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i was recently diagnosed with anorexia and i’m looking to be treated for it. i’m using a personal loan to pay for treatment and while i’ll deal with that later, in the meantime, i have to take a leave of absence from my full time job. i do have some savings but with rent, bills, and suddenly needing to buy food regularly (lol), i’m not expecting those savings to last

if you’re at all able to help me out, links are below. i just really don’t want to die because of an eating disorder or get evicted because i’m trying not to die because of an eating disorder.

cash app: https://cash.me/$gaiuscalpurnius

this is SO dumb but take it. the idea just decided to eat my brain

Where I used to be “quirky” I was now “weird” and “not acting right”. Friends who previously used to turn to me for guidance and help for almost anything now began to treat me like a child and baby me to the point where it was actually said that I couldn’t be left alone to do anything by myself. I was no longer allowed to make decisions and things I had done before like stimming were now immediately shut down and stopped.

These were all things done by people my own age. People who I’d known for years and who I considered to be close friends. The second I mentioned I had an official diagnosis, everything changed. And it hurt. It hurt because the diagnosis that I hoped would help me actually made things so much worse.

People around me were made aware of my autism. But they didn’t accept it. To them it made me different. I was “other”.

I’d much rather be accepted than have people be aware of me. And now, as I see more and more posts on social media about autism awareness month, I can’t help but wonder what it is people want to be aware of. I can’t help wonder if they want to know who’s autistic simply so they can mark them out and make sure to treat them differently.

#drawthisinyourstyle challenge of @ nanomortis’ character (on IG)

hi i’m gonna try to keep this short!! i’m emmett, i’m a disabled trans man who’s trying to move to texas to live with my boyfriend @prairierose

i have some money saved up and i’m going to be saving as much as possible for the next few months but even with me saving as much as possible it’s gonna be tight because i have medical bills on top of regular bills that i have to pay every month. we’re trying to make it happen as soon as possible because my bf is very dysphoric but can’t start his transition until he moves out with me. we already have a plan in place for when i get there and i have a job lined up but i need money to get there and money to sustain us until i start getting paychecks + for emergency’s

we’re doing everything possible to do this on our own but since it will be really tight and is extremely important for my bfs metal health i figure it couldn’t hurt to ask for help? if you want something in return my bf does commissions, you can find his info here !!

cash app:$rosewillow

Characters from a story I made back in 1997  vs  A style approximation of how it probably looked like in my mind back then