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tysm <333 writing trans characters is something i've gotten more nervous about over the years. similar to writing butch dean it's just not an experience i'm grounded in and i worry about being respectful while exploring themes i'm interested in. and ik i still make plenty of mistakes so you saying this means a lot!! thanks again

read it here! i haven't written samjohn in so long it was kind of hard easing my way back in so i hope this turned out alright. i do love them <3 ty for the prompt

they’re private for now not deleted. i’ve gone to some effort to maintain separation between my fic and the rest of my online presence not a ton but enough that it’s clearly a violation of my privacy not to respect that which is increasingly happening. it makes me extremely uncomfortable with the idea of posting anything more or leaving any fic up but i’m kind of principally against deleting bc i know how sad it is to be on the other end so this is the best i could come up with. i hope to unprivate them in a few months when i feel less paranoid.