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The valet opened the door of the Bentley, and Tyler stepped out onto the cobblestone drive, twenty-one years old and carved from marble—215 pounds spread across six feet of disciplined flesh, abs like cobblestones, shoulders that strained his designer T-shirt. Victor watched from the balcony, fifty-three, silver-haired, his own body maintained by private trainers and pharmaceutical assistance, and felt something like hunger that had nothing to do with food.
They met at a gallery opening, Tyler's arm candy status for a wealthy divorcee briefly, Victor's eye catching the way the young man declined the champagne, the discipline in his posture. "You work out," Victor had said, not a question. "Twice a day," Tyler confirmed. "I like to be the best version of myself."
Victor offered him a version better than best. The guest house first, then the east wing, then the master suite. Tyler moved in by March, leaving his studio apartment and his gym membership behind, entering a world where the pool was heated to precisely 82 degrees, where the home gym had equipment worth more than his annual salary, where the private chef prepared macro-balanced meals that tasted like indulgence.
For the first year, he maintained. He swam in the mornings, lifted in the private gym, ate what the chef prepared—clean, expensive, perfect. But perfection is exhausting, and the bed was soft, and Victor liked to eat.
They dined together, seven-course meals, wine pairings, desserts that were architectural statements. Tyler started skipping morning workouts to sleep in. The chef noticed first, adjusting portions upward, heavy cream creeping into sauces, butter into vegetables. Tyler's weight crept to 230, then 245—still muscular, but softer, his abs becoming a gentle swell beneath his shirts.
"You're letting yourself go," Victor said one evening, running a hand over Tyler's belly, not with affection but with assessment. "I liked you tight."
Tyler flushed. "I'm still in great shape. Better than most."
"You're getting fat."
The word landed like a slap. Tyler was twenty-three, proud, stubborn. He'd grown up poor, been told what to do by everyone, and now this man—this lover, this benefactor—was trying to control his body?
He started skipping the gym entirely. Ate whatever he wanted, whenever he wanted, sometimes waking at 3 AM to raid the kitchen, defiantly consuming leftover foie gras and chocolate mousse in the dark. The weight accelerated. 280. 320. His chest softened into heavy breasts, his belly hung over his waistband, his thighs rubbed when he walked.
Victor's complaints became lectures, then cold silence. "You're embarrassing me," he said finally. "Look at you. You're a pig."
Tyler ate more, furious, helpless, trapped in a body that was becoming his revenge and his prison. He was 380 pounds when Victor stopped sleeping in the master suite, 420 when he stopped appearing at dinner.
Then Victor spoke to the staff.
The chef received new instructions. The butler understood. They began feeding Tyler systematically, relentlessly. Heavy breakfasts brought to his bed—pancakes, sausages, cream-soaked oatmeal—because he "needed his strength." Mid-morning snacks. Liquid calories between meals, shakes laced with weight-gain powder disguised as protein. Lunches that were feasts, dinners that were marathons. They praised him, encouraged him, told him he looked "comfortable," "substantial," "finally filling out."
Tyler, lonely, confused, desperate for approval, ate. He was 480 pounds when he realized Victor hadn't touched him in months. 500 when the locks changed.
He came home from a doctor's appointment—sleep apnea, pre-diabetic, blood pressure catastrophic—to find his luggage packed, a check for ten thousand dollars, and a note: *You're no longer presentable. The staff will help you find a suitable apartment.*
The apartment was a studio walk-up, fourth floor, no elevator. He couldn't manage the stairs more than once daily. The ten thousand lasted four months—medical bills, food, the special furniture he needed. He couldn't fit behind a desk for an interview. Couldn't stand for more than an hour. Couldn't find work.
He tried dating apps, but the men who wanted him at 500 pounds didn't want to support him. They wanted to fuck and leave. At first, he let them, desperate for touch, for the memory of being wanted. Then he started charging. Just for groceries, he told himself. Just to make rent.
He stood on the corner near the highway now, when his knees allowed, when the sleep apnea machine was charged, when he could manage the stairs down. Five hundred and forty pounds, thirty-two years old, his body a ruin of defiance and revenge and appetite. The men who stopped wanted him heavy, wanted him helpless, paid him in cash that went to food that kept him heavy, kept him trapped.
Sometimes he thought about Victor, about the marble foyer and the private chef and the pool. Sometimes he thought about being twenty-one, about the discipline, about the body he'd destroyed to spite a man who'd already forgotten him.
Mostly he just tried to breathe, to stand, to survive another day in the lap he had made for himself, stone by stone, pound by pound, until he couldn't get up.
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“You see this thing? Yeah, pure effort. Late night binges, buffet runs, gallons of melted ice cream. This is a belly built by and made for pure indulgence. You should really give it a try some time. The first 20 pounds will have you hooked. Take it from me.”
Spoiled sugarbabies bragging about how pampered they are while they lounge around, stuff themselves, and get encouraged to keep eating. They’re lazy, entitled, and clearly getting fatter from all the attention and indulgence.
Sexy muscular hunks coming face to face with their future obese selves — and absolutely refusing to believe that could ever be them. Watch as these cocky studs brag about their gym bodies, insist they’d never let themselves get that fat, stare in disbelief at how huge they become, and slowly realize every soft, heavy, out-of-shape inch of their future body is waiting for them. Expect plenty of denial, shocked comparisons, nostalgia for their former six-packs, and future fat boys reminding their younger selves that the weight catches up eventually!
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The competition began as a joke at the 1995 senior picnic. Coach Henderson, three beers deep and nearing retirement, had slapped his own expanding gut and announced that real athletes never stopped growing. Someone—later no one could remember who—suggested they make it official. The Henderson Trophy, they called it, a cheap brass cup engraved with the words: **GREATEST GROWTH, GREATEST GLORY.**
The rules were simple. Weigh-ins at the five, ten, and twenty-five year reunions. Heaviest team average wins. No steroids, no outside help, just the natural consequence of stopping brutal training while maintaining brutal appetites.
At graduation, the starting weights were recorded in the yearbook:
**Football:** Averaged 245 pounds. Already the heavyweights. Offensive linemen pushing 280, linebackers at 220, the quarterback a "slim" 195.
**Swim:** Averaged 165. Lean, tapered, rib-counting discipline. The butterfly specialist, David Chen, weighed 148 soaking wet.
**Basketball:** Averaged 185. Long limbs, fast metabolisms, the power forward Marcus Webb the heaviest at 210.
**Baseball:** Averaged 190. Mixed bag. The catcher, Tony Rodriguez, was 225 of squat muscle. The shortstop, barely 160.
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**Five Years (2000)**
The football team dominated early. Their bodies were primed for mass, their stomachs stretched from years of force-feeding to maintain playing weight. Without the two-a-day practices, the weight piled on fast.
Jake Morrison, the all-state tackle, showed up at 340 pounds, still carrying some muscle but softening fast. "I eat the same," he laughed, patting his belly. "Four thousand calories a day. Used to burn it. Now I just... store it." The football team averaged 298 pounds, a gain of 53 pounds per man.
The swimmers were the surprise. Deprived of their twelve thousand calorie pools, their bodies went haywire. David Chen arrived at 240 pounds, unrecognizable, his face round, his waist thick, still thinking he was "just taking a break" from the pool. The swim team averaged 228, a gain of 63 pounds—the highest percentage increase.
Basketball hovered at 240 average. Baseball at 250. The football team held the trophy, but the swimmers were closing.
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**Ten Years (2005)**
The swimmers took the lead, their lean frames unable to handle the metabolic shift. They became obsessed, competitive, texting each other daily weigh-ins, challenging each other to eating contests.
David Chen was the phenomenon. 380 pounds, his body a testament to delayed consequence. He'd gone from counting laps to counting courses, from protein shakes to milkshakes. "I was always hungry," he explained at the podium, accepting the team trophy. "In the pool, I could eat anything. Out of it, I didn't know how to stop."
The swim team averaged 310 pounds—a gain of 145 pounds per man from graduation.
Football had plateaued at 340 average. Their bodies had reached a natural limit, their stomachs full, their gains slowing. The basketball team, led by Marcus Webb at 360 pounds, hit 295 average. Baseball trailed at 280.
The swimmers celebrated at the buffet, already planning for twenty-five.
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**Twenty-Five Years (2020)**
The invitation warned: **Venue has been changed to the outdoor pavilion. Reinforced flooring. Wide doorways.**
David Chen arrived on a mobility scooter, 612 pounds, his body having absorbed the decades of appetite he'd denied in his youth. He hadn't walked unassisted in three years. His blood pressure was catastrophic, his diabetes managed, his spirit undimmed. "I won," he wheezed, lifting an arm heavy as a ham. "I won."
The swim team averaged 485 pounds. Of the twelve-man roster, three were immobile, five used walkers, four could still waddle short distances. They were unrecognizable as the lean boys who had cut through water like blades.
Football had consolidated, their early gains holding, their bodies reaching maximum density. They averaged 420 pounds—still heavy, but outpaced by the swimmers' relentless expansion. Jake Morrison, the former tackle, was 480 pounds, bedridden, fed by a husband who'd met him at the ten-year reunion and encouraged every pound.
Basketball averaged 395. Their height had helped distribute the weight, but Marcus Webb was 540 pounds, his knees destroyed, his career as a lawyer long ended by mobility issues.
Baseball, the forgotten team, had actually lost ground, averaging only 320. The catcher Tony Rodriguez had died of a heart attack at forty-eight, a cautionary tale that sobered the rest.
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The trophy was presented to the swim team, accepted by David Chen from his scooter, his arms too heavy to lift the cup for more than a moment. The football team applauded, gracious in defeat, already planning their strategy for the thirty-year reunion that most knew they wouldn't see.
The evening ended at the buffet, as it always did. The swimmers ate the most, their stomachs cavernous, their bodies demanding fuel for metabolisms that had never adjusted to stillness. David Chen was fed by his partner, bite by bite, his body a monument to victory, to appetite, to the delayed revenge of a metabolism trained for Olympic pools and left to feast in a world without lanes.
The competition continued. The weigh-ins would go on, every five years, until the last man standing. Or sitting. Or being wheeled.

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Damage after getting stuffed at the buffet. See all the stretch marks coming out? 😈
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RUBBER, object
Rubber was made for dehumanation of slaves, and their conversion into objects.
Worn by an object, rubber hides much of what makes a human body, what makes it different from another human body. Of course, there are still differences in size, width or general shape, but a rubber-covered body looks like another rubber-covered body, they no longer have a real identity of their own. Without this human physical identity and personality, the slave loses part of its humanity and thus becomes an object. During its existence, the object will very rarely see itself in a mirror or it may eventualy glimpse its reflection somewhere. Despite the passage of time, when allowed to see, it will only see a human form without a face, without identity, expression or character and what it sees will never, ever change. This immutable image detaches it from the passing of time, cancels identity and the object will forget the image of itself and how it looked like before it was encased in its rubber skin. As soon as it is encased in rubber, a new identity of rubber object is created : it is just one thing, another possession of its Owner.
A rubber suit that completely covers an object is its skin…. The object feels the rubber all around it, it feels its pressure from all sides and its elastic pressure ; everything that its human skin felt before, all its senses of touch are completely modified. Always thick on an object, rubber has a numbing effect and some former human sensations disappear completely, becoming too weak to be felt. A slight breeze will cause no sensation, the passage of its rubbergloved hands on any surface or on its own rubbered body will no longer allow him to feel texture of anything it is in contact with, the outside temperature will be felt high or cold, never mild. Over time, with this permanent rubber, this lack of sensations will become the norm, changing the consciousness it had of its former environment and body. As it no longer feels things in a human way as it did before it was rubbered, its former humanity is taken away and its objectification increases every day, every hour, every minute.
An object in process is a slave who quickly or slowly -this depends on the Owner- loses its humanity, the image it had of itself disappears, the perception of its environment is modified and all this mainly because of this compulsory heavy rubber skin. When a human is engaged on the way to objectification, it must be aware that the loss of humanity and identity will be permanent this human may sometimes fear to lose control over himself, to collapse into pieces, to get lost : he is right to be afraid if its motivation and devotion to a Master are not absolute. But the rubber suit is a container for the object. It is there day and night, its embrace and physical presence are useful to remind that what the slave or object is experiencing is real, it is not a dream nor a nightmare. Rubber then became an omnipresent physical reminder of reality, it made it possible to define limits or an outline, it gave consistency to the object.
When a Master would hand his slave a thick, heavy black rubbersuit and tell it:“ put this on, slave, this is what you will wear permanently as My property. ”, it’s a most decisive moment. At this specific moment, the slave makes his last human decision, probably the most crucial of his life. The moment it had been waiting for so long is now here, it had imagined it in a thousand ways, from dream to nightmare, from the greatest desire to the greatest fear. it is completely naked in front of its Master and yet it is sweating. The heart knocks, past present and future intertwine in a furious moelestrom, it can’t follow any idea or thought. The suit is there right in front of him, the powerfull smell of the rubber bewitches it, penetrates its empty mind, this is absolutely not the first time it has worn rubber, so why is it so anxious? This suit is intimidating, it seems so heavy, so rigid, the black so deep. The idea of living rubber as a permanent constraint make it dizzy.
it will have to learn to move again because its rubber skin may cause it to overheat, or worse, the object could damage it. The slave committed itself to being transformed and to learning some time ago when it entered into the service of its Master. It knows that the rubber will definitely transform it this time. But the changes have already begun, so why fight? it will have the flexibility of rubber and will be part of it… The dizziness stops. It’s taking a step towards the rubber suit. The prospect of being locked in there without knowing when or if it will come out may make it hesitate. Time will soon become nothing more than an abstract notion, just like fear or envy. Without will and without rights, unlike human beings, it will be defined by rubber and the use made of it by its Owner. The slave already commited to separate itself from any material or spiritual possession. Today, it is naked in front of its Master, blank shaved head to toe, gagged, cock and balls locked up under the metal of its chastity, ass invaded by the huge plug…. it has already left much behind, it has prepared itself for this moment, this is only a step and it will continue to evolve. it has always expressed its need to be enslaved, enclosed in rubber, trained and modified and today it recognizes it more than ever. The heart is calming down.
it looks at the heavy thick rubber suit and it also sees the irons and chains cuffs waiting for it on the side. With the time spent in the service of his Master, it learned to love and hate them, to be part of the rigid steel enclosing it like an exoskeleton, to fight desperately against the weight and implacable rigidity. Sometimes too heavy, too rigid, too constraining, the truth is that, chained, immobilized, safely stored, it feels safe and free. At first, fetters and chains helped it to trust its Master by giving all power, they taught it endurance when it must move, even without the physical presence of its Master they are a constant reminder of its power over it. With the control of its senses and unable to move it has become much easier for it to surrender to the absolute control of his Master. As paradoxical as it may seem, its chains have made him free, free to give everything, free to accept its total objectification.
One last step, it is already enveloped by its smell but it can now touch the rubber, it contemplates a part of its future. it then looks at its Master. it remembers the meeting of two humans, its attraction for this charismatic but so calm and imposing Man. How their respective impulses and instincts guided them towards each other like two magnets. The One who could see that despite success and a full life, it had a need for meanings and also total abandonment . How He had helped it, with unfailing determination, to understand and transform itself despite its doubts. The One to whom it gave control by becoming its slave, its love becoming veneration for the One who had liberated it. How it had reassured the slave the first time it realized that there would be no return to the human being that it had been. The One, it worships for ever and to whom it simply answers: “Yes Master, it belongs to You”.
The rubber object cannot exist without its Master. At the crucial moment when it slips its feet and legs into the rubber, the object frees itself from its individuality and humanity for an existence of rubbered devotion and servitude to its Master and Owner, the rubber object gives itself body and soul. it doesn’t do this for it but only for its Master. The more the suit closes and the more its mind calms down. its past, its memories disappear, its fears and desires are silenced forever. it is not sad or happy. it only exists. it is only what it has prepared itself for: a property of its Master . it has only one purpose now: to serve and obey. The suit contains now only submission and abandonment. The moment the padlock slams when closing, the rubber object is in peace. it belongs to its Master, it is Master’s rubberobject, nothing else matters.
I don't remember the exact day I looked in the mirror and stopped flinching. It must have been somewhere in year three, when I realized the number on the scale wasn't going back down, when I bought my first 4XL shirt without shame, when I stopped sucking in my gut for photos that no one was taking anyway. Five years of gradual surrender, and I'm finally okay with what I've become. Better than okay. I think I actually like it.
I was eighteen when I made the decision that shaped everything else. Graduation was behind me, and college felt like a con—four years of debt for a piece of paper that might get me a job I hated anyway. Trade school seemed like more of the same, just with different tools. So I walked into the call center near the highway, took the typing test, and started the following Monday. I was 5'10", 190 pounds, carried myself like I had somewhere to be. I thought I was just taking a gap year. I didn't know I was choosing a life.
The first year, I tried. God, I tried. I packed salads that went soggy by noon. I brought gym clothes and kept them in my car, determined to hit the weights before my evening commute. But the shifts were ten hours, twelve on busy days, and the breaks were twenty minutes—barely enough time to walk to the parking lot and back. By the time I clocked out, my brain was jelly, my back was screaming, and the gym felt like another country.
The convenience crept in slowly. A breakfast sandwich from the drive-thru instead of the oatmeal I never had time to cook. Donuts in the break room, three of them, because sugar was the only thing keeping me awake through the afternoon slump. Coffee with cream and sugar, cup after cup, until my hands shook. I told myself it was temporary. Just until I got promoted, until I found something better, until I had the energy to care again.
By twenty, I was 260. By twenty-two, I crossed 300, and that's when I noticed the shift in bed. I'd always been a top—confident, athletic enough to hold my weight over someone, well-endowed enough that men sought me out for it. But at 300, my stamina changed. My belly got in the way. My thighs were heavy, my breathing labored. Partners started asking, tentative at first, if I'd ever considered bottoming. I hadn't. The idea felt like admitting defeat.
But one night, a regular—Marcus, a thick-necked truck driver who'd been fucking me for months—flipped me without asking. Just rolled me, easy as turning a mattress, and I let him. I was too heavy to resist, too tired to argue, and when he entered me, something clicked. The weight that made topping difficult made bottoming incredible. I was anchored, immovable, a soft mountain taking what was given. I didn't have to perform. I didn't have to hold myself up. I just had to receive.
Now I'm twenty-three, closing in on 500 pounds, and I can't remember the last time I tried to top. My cock is buried somewhere beneath my belly, reachable but irrelevant. I bottom exclusively now, and I prefer it. There's a freedom in the surrender, in the way men handle me—grabbing my love handles like handles, my ass spread and heavy, my body a landscape to explore rather than a tool to wield. I'm still well-endowed, technically, but it's become ornamental. What matters now is my weight, my softness, the way I fill a bed completely.
I have a reinforced bedframe now. A shower stool. I buy clothes online, 5XL and up, and I've learned which brands cut generously for men like me. I still work at the call center, promoted to team lead, sitting in a chair wide as a loveseat. I eat what I want—burgers, pizza, the donuts that started this whole thing. I don't fight the exhaustion anymore. I go home, I eat, I watch television, I wait for the men who want me like this.
There are three I see regularly. Marcus still comes by, bringing me fast food and fucking me on my side because it's easiest for both of us. There's a younger guy, Tyler, who likes to straddle my belly and jerk off on my chest. And there's David, older, a widower, who takes me to dinner and holds my hand in public without shame. He talks about moving in together, about finding a place with wide doorways and a walk-in shower. He hasn't proposed, but he mentions marriage like it's a possibility, like something we could build.
I hope he does. I hope one of them does. I'm ready for a partner who wants me at this size, who understands that I'm not temporary, that this body is my home now. I spent so long fighting it, hating it, trying to shrink myself into something acceptable. Now I just want someone who'll bring me dinner, fuck me slow, and stay for breakfast.
The gym membership lapsed years ago. I don't miss it. I've found my place in the world, soft and heavy and exactly where I'm supposed to be.

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The Sultan Mahmud had no patience for the traditional entertainments of victory. The pile of heads at the city gate, the rows of impaled bodies along the trade roads—these were the methods of his father, crude and wasteful. Mahmud was a connoisseur of degradation. He understood that the true destruction of an enemy was not in death, but in unmaking.
When the army of the neighboring kingdom of Valeria crossed his borders, they expected to meet steel. Instead, they met capture. The Sultan's elite guard, the Janissaries, were trained to incapacitate rather than kill—nets, bolas, sleep-poisoned darts. The Valerian warriors woke in chains, deep beneath the palace, in chambers carved from bedrock where no sound escaped.
The largest among them was Lord Kaelen, the Valerian general, a man who had once stood six-and-a-half feet tall and carried 280 pounds of muscle and battle-rage. He woke naked, collared, and already drugged with a tincture that left him docile, confused, his legendary strength reduced to the consistency of wet clay.
The Sultan visited him personally, flanked by his chief eunuch and his physician.
"You attacked my lands," Mahmud said, his voice soft as silk. "You killed my peasants, burned my villages. For this, you expected a quick death. A hero's end." He smiled, adjusting his turban. "I am going to give you something slower. Something that will amuse my armies for years."
The process began with the knife. Not execution, but emasculation. The physician worked with precision, removing the testes that produced the warrior's aggression, his drive, his fire. Kaelen screamed until his throat bled, until the drugs took him under again. When he woke, the wound was sealed with hot silver, and something fundamental was gone—not just the organs, but the chemical certainty of masculinity. His rage was a memory, distant and unreachable.
Then came the feeding.
They did not starve him. Starvation would have been mercy. Instead, they forced sustenance into him—heavy creams, honeyed grains, fatty meats ground to paste that he could not refuse. Through tubes if he resisted, by hand if he complied. His body, robbed of testosterone, lost its hardness quickly. The muscle softened, then swelled into fat. His chest grew heavy, breasts forming where pectorals had been. His belly expanded, round and taut as a drum, stretching the skin until it shone.
Within six months, Kaelen was unrecognizable. He weighed 450 pounds, his waist a barrel, his thighs so thick they rubbed and chafed, his arms too heavy to lift in resistance. The castration had removed his facial hair, softened his jaw, given him a strange, smooth femininity that clashed with his massive frame. He could not stand for more than a few minutes. He could not run. He could not fight. He could barely waddle.
The Sultan presented him to his court on the winter solstice.
Kaelen was rolled in on a wheeled platform, naked, oiled, his flesh gleaming in the torchlight. The courtiers gasped, then laughed. This was the terror of Valeria? This bloated, soft creature, breasts sagging, belly hanging to his knees, genitals shrunken and useless between his massive thighs?
"Behold the new entertainment for my brave soldiers," Mahmud announced. "The fiercest warriors of Valeria, transformed into comfort for those they sought to kill."
Kaelen was installed in the military brothel, a wing of the palace reserved for the common soldiers. He was given silk cushions, perfumes, oils—but no choice. The men who had faced him on the battlefield now visited him in shifts, using his transformed body for their pleasure, humiliating him with words and actions that his castrated, fattened state made him unable to resist. His size, once his advantage, now made him immobile, a soft mountain of flesh that could be positioned and used. His weight gain had been calculated—enough to immobilize, to humiliate, to make escape impossible, but not so much as to kill him quickly.
The other Valerian captives suffered similar fates. The lieutenants, the sergeants, the toughest foot soldiers—all were neutered, all were fattened, all were distributed according to rank. The officers went to the officers' quarters, where their humiliation was more refined, more psychological. The common soldiers went to the barracks, where the use was rougher, more frequent.
The Sultan kept the Valerian king for himself—a special project. The king was fattened to 600 pounds, immobile, a blob of flesh that required constant care, his mind broken by the loss of his manhood and the gain of his mass. Mahmud would visit him with foreign dignitaries, feeding him dates and cream while discussing politics, demonstrating what happened to those who opposed him.
"You see," he would say, stroking the king's bloated cheek, "I do not kill my enemies. I digest them. I turn their strength into softness, their aggression into passivity. This is the fate that awaits any who challenge my borders."
The Valerian warriors lived for years—some for decades—growing larger, softer, more dependent. Their muscles atrophied completely. Their bones grew brittle under the weight. They became fixtures of the palace, objects of pity and disgust, warnings carved in flesh.
Kaelen lasted twelve years. By the end, he was 580 pounds, unable to move himself, fed through tubes, his mind long since retreated into a fog of passivity. When he died, his body was displayed at the border, not as a warning of death, but as a warning of transformation.
The Sultan replaced him with a new general from a new war, already in training, already softening, already learning that in Mahmud's kingdom, the worst fate was not to die, but to be unmade.