too observant bear

i fuckin hate that nightmares can involve people and experiences from your own real life. like why cant my memories be mine and why cant they be safe

mourning a past i never had but its whatever

how to be a person in a world that wants a machine

i want to be able to relate to love

also can the little girl inside me finally grow up please? i cant handle her pain anymore

saw a wholesome child-parent interaction today. day ruined.

bruh fuck this shit my brain and serotonin are going no contact again

has anyone noticed that when you're drunk, the voices in your head get quieter and you can hear the music clearer or is it just me?

bro isnt it magnificent that we developed cameras so awesome that we can film bears in such clear pictures that we can feel as if we were next to them? bro i want to befriend a bear its important for my mental health

who. who am i supposed to call when my depression is acting up again. sure i have like one friend. but i wouldnt want to disrupt their maybe up to this point pleasant evening.

really hard looking in the mirror and seeing parts of your dead father...

i miss the part of my childhood when the concept of future didnt exist

not only did i kill the girl i used to be, but i miss her

ya know, my problem with spiritual and religious stuff is that i would never know if its the “good” power givin me an opportunity or the “bad” power tempting me...