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Sovereign in the mountain air Sovereign on the ocean floor With me in the calm With me in the storm Sovereign in my greatest joy Sovereign in my deepest cry With me in the dark With me at the dawn In your everlasting arm All the pieces of my life From beginning to the end I can trust you In your never failing love You work everything for good God whatever comes my way I will trust you All my hopes All I need Held in your hands All my life All of me Held in your hands All my fears All my dreams Held in your hands

We have finite control over our own destinies, and yet we can take every step, knowing that it's in God's hands.

Tonight at 8pm, The Blessing Singapore's video was released. It was the work of 177 churches and movements, to bring hope and speak blessing to the nation. Reminded of the goodness of God and His love for us. When we seek refuge and shelter under His wings, there we will find peace. The Lord bless you and keep you Make His face shine upon you And be gracious to you The Lord turn His face toward you And give you peace May His favour be upon you And a thousand generations And your family and your children And their children and their children May His presence go before you And behind you and beside you All around you and within you He is with you, He is with you In the morning, in the evening In your coming and your going In your weeping and rejoicing He is for you, He is for you. https://youtu.be/wg1jqYmyWdU

Anxiety attack. Doc said i'm clearly not a film person.. heh mr would agree.

What a rollercoaster. Powerful service yesterday, and bro rededicated his life to Jesus today. Thank God for healing his knee, and for bringing a word of encouragement through Sean and his friends in Bethel. The word for me was: Be still, and don't feel that i have to do much to make things happen, because God is working. Exciting times ahead with the Lord.

Today i experienced God a different way, at new charis. So different from last year – at the altar call just now, was recalling all the embarrassment felt at last year's altar call, but told myself to focus on God. Pastor prayed for me to encounter God, and for His power to come upon me. And it was good.

Humility is perpetual quietness of heart. It is to have no trouble. It is never to be fretted, or vexed, or irritated, or sore, or disappointed. It is to expect nothing, to wonder at nothing that is done to me, to feel nothing done against me. It is to be at rest when nobody praises me, and when I am blamed and despised. It is to have a blessed home in myself, where I can go in and shut the door, and kneel to my Father in secret, and be at peace as in a deep sea of calmness, when all around and above is troubled.

Reminded of God’s first touch in my life – as ‘What a beautiful name’ played. The first time i experienced God's love during service. Reminded of how i promised myself to go deep into the Bible and have a strong understanding two years ago. But two years later, i have yet to finish reading the whole bible once. Reminded of what God told me during mission trip – that the veil is torn, and to remove the emotional veil before me that is proving to be a barrier between God and me

Teach me to number my days, oh Lord.

Took me one year to finish one notebook for work RIP 1 Aug 2018-1 Aug 2019

All souls atoned, by the blood of the Lamb I'm not a slave to what, once held me damned How beautiful, that cleansing flood I am washed, I am washed I am drenched in love We're singing Oh precious is the flow That makes me white as snow No other fount I know I am washed, I am washed I am drenched in love All filth made clean, in that crimson sea I'm not ashamed of what, once shackled me How infinite, that grace divine I am free, I am free I am a child of God And how priceless, how precious There is power in the blood of Jesus I was buried deep, with Christ my Lord Now I'm raised to life, forevermore My name's been carved, upon Your heart No not death, no not hell could ever keep us apart!

End of jp/china-sg ldr, start of 22 days germany-sg ldr

03032019, yoroshiku ne

"I raise a hallelujah, in the presence of my enemies I raise a hallelujah, louder than the unbelief I raise a hallelujah, my weapon is a melody I raise a hallelujah, heaven comes to fight for me "I'm gonna sing, in the middle of the storm Louder and louder, you're gonna hear my praises roar Up from the ashes, hope will arise Death is defeated, the King is alive!

Today is the day you chose card games over my abused, low-esteemed self. And i'll pretend this never happened because—i can't believe it

Thankful that you openly communicate, and are accepting of my flaws