she who lives will see

getting back into doing the crossword which is great bc it means i will have something to look forward to every day. i actually did the saturday and only had to look up one thing! though my mom helped a little…

i need a man so bad. not a boyfriend just a man…like i was at the beach alone and it was great but it would be better if i had a man to make out with on the beach. but i don’t want to take care of him….

in urgencias and sooo hungry. mom is getting admitted so i gotta leave and come back with her bag and go home again. i never drive anywhere here by myself. and i plan to stop for thai food though it feels a bit selfish…

another day another spanish hospital i've never been to. life is full of new things. honestly just happy my mom agreed to go to the emergency room, getting that lady to admit there's a problem is a full time job.

it’s easy. i just want to go everywhere, try everything, and meet everyone.

also been getting into dating apps again which is bad but it’s great spanish output practice which is good. balance achieved.

literally imperative to seize the day. people who won’t seize the day piss me off