Toxic Emotion

I'm still here.

It's been too long since I last held your hand.

I go to sleep every night wondering why I wasn't enough for you.

We were two broken pieces that fit perfectly together.

When you get the chance to fall in love again, please fall in love with me.

You were never mine but I was always yours.

Our love faded and there was nothing we could do about it.

Some people are charmed and some are alarmed.

I may have lost someone who didn't love me back, but you lost someone who truly loved you.

She wrote you  letters and poems, Things she wanted to say but couldn’t.  Things she wanted to do but shouldn’t. Hoping one day  she might have  the courage to do it.

I could write a thousand books or paint a million portraits, but I still won’t get your attention.

I hope you don’t regret choosing her instead of me.

Maybe one day, in another world, we’ll finally be together.

For a brief moment in time, I’ve fallen for someone forbidden.

I’ve seen the way you look at me And your eyes, it doesn’t scream friends Instead it screams something else I wish I knew what it meant