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here are the most recent ones which you might not have seen yet!-maz

Bloodshot by sophthetroph (T | Incomplete | 4/?)

Pressing a boot to his stomach, Andrew leaned over Neil’s prone body. Ice began curling up his chest. “Better luck next time, rabbit.”

Or, a Magic!AU in which everything is the same, except instead of exy, there’s sorcery.

/Graphic Depictions of Violence

One Face, and You Make Yourselves Another by imagined_melody (G | 1,774 | 1/1)

Neil had been eight years old (and still Nathaniel) when he had discovered that he could modify his appearance at will.

Written for the 2019 AFTG Summer Exchange!

a ribcage split open by cthulu_sun (T | 8,980 | 1/1)

The body presses its fingers against Andrew’s and starts shrinking. The eyes spin, slowly, and fill with stars. A voice echoes, both too big and too small at once, a thousand sounds all pushed together into one lost little voice that breaks and shivers and echoes and echoes and -

“Elemental,” the body says, in a voice that sounds too painful to exist. “I need your help.”

Andrew does not breathe. Does not move, is frozen in place. The water hums, and the flowers beneath it stretch themselves out, until they’re everywhere, covering everything. The water seeps into his bones; this is not a dream that is meant for him. Not a dream he should be having at all.

-

an eventful summer in the life of andrew minyard, who is too tired for this shit but loves his friends and boyfriend too much to say no.

here you go!-Halley

of gods and monsters by aflyingcoffeebean (T | 30,029 | 12/12)

Andrew:

Neil:

Nicky:

Kevin:

Bonus Kevin @ Wymack:

Matt:

Aaron:

Allison:

Renee:

Dan:

now i’m just imaging nicky seeing his cousin being so sick all the time and doing his best to help him. but andrew, andrew who only ever had his own back, who had no one to watch over him but himself, so unused to someone trusting to take care of him, keeps pushing him away

@allforthegamenet​ game 3: lgbt characters

As queer people, we choose our own families. There is something we all have in common; how it feels to be rejected, thrown out, excluded. This unites us all, and urges us to accept each other. Nobody knows more about this than the Palmetto State Foxes, a team of kids from broken homes who had been given another chance.

It wasn’t Wymack’s plan to recruit only LGBT+ athletes, and he swears it was complete coincidence. But when he realised, he was appalled. He had all this undirected anger– Why was it that these kids had to go through all they had been through, with the common denominator of their sexualities? After discussion with Renee, they decided to donate a portion of ticket sales to charities for homeless LGBT youth.

In the pride flag, each colour symbolises something. Orange stands for healing. That’s what it’s about to the Foxes. Each of them have their wounds that need to heal, and eventually they stopped poking at each others when they realised they have more in common than not. The flag itself, it means unity. Which is why you can see the Foxes celebrating under the rainbow flag, all wrapped up in it and cheering themselves at the end of a game.

(Abby suggested they order a custom flag with a fox paw on the rainbow, to represent them, before Nicky had to explain to her why that was a bad idea).

ahhh yes yes yes to all of the above

look. neil isn’t used to support. his mother and father were both…. very not supportive. 

his mother specifically. 

one time, when he picked up a binder at a health center, she burned it. right in front of him. 

she wasn’t supportive. 

but he chose male names for himself to introduce himself with, even though she didn’t like it and corrected those names if she ever had to meet with anyone. 

anyway, he found another health center on the run after she died and he got another binder, and another one, and another one. he has one that’s a little bigger for when he goes running and is too dysphoric to go without. 

@menoti asked me for more trans! neil josten and its all ive ever wanted to hear

allison doing make up on neil to make his face more masculine

at first neil feels ridiculous, but allison knows what shes doing and he ends up looking pretty cool. even andrew thinks he looks hot, but shrugs it off bc he thought neil was hot before

as much as the foxes defend him, the guy can handle himself. he doesn’t stop correcting transphobes even on small things and hes like “[deadname]? i dont know her”

andrew correcting people on neils pronouns and refusing to let them continue what theyre saying until they correct themselves like “josten, shes a-” “he” “uh yeah anyways shes a great striker bu-” “he is a great striker” “hm uh but i really thi-” “say it” “what?” “neil, he’s a great striker and what?” 

andrews kinda terrifying so it works

when he first came to palmetto, he was super anxious about passing so wore his binder to his first game, another playing slammed him into the wall, bruising his ribs and punching breath out of him. kevin threatened him, telling him never to wear it again while playing

he poked neil’s chest after and said, “this. this better never interfere with your play, because its not what makes you a man, you being 5′3″ and forcing a raquet out of a 6′6″ 250lbs guy’s hand. that makes you a man. don’t fucking injure yourself trying to be what you already are.”

imagine andrews eyeroll when he says “doesnt mean i wouldnt blow you” and neil replies “but youre gay” 

because the only thing andrew cares about being in neils pants is his hand