#internetsavior

The state of the Jirai community as of now isn’t exactly ,, satisfactory , if you will . There are many people that are harassing others and overall being horrible people to others . You are allowed to have people you don’t like , you are allowed to block people as you wish , you can call out bad behavior if necessary , but you should not harass other people . We are a COMMUNITY . What would even be the point of harassing others , you will get blocked and potentially reported for harassment . Even if you don’t , worse can happen .

And that leads me to my next topic , Internetsavi0r . They were in a lot of controversy a while back for saying crimes like rape could be forgiven and also for saying she was a Ikigami , or a living deity as well as somewhat of an Angelkin ( though she stated she wouldn’t identify with the label anymore to avoid discourse ) . Many people made points of how rape shouldn’t be forgiven ( which I agree with ) , and how people with psychosis or disorders like schizophrenia could actually see her a god and start doing bad things due to it or their blog potentially becoming a cult . Internetsavi0r stated their apologies , their point of views , and clarified their thoughts . I think that both views are perfectly valid , but you know what isn’t valid ? Harassment . Internetsavi0r began to get hateful asks that said that they should harm themself and even kts . Unfortunately , the hate and harassment eventually led to Internetsavi0r committing suicide . I will state now that this is NOT @/landminegutzzz fault , and I will stand on this point . But anyways , somebody DIED because of the hate . People don’t understand that no matter how hateful you are and what you say , YOUR CONSEQUENCES HAVE ACTIONS .

Here is Internetsavi0r’s post about their suicide . May they rest in peace : https://www.tumblr.com/internetsavi0r/806394481958141952/goodbye-my-angels?source=share

Internetsavi0r is not the only death by suicide that occurred , though . My own friend , Kiki ( or @/rxttenpurrs ) committed suicide only two days after Savior did . Their blog was not controversial like savior’s was at the time , but they still deserves recognition . Kiki , I miss you so much . I hope you are in a safe place , and that you are finally happy . I love you , Kiki , may you rest in peace .

Here is the link to Kiki’s goodbye post , may they rest in peace : https://www.tumblr.com/rxttenpurrs/806484632235311104/you-all-are-so-loving-to-me-so-loving-to-someone?source=share

That brings me to my final point . Please , everybody , please stop harassing people . Our actions have consequences , and people died because of it . We cannot have even more losses within the community . I hope the best for those who are struggling , and I hope those who are no longer with us that they have finally found happiness and they are free .

I will say now if there is anybody who thinks I am being too rash or harsh about my words and honesty , that is what we need . We have to understand what has happened . I REFUSE to sugarcoat my words . I REFUSE to act like people didn’t die from this . I will say it as it is , and I WILL be heard .

Please , stay safe , everybody . Thank you for taking the time to read this if you did .

So I recently heard about the death of internetsavi0r. Everyone's talking about it, word spreads fast. I didnt know her well but I've come across her account several times and whatnot but never got the chance to interact.

Id like to say that she was a good person, and she deserved the respect and kindness she gave. One thing I know for sure however, is that she would want everyone who cared for her to be happy and move on. Instead of hating people and life for the things that happen, turn that hate into love and appreciation for the good memories you had with her.

The hate was completely undeserved, and despite her explaining herself, people still pushed. However people should come to realize, that if you push a pile of rocks too hard it'll all come crashing down. She deserved so much better, some people are so quick to jump to hate someone, you all did so much just to make sure you hurt or attacked someone for something as simple as their own feelings and the way they run THEIR blog especially as she went so far as to educate herself on the things YOU were accusing her for but Im VERY sure, POSITIVELY dare I say, that none of you did that to anyone who did far worse.

And sometimes, well, bloody hell you've just got to get over yourself.

If you dont like something then dont mind it. Leave it alone, far all the way out. No one's going to support your tantrum just because little Johnny said something you didnt like. So Suck it up, swallow your pride, put on your big boy pants, and do that thing you always say you do "jirais support other jirais !!!" I truly hope to the gods that these people understand how badly their actions affect someone and that they release an apology of sorts or at least try to live a kinder, less judgemental, life.

I dont typically get angry but this whole situation has just thrown me off. To the people who supported her, thank you, I hope you all manage to move on in a safe and healthy way, and that you continue to be kind and treasure the memories you shared with her because I'm sure she'd want that. To those who didnt, I hope you learn to realize the consequences of your actions and regret it deeply, I hope you can release a statement or at the very least apology, and become someone that the world can forgive, I dont respect you or your ways, but hopefully someone will.

Please learn to be a bloody person.

Rest in peace, may you find comfort and tranquility and may the gods guide your path. Blessed Be, fly high.

—Much Love And Respect

Sincerely, Gnabnahcgi

I really hope to help others like @internetsavi0r did, though I'm by no means a replacement

!!! ALSO, I'M BY NO MEANS A THERAPIST OR A DOCTOR!!! If you have a medical or psychiatric emergency, please please please dial 911 or your country's equivalent. I do not have to qualifications or means to help you physically or heal you psychologically. I'm only here to encourage others to get help as... well, someone will cry for you if you hurt yourself... or worse.

I am also always looking for tips on how to understand others and help

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I'm a lot more on the pro recovery side of things. It's okay if you don't want to recover, but don't try to force others to get worse/stop recovery

That said, due to my j*b, I cannot answer immediately.

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Also, before anything is said, I'm not trying to form a "cult" or whatever. If I start raving about some far future tech that's ~allowed~ under known physics, it's simply because I'm just kinda like that. I just like space travel, self replicating machines, and Dyson Swarms.

I didn't wanna ACTUALLY create a whole ranting post about it because I DO NOT wanna get cancelled. My blog is supposed to be peaceful and kind!

Lamby is also a savior blog and I'm not suffering like them if you desire me too after this.

I'm not getting involved, stay safe everyone.