Treyco Fan Club

Yes, yes you are. @thetrevorc

I’m sorry I’ve been gone for so long.. I’ve been super depressed and upset, almost to the point of wanting to commit suicide multiple times in the past couple months. My grandma, the person I told everything to, was so open with and the only person in my family I’m 100% comfortable with passed away suddenly in the beginning of June. It’s the hardest, most heartbreaking, soul crushing thing I’ve ever experienced and it’s been super hard and me and my family. But I just havnt been handling it well. I’ve felt so alone, beyond belief. Like I have no one to talk to anymore.. I just don’t know what to do.. I’m hoping to get back into this on this account it’s just going to be hard.. especially going through these depressed/suicidal/sad spells almost every other day. Thank you again for still following this account. Hopefully I’ll be back soon..