Get Fit or Go Home

so the madness of my FINAL nursing and college undergraduate semester has begun! I am excited and liberated and terrified. I am proud of myself for making it this far. I am happy to look back at all the hard work I have put in over the past year and a half to see how much of it has paid off. I am thrilled to be seeking new adventures in the future, wherever my nursing career can lead me and I am thrilled to be doing something that actually matters. despite the stress and the pressure and the competitiveness of nursing school i have made a new years resolution this year to actually make time for myself. I have chosen happiness and myself over everything.

recently i have lost a good friend due to the way they treated me and their lack of integrity and most likely due to their inability to fully communicate with me. but looking back, i was hung up over someone who was not actually making me very happy. in fact they were dragging me down a really dark and unhappy road. i look back at the events that took place and am actually thankful for their unkindness because through that it has set me free to be myself. it has made me realize that this person was in no way good enough to be part of my life right now. i need to surround myself with love and happiness. i want to fill my life with purpose. i do not need anything or anyone that will pull me down. life is hard enough as it is, why had i allowed myself to suffer for no reason.