the way that dean hid his bisexuality bc of the way he grew up and was treated and how he looked and the way castiel wasn’t socialized the same way as dean was so it was safe for dean to pine bc hes an angel and its not like angels can feel those things back right? this is a safe crush on my best friend and i can get all the emotional fulfillment i need out of the relationship the way that it is
but then.
























