the piss drrrroplets hit the fucking earth

working in a suicide prevention(?) adjacent job that I don't remember applying to due to a suicide attempt is not as cool as one would expect

"getting into nursing for the wrong reasons" conversations are justifiably usually about money or power but I suspect that legibility is also not a good reason

was wondering what it was that’s bothering me about the new irl I met at the con and I realized that outside of kpop they literally never talk or think about something that isn’t physically within their reach or happening within the last/next 72 hours. I think about faraway things too much to live like that

from crack ship to an earnest red oni/blue oni odd couple to two people who are clinging to each other for dear life without realizing, even as they are pulled away in many directions by genuine loves and personal history that they will never have together, and yet