Confessional Diaries

- This is an 18+ only blog.

- I’m semi new to the fandom. I’ve been watching the show for years.

- This account is pretty much a Wincest smut account. Or if I’m not talking about Wincest, I’m just glazing Sam and Dean lol. My blog is/can be very explicit.

- I love Sam Winchester, that man is hot as fuck to me. I love bottom!sam and top!dean the most.

- Idiots will be blocked. Live and let live.

The best part about the Supernatural fandom when it comes to fanfic is there is something for everyone. Everyone can and will eventually find their kink.

If you like Top!Dean & Bottom!Sam you’ll find it. If you like it vice-versa, you’ll find that too.

It’s just crazy for me to recognize that for years now, some of the best orgasms I’ve had are the ones Sam and Dean have given me from me reading fanfic 😩. And I know damn well I’m not alone on that front. That’s another good thing about the Supernatural fandom, we can all be horny and desperate over those big dick brother fuckers together lol.

Though of course I can’t stop shipping Wincest even after all this time, Sam and Dean have my gay ass by my cock and balls super tight and won’t let me go anywhere…. And I don’t want to either…. I like reading about that fucked up older brother just dogging out his younger sibling, using Sammy’s asshole like his personal pocket pussy. Treating Sam like he’s his girlfriend.

I wanted to expand on a previous post I made,

One of the reasons why I feel like Sam feels very safe with Dean and why they’re relationship works so well (outside of the basic reasons of course) is because Dean is your stereotypical masculine male. While Sam is very much a feminine coded male (in later seasons more so than early).

With that being said, in my fan headcanon, I do feel like the main reason why Sam is so attracted to Dean is because his older brother makes him feel like a girl that’s safe and protected.

And whether Sam would admit that out loud or not is another story, but he NEEDS that safety net.

Realistically Sam needs a dominant partner and I don’t even mean BDSM. Sam needs a “partner” or more specifically a man who is somewhat pompous, cocky, knows how to fight, can fix a car, and has an attitude problem with a possessive quality. Basically what Sam finds attractive when looking at another guy is that typical “straight male behavior.”

So Dean being a heterosexual man works perfectly in Sam’s favor. The older man doesn’t consider sex with Sam as even remotely gay and doesn’t even view his little brother as an actual male. In fact, I feel like if you were a stranger meeting the brothers for the first time and were to assume Dean was gay because of the siblings relationship dynamics, Dean might even be a bit angry that you assumed he was gay.

Dean gives the “I don’t mess with the faggot shit” type of attitude.

With all that being said, I think Sam loves the way Dean is and acts; his masculinity and his heterosexuality. And I believe Dean loves how submissive and feminine leaning his brother can be. Almost to the point where Dean (if it wasn’t for Sam’s cock) would 100 percent believe Sam is and acts like a girl.

In their relationship, Dean feels like he’s the guy with the hot cheerleader girlfriend on his arm and Sam feels like he’s the girl who’s dating the hot cocky asshole jock college football player.

I personally think he does because in my own fan headcanon, Dean doesn’t really see himself as gay or bisexual. He see’s himself as a straight man who just so happens to be attracted to Sam aka another man aka his own damn brother lol.

Like if you were to ask Dean if he were gay since he was having sex with Sammy, he’d probably tell you “Sammy’s not a real man.” Or say “Sam’s practically a girl, not the same!”

Dean Winchester, ironically enough, is as straight as they come. I also think Dean gets off on treating Sam like “less than a man” when they’re together. I think Dean likes that Sam makes him feel like a “man’s man” because canonically Sam lets Dean take control often.

This wasn’t new to them, they’ve been doing this “thing” for a couple years now. Both of them know it’s wrong but neither of them cares about the taboo aspect of their relationship anymore.

As much as he’d like to, Dean cant deny that “owning” his brother in a sexual way sort of completes him. It makes him feel whole.

Once he slid into Sammy’s channel, he let out a sigh of relief and pleasure. It felt like he was home. It didn’t take long before his younger brother was throwing it back on him; moaning like the cock slut he is, using Dean’s member like a cheap toy.

- My personal headcanon is it started sometime in season 5, 6, or 7. But sometimes I change my mind lol. I just think they’ve always felt something for each other and realized what they felt was not normal. But neither ever said it out loud because that would cause “uncomfortableness” and “tension”.