to find a self

how do people make so many accounts lol ?? /genq

i'd like to make an actual jiraiblr main blog i just am scared to make an email for no reason

sometimes i would like to be homeless, just for like the fun of it?

i think jiraiblr makes me worse but its kind of addicting actually !!!

my chest lowkey feels uncomfortable whenever i'm feeling crap which is !! not fun !!!!!!! can it stop !!!!!

i'm such a fraud around my irls .. i want to be more visibly unstable but it feels dangerous.

i smile a bit when i get notes lol.. oh to spam people but my main isnt distinctly jirai ;;;;;

i rlly dont think jiraiblr is the best for me but isnt that part of the fun?

"hey touki where you been" thinking im doing better just to end up where i'll always be.

ffuck thats it send post

i really don't want to do anything today. living is an inconvenience.

i would like to ask my parents to test me for ADHD, but at the same time im scared of how they may react. if anyone has advice it would be nice

i can't say I'm sad about the deaths that have happened recently, I'm not saying I'm happy about any of it, just apathetic, and I recognize it's such a horrible thing to happen in this community. I'm moreso pissed at those who actively encouraged and encourage people to kill themselves. And those who decide to take these deaths as ammo against people they dislike who did really not do anything wrong.