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I finally deleted my x and other tumblr account today that i used to be in certain fandoms and honestly im relieved and sad. I always told myself that if I was still om those apps past 25, im doing something wrong in my life so at 25, i deleted them lol. Im sad for my online moots that I had good bants with to just leave them like that but before i was even conscious about social media fandoms, I was happier being an observer and staying in my lane and I honestly miss that. I dintvwant to keep up with millionaires anymore. I want to be the millionaire lol. I wmat to oursue my dreams and career and you cant do that as a stan account.

Today was a tough week at work. Im so embarrassed in myself and so insecure that i wish i could be anything and anyone else. Last time i felt like this was my old job but also in school. I really have peaked because ive stayed exactly the same at 25. I feel like im going through depression rn and I want to get better. Summertime is really the worse because its a time when ppl show their skin and i cant stand being in mine.