"wouldn't you rather die trying?"

It's gonna be part of their Gravitational Pull limited printing (yipee!!)

You can check out the fanfic here 👈(you'll need an AO3 account to view it)

set one step outside and the feeling of doom arose

spent months without seeing any one but my family

only this room, which has now started to feel suffocating as well

the comfortable feeling of avoidance is wearing off

i want to experience life again

I am lonely.

I don't like my isolated life.

I think it's boring.

I think I'm boring.

I hate that I never do anything.

I hate that I never go anywhere.

I hate that I'm not making fun memories.

I hate that I'm not making memories at all.

I hate that I'm so alone.

I hate that I'm unhappy

I hate that I can't make friends.

I hate that I struggle to talk to people

I hate that I struggle to find people I like

I hate that I struggle to leave my house

I hate that even if I could leave my house I don't have the money to do something fun

I HATE THAT IVE BEEN STUCK IN MY ROOM STARING AT THE SAME FOUR WALLS FOR A WHOLE DECADE

I HATE THAT IM WASTING MY LIFE

I HATE