Drawn This Way / Chapter 6 (Final)
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Drawn This Way / Chapter 6 (Final)
I kinda forgot to post the final chapter on tumblr!
Baby, I was Drawn This Way on AO3

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Illi McMillinâs outfits / Part II
Illi McMillinâs outfits \ Part I
Iâve been a little obsessed with Illi lately đ
Drawn This Way 5/6
Chapters 4 and 5 of my high school AU frerard are out, only one to go!
In Chapter 4, the gang goes to a Halloween party, and you know what Halloween means in the MCR fandom.
In Chapter 5, We finally get Frank and Gerard (sort of) alone. And Ray may or may not be Frank's fairy godmother. We'll probably never know. I had a lot of fun writing this chapter, poured all my love for live music into it and sprinkled some Easter eggs on top.
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With all the MCR nostalgia around, I've started writing a frerard fanfic! Currently 3/6 chapters out, but I'm almost done with the rest of it.
Summary: new kid Frank Iero didnât mean to join an indie game team, make new friends, or get pulled into the orbit of the loudest, weirdest boy heâs ever met. Somewhere between basement gaming sessions, punk shows, and badly timed feelings, Frank finds himself part of a team he didnât know he needed.
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I love romantic comedies, but I feel like chubby gay boys are hugely underrepresented in that genre. So I wrote one for my boo Lefou.
Weâve got Gaston as a personal trainer and fitness influencer, Lefou as an English teacher, and theyâre just friends until theyâre not and itâs cute, funny, at times sappy and feel-good. Also, thereâs a lot of đđŚ
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pick the most deranged milex quote:
âi love you because you have a very strong pain thresholdâ
âsometimes we have skype-sex, or we wank off on facetimeâ
âi just tell miles my fantasies and he tries to fulfil themâ
âyou want to know if we have sex like real men between the buttocks?â
âthereâs no embarrassment, no taboo, no limits between usâ
âwith miles itâs just⌠differentâ
âweâre both a bit fruity, arenât we?â
âstaring at the moon wondering where is he, whatâs he doing, whoâs he kissingâ
âi guess this is quite cute and campâ
âi like it when he wears red jeans. when theyâre tight.â
âwe say dark, twisted and very private things to each other onstageâ
âweâre always behind each otherâ [giggling]
Aaand the final chapters of "Big Words", in which certain characters confess their feelings and engage in some pleasurable activities, are now out!
"Gaston, please. I'm so fucking tired⌠Don't give me hope just to take it away like you do with all these girls who fawn over you!â
Gaston leaned closer and took both of his hands into his own. What was it that he told Stanley to do? Be a man and tell him. The big words heâd learned in two months of school were panicking and running around inside his head as if someone had pulled a fire alarm.
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If you're looking for a sweet jock/chubby nerd story, read "Big Words"! In the new chapter Lefou is getting ready for a date and Gaston is absolutely NOT jealous.
Nobody was moving. Lefou was looking at him with those deep brown eyes. Gaston's heart seemed to think that he was running a fucking marathon, it was beating so fast. His chest felt weird. Good weird. Frantic. Like it was about to explode, and he didn't mind it one bit.
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Big Words 5,6/10
Chapters 5 and 6 of "Big Words", in which Stanley asks out Lefou and Gaston is unable to satisfy his girlfriend, are now out.
Red and gold weren't her colors, Gaston thought absent-mindedly, while caressing her buttocks. Too pale. Lefou would've looked much better in the cheerleader uniform, what with his warm skin and dark hair and big brown eyes.
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Big Words Gaston/Lefou fanfiction
Chapters 3 and 4 of "Big Words", in which Gaston is trying to talk about his girlfriends with Lefou, are now out.Â
âSee, Iâm altruistic!â
âOoh, such a big word! Has Belle installed that vocabulary-building app on your phone?â Lefou rolled onto his back and stretched. His t-shirt rode up, exposing his soft tan belly.
Gaston lost concentration for a moment and instead of chips, grabbed a carrot stick from Lefouâs bowl.Â
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âIs Lefou single?â
âHuh?â Gaston was watching Travis Kelce on the screen of the burger joint where they had come to celebrate beating The Lincoln High Schoolâs Stormriders and must have spaced out. He looked around and saw Stanley, the new kid, patiently waiting for his response.
âLefou,â he repeated, âIs he dating anyone?â
âWhy do you wanna know?â
They were alone at the table. Everyone else was either playing darts and air hockey or chatting up a group of college girls, and Lefou, always invited to their after-game shenanigans as Gastonâs best friend, was getting something at the counter. Stanley followed his gaze and lingered as it set on Lefou.
âWell⌠I want to ask him out,â he said. He was blushing. Read my new gafou fanfic "Big Words" on AO3. Two chapters are out!
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The Ballad of Miles Peter Kane
Iâm writing this because 80% of the speculation in the AM/TLSP/MK fandom is about Alex â âhe shags groupies, heâs gay, heâs bi, heâs autistic, heâs an arrogant bastardâ....the list is endless. Because he is our master of deception and subterfuge, he opens himself up to speculation.
But on the surface Miles is so different. Happy, smiley, seemingly open Miles, sharing his home and his dog and his family on social media. Chatting away in interviews like a little bird. People think he has it together.
But dig a little deeper and read between the lines, and I get a completely different picture of Miles from the Rascal of 2008 to our One Man Band of 2024.
I have been watching some early interviews with Miles recently and he shoehorns the topic of women and girls into them far more often than Alex ever has. A simple question about if he likes meat is met with a ânot in a gay wayâ. At a time when Alex was being photographed looking like Alexaâs little brother or Arielleâs hot gay pal, Miles was being âpappedâ with his tongue down the throat of the latest hot model or Page Three Girl. There was a sexy girl in every video. And before you say it, yes there were in AMâs videos, but find me one where Alex interacts with them. There was also Milesâ relationship with Suki Waterhouse which I find hard to believe wasnât real, unless he is far better than Alex at faking a relationship.
Controversial as this may be, but in my opinion, early videos of baby Al flirting openly with Andy, and pressing himself up against Miles, and a bit later on, even AM Alex flirting with that hunky male interviewer, does not point to someone battling too much with their inner homophobia. I think Alex â as ever â has two personalities. The Alex known to the inner circle is out and has been for many years. But Mr Schwartz - the public facing Alex, struggles with his sexuality and the effect it will have on his career and that of his three âbrothersâ.
But read between the lines of their lyrics from the AM/Donât Forget Who You Are era. AM is filled with longing, of someone who doesnât know where they stand with this secret - keeping lover who treats them differently at night than during the day. DFWYA is still full of âsheâ and âherâ songs, although ironically the lyrics to Out of Control are so Milex coded itâs funny. I will always maintain Give Up is about Alex (I think âstand so tallâ is a figure of speech rather than literally lol) lyrics like âyouâre pretty good looking but Iâm looking for a way outâ and âstop tainting my soulâ scream Alex. Donât forget both albums will have been written around the same time, so I am guessing that they were going through the conflict of Miles not knowing what to do, and him somehow blaming Alex for his confusion, but at the same time unable to keep away from him.
So we reach 2015 and the recording of EYCTE. Something happens. Once on stage and once in an interview, Alex talks about them falling in love whist recording the album. Traditionalists will choose to think he means with their âgirlfriendsâ at the time, but once on tour it is obvious there has been a change in the dynamics. Alex is coquettish and sexy, but his stage personas have all been a variation on this since Humbug, but Miles is different. Miles canât keep his hands off Alex, Miles follows Alex around the stage like a lovesick puppy. In interviews gone are the playful lusty looks of TAOTU era, instead Miles gazes at Alex like heâs the most beautiful and wondrous thing heâs ever seen.
I think Miles had finally seen the light and realised he was in love with his best mate/casual fuck buddy. He could no longer go on treating Alex like some dirty little secret, and he could no longer deny his sexuality.
What happened afterwards? Who knows, I guess theyâre the only ones who know the full truth. But they both came out of EYCTE depressed (the two interviews recently posted on here show this), but Miles admitted to having a mental breakdown, and all I can do is speculate why I think this happened. Imagine being a young man fighting inner demons about your sexuality, you finally realise youâre in love with your best friend and promises are made (see Someone to Rely On and Wrong Side of Life) and he leaves you to go off to France to record an album and keep up his ârelationshipâ with his girlfriend. You have laid yourself on the line and taken a huge step for him and he's gone.
In Alexâs defence, he probably had years of Miles letting him down and also the responsibility of AM etc, but this isnât about Alex.
But time is a great healer and I think Miles came out of the whole period a different person. By Change the Show, we lose the âsheâ pronouns (just one âgirlâ, and Suzie and Caroline) and sexy girls in videos. Gone are the models and page three girls. There is a brief âromanceâ with Nadya Duke, but that is it.
So we come to One Man Band. Apart from one ridiculous tongue in cheek podcast with his friend James Buckley, where he goes on about women (incidentally just before the Ireland gigs with AM), Miles has changed. In early interviews, his childhood heroes are Lennon and OasisâŚno mention of Baggio. With One Man Band we suddenly get Baggio and in interviews he talks of how eight year old Miles thought Baggio and the Italian football team were sexy. Old Miles would have followed that up with something like âthe sort of sexy that pulled birdsâ, but there was nothing like that, instead he was admitting that part of his sexual awakening was admiring Italian men.
The video for The Wonder had a sexy woman, his friend Didem, but somehow the dynamic felt different, the general vibe was more two mates mucking about.
His stage persona is more âfruityâ, he is using âsheâ pronouns but to address himself, and whilst he isnât âoutâ - he may never come out publicly, it is entirely his choice - there is definitely a change in Miles, he seems more settled and happy in his own skin. He said he had therapy during the bad period and hopefully that helped. Interestingly he has posted songs about difficult relationships with fathers, and without casting aspersions on Milesâ dad, I wonder if part of his earlier issues were about him trying to please him. Liverpool has quite a macho culture â especially 20-30 years ago. Letâs not forget Miles liked and commented on that beautiful poem about men who know they are gay even when they are children. Maybe it resonatedâŚ.
Miles story is a fascinating one, a look at a young man fighting his inner demons to get to a point where he knows his true self. I always think Troubled Son is the counter to Body Paint. But Troubled Son is about Miles coming to terms with who he is and accepting his own faults, Body Paint is Alex keeping on his costume, which he doesnât look like taking off any time soon. Hopefully private Alex is as happy as Miles, and itâs just that public face that looks as though their world is ending.
So nice to get back to my comfort ship

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So fucking weird, I haven't been here for like 4 years! I've been posting art on my instagram page, but feel like I need to get back on Tumblr, DeviantArt, the roots haha. I'll probably post some of the art I've made in the past 4 years if I don't get lazy. Anyway, here's a swamp witch and her human friend? Victim? Maybe both?
East Slavs!AU
sorry but this is so fuckign funny the star wars fandom isâŚâŚâŚ.highly advancedÂ