’re going to go at your pace, okay sweetheart? you tell me what feels good.” checking in constantly with softer touches and softer words. “this okay, baby?” “still comfortable, sweetheart?” how they need reassurance that isn’t conditional on finishing. “you being here with me is enough, baby. you trusting me with your body is enough. whether you cum or not doesn’t change how much i love this, how much i love you.”
Everything is just so fucking much right now
Fuck I want to recover my old discord
I havent had that urge in years. I don't know why I want to all the sudden. Fuck.
Shit.
I promised myself i would never look at it again. Nothing fucking good can come from looking into that. I genuinly tried to log in and everything. I tried to log into that old fuckass email.
Things are so good right now. Like, really really good. Better than they have been in a long time. I'm in a relationship with someone who loves me and makes me feel loved, I've cut off all the bad people that made me feel like shit, things are good.
So why am I actively trying to self sabotage this by seeking out my old discord?
I think I'm trying to fall back into the old self destructive habits I had back in highschool this isn't fucking good.
I'm an adult, I need to keep being an adult. I know what's good for me, I know how to handle myself and I know how to be kind to myself and others. So why do I keep wanting to regress? Fuck. I dunno man.
I want to lie for attention, I want to not eat for days at a time and lie about it in a way that makes it obvious I'm lying? If that makes sense? I want to post concerning things that I know my partner will see because that would make them worried for me in a way I'm certain about. Y'know?
This is bad.
I'm sure I just need to eat and take a walk. Or something. I want to cuddle my partner and cry in my shower in my hometown and I want to see my mom.
I can physically feel my old habits tugging at the back of my brain. I need to not fucking do that shit I need to like. Lock the fuck in. I need to not be a toxic insecure teenager. Fuck. Why was I that person, why was I ever that person. Why do I have to live my life now having been that person, why couldn't I just be the person I am right now for the entire time?
fuck. shit.
Fuck I want to recover my old discord
I havent had that urge in years. I don't know why I want to all the sudden. Fuck.
Shit.
I promised myself i would never look at it again. Nothing fucking good can come from looking into that. I genuinly tried to log in and everything. I tried to log into that old fuckass email.
Things are so good right now. Like, really really good. Better than they have been in a long time. I'm in a relationship with someone who loves me and makes me feel loved, I've cut off all the bad people that made me feel like shit, things are good.
So why am I actively trying to self sabotage this by seeking out my old discord?
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i hate how similar they are to each other
They both love Kendrick Lamar, they both have a complicated relationship with Kurt Cobain, they both have similar habits and mannerisms, they are both destructive in the same way
I hate seeing him in them yknow
I hate that I see him in little ways just in the world because fuck that guy he doesnt deserve to be seen in them
I hate how they both like mustard, how they have the same taste in alcohol, how they both have complicated relationships with their family
But theyre so, so much better than him in almost every conceivable way. They are flawed, sure. But they dont take it out on me.
Going back and rereading out messages "I find you disinterested, and you bore me" I JUST SAT THERE AND TOOK THAT????
BLOW HIM UP WITH MY MIND
reblogging this to remind me because WHAT WAS THAT
I think i want a relationship with them
having to stop myself and ask "who am I in this moment" and separate myself from who I am around people because right now i am not with them or anyone and i am alone and i have to remind myself that i am a person without other people
Who am I in this moment. I am someone who is tired and wants to go to sleep. I cannot be On right now, I have to let myself turn off
This is incredibly difficult. Who am I in this moment without someone watching me? I am someone who tried alcohol intentionally for the first time and I should sleep. I am someone who has a lot to do tomorrow. I am someone who needs to go to bed.
Going back and rereading out messages "I find you disinterested, and you bore me" I JUST SAT THERE AND TOOK THAT????
BLOW HIM UP WITH MY MIND
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The romanticization of dependency sickens me
I always see those posts about how someone is their everything or "you are the good in me" fuck that
I am the good in me. I am not the good in you, you are your own person. I am not for you to romanticize and put on a pedestal. I dont deserve that. I dont deserve to be the good in your life, you are in charge of making the good in your life and being that.
this is about rapidly losing weight and not recognizing yourself
