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Bisexual as fuck.
Birthday is September 1st
Likes to be normal about my interests trust.
Long list of medical history :D
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Do you intend to make a statement about the situation with AvidMC, given that you have worked with him in Vampires and Bannerfalls?
(This is not in any way meant to pressure you to make a statement, this ask can be deleted or never responded to! I am simply curious of your stance on the situation, but it's a complicated and messy situation for sure, and I think I speak for all of us in saying it is justified to move on without speaking about it, and I don't believe any of us will judge you for doing so. Hope you and the family are doing well! <3)
I spoke about it briefly on stream today but it's worth re-iterating here too
I was only aware of one situation between Avid and another creator(s), which I was learned about pretty much after the dust had already settled. Both sides had laid it to rest and were steering clear of one another.
This sudden revelation that it wasn't an isolated incident and happening to most people in their orbit was a shock.
I seem to have avoided all of this scenario as I was never close with Avid/Marm. I've literally only interfaced with them during content and any team meeting calls for Misadventures, Vampires and Flight SMP. In Flight specifically I was never seeking them out for chit-chats or roleplay, but if I stumbled upon them I would engage because it'd be strange in character to just u-turn ya know. So you've all seen the vast majority of my interactions with them.
I'm obviously still pissed off that my friends and collaborators have been hurt (some incredibly deeply) and they all know I'm here for them as an ear should they need it, but hopefully this chapter is behind all of us swiftly. I'm hopeful that the healing process will be helped along by the fact that they've ejected themselves from the MCYT space. It means there isn't a constant reminder or injustice being thrust on their FYP or timeline constantly.
Last note, I've seen way too many people have been kicking themselves for not knowing any of this from a viewer perspective, btu how would you? I'm behind the scenes and it was mostly obscured from me too. Your standing with creators is often just 'i make silly thing, you enjoy watching silly thing' - you've no other evidence to understand their motives or movements off camera. You can only judge and inform yourself with what you're presented. So go easy on yourselves mkay?
The bastard get Cam removed from SBK, had others leave in support while pushes the narrative that they are not to be trusted, only to turn around to sign up for MCC, one of the BIGGEST events co created by Scott Smajor, THE BOYFRIEND OF CAMBAM??
And that’s not getting into how Avid didn’t want anyone from SBK to join events like MCC, but noooooo, he can…
I don’t even know how he thought he could get in anyway. My guess it was to be used as blackmail against Scott somehow?? I don’t even know what dumbass plan he was trying to use.
at this point i refuse to speculate on what avid may or may have not done in regards to scott and cam, especially because im sure if we're meant to know we will when we have to
i just have to point the sheer level of fucking AUDACITY because yeah. no one else in SBK is allowed to join any other servers, or creation groups or events like MCC, BECAUSE OF RULES AVID AND MARM SET, but like the saying says "rules for thee, not for me"
and the fact that THEY SINGLED OUT CAM to remove him from SBK, obviously prompting scott, drift and shelby to leave, we have no idea what else was going on, but ALSO now portraying scott as a harasser through his vaguetweets, and then he GOES AND SIGNS UP FOR HIS MCC??? absolute insanity
and the one thing i WILL speculate about, is that legs getting eyes on that signup list was 100% thanks to scott. you know. the guy that organizes mcc participants and teams
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Transphobia is about to be signed into law in the UK. We can fight this.
I am begging the UK trans community and its allies to attend the Mass Lobby at Parliament on June 25th, 11am-4pm, organised by Trans Solidarity Alliance.
Last year we broke the record for an LGBT+ mass lobby of Parliament. Will you help us break it again? Join us on 25th June 2026 to demand be
The new EHRC Code of Practice pushes trans people out of toilets, hospital wards, and community spaces. It normalises gender policing based on appearance and stereotypes. It becomes statutory guidance in the UK by the end of June.
Trans people are now legally their assigned gender at birth and must join gendered spaces accordingly, but if they are perceived as their lived gender, they can also be ejected from those spaces. The guidance says: either break the law, or don’t pass too well.
A mass lobby is where you invite your MP to discuss your concerns with you in-person. Ask your MP to:
Demand full parliamentary scrutiny, debate, and use their free vote on the EHRC Code of Practice.
Support any motions rejecting the EHRC guidance. As of June 4th, Labour MP Nadia Whittome has submitted a prayer motion - Early Day Motion 240.
Write to Bridget Phillipson, the Minister for Women and Equalities about our concerns
Your MP does not have to be an ally, they do not have to respond to your email for you to show up and greencard them (details below the cut.) What matters is that as many people as possible show up.
I cannot stress this enough: Showing up in person matters. It is much more effective than petitions, emails, and letters.
It is a horrible, stressful time, and I am so sorry if you're trans and live in the UK. But I was at last year's mass lobby and the line for greencarding alone stretched around the back gates. It was a record breaking mass lobby and made us impossible to ignore. Let's do even better this time. Details under the cut:
Worried about what to say?
Bring your personal worries about transphobia being signed into law, and trans friends being excluded from public spaces. You are a living person who deserves dignity. Remind your MP of that. You will also get guidance and brochures from Trans Solidarity Alliance that outlines our demands. This is mine from last year.
Money issues?
Trans Solidarity Alliance provides a travel bursary that you can sign up for via the link.
Got a refusal or no response from your MP?
Come anyway! You can request a same-day appointment with your MP through a process called greencarding. They will come and see you if they’re already in Parliament. Even if they don’t, they’re made acutely aware of your cause because you showed up in person. This is my greencard from last year.
Here is the EHRC Code of Practice in full. It's a tough read, but some highlights are:
Organisations can’t provide trans-inclusive, single-sex services, or they risk being sued for discrimination.
e.g. domestic violence support for women including trans women, men’s rugby group including trans men (12.68).
Trans people will have nowhere safe to pee.
If you’re a trans man, businesses can't allow you to pee in the men's, and you can also be ejected from women’s bathrooms if you’re perceived as a man. Vice versa for trans women. EHRC suggests a ‘third space’ bathroom, which is discriminatory and unworkable for most businesses. (13.130-133)
Sports organisations must exclude trans people from single-sex competitions (13.73).
A women’s only sports competition must exclude trans women because of their biological advantage or face potential lawsuits (13.74), but a trans man who has undergone testosterone treatment can also be excluded based on fairness rules (13.81).
Trans women are stripped of the legal definition of ‘lesbian’, and therefore no longer have legal protections if they’re discriminated against on the basis of sexual orientation. (2.50, 2.92).
Here is the Good Law Project's better explanation of the EHRC Code.
I have also made a PDF printout of QR codes for the government petition, email your MP tool, and mass lobby link to pass around your communities. DM me and I'll send it to you.
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Is it shitty of me to say I had a gut feeling about Avid this whole time? Disappointed but not surprised, I've been deeply suspecting something to this level ever since the weird meltdown about vsmp. :/
Scott might talk about things on stream when he's back in the UK.
Legs might be going live at 1pm CST today (June 8th) to talk about things more.
Also! For anyone who wants to or needs to follow things closely about the situation for their own sanity, @imnotasweetie and @starry-blooms have been great sources of updates!
The bastard get Cam removed from SBK, had others leave in support while pushes the narrative that they are not to be trusted, only to turn around to sign up for MCC, one of the BIGGEST events co created by Scott Smajor, THE BOYFRIEND OF CAMBAM??
And that’s not getting into how Avid didn’t want anyone from SBK to join events like MCC, but noooooo, he can…
I don’t even know how he thought he could get in anyway. My guess it was to be used as blackmail against Scott somehow?? I don’t even know what dumbass plan he was trying to use.
at this point i refuse to speculate on what avid may or may have not done in regards to scott and cam, especially because im sure if we're meant to know we will when we have to
i just have to point the sheer level of fucking AUDACITY because yeah. no one else in SBK is allowed to join any other servers, or creation groups or events like MCC, BECAUSE OF RULES AVID AND MARM SET, but like the saying says "rules for thee, not for me"
and the fact that THEY SINGLED OUT CAM to remove him from SBK, obviously prompting scott, drift and shelby to leave, we have no idea what else was going on, but ALSO now portraying scott as a harasser through his vaguetweets, and then he GOES AND SIGNS UP FOR HIS MCC??? absolute insanity
and the one thing i WILL speculate about, is that legs getting eyes on that signup list was 100% thanks to scott. you know. the guy that organizes mcc participants and teams
there are no words, truly
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