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“Oh man, um, alright so look, when I was in pre school we were supposed to do like a performance for the parents, and I didn’t want to do it, so my mom talked to the teachers, she came back, and she said you don’t have to do it, but you have to do something. And I said I want to a gymnastics routine with my dad. And a couple days later my dad showed up with me in matching rainbow tights and we did this gymnastics routine in front of the parents at the pre-school. And the most important thing about that story to me is that one my mom gave me permission to do something that everyone else wasn’t doing and two my dad supported me and made it possible, and I think a lot of us are here because people in our lives did that so thank you mom and dad who are here tonight, that’s so crazy. Thank you to Jalene, who I love who is also here, my brother Malcolm who is watching at home. Shoot all of Oakland, California, Rafa, Chanaka, Bay Area stand up. Lin, Tommy you already know, Alex, Andy I mean what were you thinking? Thank you so much for allowing this to happen. Jeffrey, Sandy, just, Oscar, everybody, just thank you so much I cannot thank you all enough, this is so crazy.”

“It’s like existing in a parallel universe,” he recalled of a trip to Los Angeles just before Hamilton’s Broadway debut. “I would park in places that I had parked a million times and go into buildings I had maybe done auditions in in the tiny room in the front, and as soon as I walked in someone at the desk is like, ‘Daveed Diggs! So excited you’re here. Would you like some water?’ ” Whether the siren call of Hollywood means his days at Hamilton are numbered remains to be seen; he and the rest of the original cast are currently renegotiating their contracts. “I don’t know the answer,” he says pensively. “I love doing the show. My reason to leave wouldn’t be because I got excited about doing something better. It’s just because I’ve lived this life for a long time and … You need to refill yourself. You need to have other experiences.” In his pre-Hamilton days, Diggs taught middle school poetry (incorporating a celebrated district-wide rap curriculum), and struggled to make ends meet with regional theater. About four years ago, he leapt at the paycheck for a McDonald’s steak-and-egg biscuit commercial (thank you, fan site, Hamilbabes). “It was so necessary,” he recalls. “I had no money.” At times in New York, he couch-surfed or slept on the subway, but neither his parents nor his longtime girlfriend ever suggested he abandon the whole acting thing to take a paying office job. “You’re not guaranteed particularly high returns when you decide to take on this lifestyle and it’s not like there was much of a cushion growing up. We were poor,” Diggs says. “But it was always the most important to my parents that I do something that I love.” This was especially true of Diggs’s father, who is a bus driver in San Francisco. “My dad, particularly, for the last 15 years has worked a job that he hates.” Diggs says that the success of Hamilton, and the rush of his Tony nomination, is dedicated to his parents. That the stars aligned for Hamilton, he says, was a magical “accident.” Diggs, a friend of Miranda and Hamilton director Thomas Kail from the rap group Freestyle Love Supreme, came to mind for the roles of Lafayette/Hamilton since the show’s early stages. “Who has the charisma? Who’s a better rapper than Hamilton? Oh, it’s Daveed,” Kail told Charlie Rose. “He has a relationship with the audience, which is chemical. He walks on the stage and they stop looking at anything else but him.” Diggs so wholly inhabits the roles, that even as an alumna of the Jefferson-founded University of Virginia (where there is a serious Jefferson God complex), I’ve begun to picture Diggs’s face when the founding father comes to mind. “People who love Jefferson are like, ‘Jefferson’s the best in the show.’ And people who hate Jefferson are like, ‘I love how you’re really sticking it to Jefferson out there,’ ” Diggs laughs as we (totally un-coincidentally) approach East Harlem’s Thomas Jefferson Park. “It’s gratifying to me because that’s what we were trying to do—complicate it enough that you couldn’t zero in on hero or villain.” For Diggs, Jefferson is a less ambiguous figure in real life. “He’s a piece of shit,” Diggs says bluntly, as we stroll by Thomas Jefferson Pool, across the street from the public Thomas Jefferson Houses. “The more I read about him, the more I imagine that his views on slavery were, potentially, more conflicted than we like to give him credit for …” He trails off. “He didn’t act on it, so it doesn’t matter.” Jefferson is blasted for owning slaves in Hamilton, and at the BET Hip-Hop Awards Cypher last year, Diggs brilliantly rapped that, “playing these dead presidents, I’m getting my reparations.” But Jefferson’s romantic relationship with Sally Hemings is also referenced playfully in Hamilton’s cheeky, boogie-woogie anthem, “What’d I Miss?” (“There’s a letter on my desk from the President … Sally be a lamb, darlin’, won’tcha open it?”) Stepping out of his rap wheelhouse to sing that song still terrifies Diggs on a nightly basis. “Jefferson’s not afraid of anything,” he says. “Daveed Diggs is a very nervous person.” I’d never guess that from walking laps with him, old lady–style, in Thomas Jefferson the park. Even in the eye of the Hamilton hurricane, the cockiness of onstage alter egos hasn’t quite rubbed off. “I’m in this moment right now where we get to be choosy and obviously that won’t last forever,” he says. “At some point, I’ll do more McDonald’s commercials if I have to.”

UPDATE: daveed is still beautiful, he’s still smart, he’s still extremely talented, and his heart is still big. and so is his TONY AWARD.