the spear and shield

hello love ♡

i get where you are coming from. i understand that our 3D circumstances can be so intimidating sometimes… but that’s part of realising that you are god. by telling yourself that you are the creator of your reality everyday, by realising that nothing can exist without you, by understanding that there is literally nothing to be afraid of.

i still experience days where i feel very scared of certain outcomes that make me forget about the fact that i am the one in power. why? because it’s fucking terrifying sometimes. but just because things can feel so real, it doesn’t take away my power. being the cause of everything in my life can be irritating, yes. it’s a lot of responsibility but that’s also my best ability? like, sometimes manifesting sounds like a "YEAH I DID THAT!!!" but sometimes it also feels like a "i did that…?". that’s super normal. it happens to so many (all) of us. so don’t be afraid of your power.

we all make mistakes. do you even know how late some of us find out about the law? how late some of us realise that they could have prevented bad things from happening in the past, only with a better mindset? but THIS IS OKAY. you still have enough time to change everything, to rewrite your story, to entirely start over! don’t beat yourself up for who you were, for what you let happen, and so on.

you are god, if you like it or not. and being a master manifestor means to recognise this every single day. and you will only get used to this every single day. you will get better if you do this. yes, you are the god of your reality — SO WHAT? CAN‘T GOD HAVE A SHITTY DAY? CAN‘T GOD HAVE DAYS WHERE HE DOUBTS HIMSELF? yes, he can and he will. because only if he does, he will know how to be better again.

yes, it can be hard but that’s part of the process. you simply are god in the human body, experiencing emotions in this body, feeling heartbreak in this vessel of blood and flesh — have some compassion for yourself! no one is expecting you to be in the perfect state at all times.

manifesting is something you have mastered a long time ago. it’s something you were born to do. something you have been doing since… ever! and you are learning to direct your assumptions each day. you are learning to choose who you want to be every day. you‘re no longer letting unfavourable thoughts pass you by. you are actually deciding not to be okay with "not being okay".

you aren’t some god that isn’t in charge of his own reality. if that was the case, no one would really call themselves "the GOD of their reality". all you really need is practice. practicing to live with the mindset of your dreams, allowing yourself to feel happiness but also having empathy for yourself. you need to forgive yourself for not always being the best version of yourself. because you are trying — and that’s more than enough.

i‘m sure you are doing great. but realising that you can be better can only done if you are willing to think better. treat yourself better. be better to yourself. you have all the rights to love yourself. you don’t need to find excuses or a reason. you can love yourself unconditionally — simply for existing. for making it through all of this. we all have our own individual stories that shape us and the way we think. don’t compare yourself to others and always stick to your own path. remember, you are doing this for who? for yourself! to make yourself happy. to grant yourself your desires.

aries mercury🔥✨- you tend to speak loudly/have a more booming voice, you are very very blunt and straightforward in the way you speak and even think (unless aspects or the house its in indicates otherwise), you're able to inspire and motivate others with your passionate ideas and ambitious go-getter mentality

scorpio midheaven💀✨- the way you present yourself and the persona you've cultivated for others to see is someone who is powerful, controlled, reserved, mysterious and magnetic. you have become/are on your way to become someone who is able to discern and see past the facades of others and willingly transform yourself for growth. in a professional setting you are usually put in charge because of your power and can tend to intimidate those around you. your career may be tied into the fields of psychology, criminology, research, etc.

overall (from these two placements alone) a lot of ambition, drive and focus! since aries and scorpio both rule mars.💥

You are bold, independent and hardworking. This is all perceived as status-seeking, indomitable, and formidable by those who surround you. You are something of a superhero with unrelenting energy and an unbreakable façade. Others see you as much quieter than you are, because you actually prefer to be little loud and direct in action unless in unfamiliar surroundings, where you’re likely to observe and not act, more like a Capricorn. Your impatient and constantly-moving manner may irritate you, as you sometimes seek to finesse situations, requiring patience and thoughtful skill.

acceptance✅✅✅✅✅✅✅✅✅✅✅✅✅

"when i speak of feeling, i do not mean emotion but acceptance of the fact that the desire is fulfilled. Feeling grateful, fulfilled, or thankful, it is easy to say, "Thank You," "Isn't it wonderful!" or "It is finished." -neville

repetition helps some people accept their desire as a present fact, but it's not the repetition that gives them results, it's their acceptance, accepting their desire as a present fact in their imagination. science comes from imagination. let's not bring science into manifesting and say things like "but science says affirming 10k times will rewire your brain"........brain is an illusion because brain is a part of the body and body is a part of the outer world which is just an illusion.

"Science does not know its debt to imagination" -Ralph Waldo Emerson

in our imagination, there is no logic, no circumstances, no "facts", no rules, no responsibilities. none of that - unlike our outer world in which occasionally we find ourselves drowning in all these. when we close our eyes and imagine, we are free to imagine anything. for example, when you imagine owning your dream car but your mind cuts in and say "we don't have the money for that", "we can't even pay rent", "we can't afford to upkeep it". all those don't matter in imagination. even if you are broke, you can own that dream car in your imagination - that's the most wonderful thing about it.

The end.

INSPIRED BY @majasuniverse + @babyangelsblog

Please read this before proceeding.

You're persisting to be who you want to be. You may not know this, but when you finally fully believe / become aware (manifested) that you are who you want to be, you are still persisting. Except this time, it is natural and effortless (if it wasn't effortless before).

Think about it. You have manifested your life till now and are still persisting in the assumption that you are who you are right now. So when you finally become who you want to be through belief, you're still continuing believing the belief that you are who you want to be.

EXAMPLE: When you fully believe / become aware in the assumption that you are pretty, you don't suddenly start believing that you're ugly once you wake up with your desired face or body. When you finally look what you always wanted to look, you will keep persisting in the belief that you are pretty even when you already manifested it.

So maybe start persisting from the mindset of someone who has their desires? Instead of persisting in the lack. Bloggers have been saying this, but I don't think a lot of people have been applying it, so that's why I'm making this post in hopes that wording it differently can finally help people understand and do it.

Don't visualise what you hope your day tomorrow will be like just for you to hope it manifests. Visualise what your day will look like tomorrow to plan what to do tomorrow. If you persist from now on from this view point, don't say you're pretty to hope you'll become pretty. Say you're pretty because you already manifested (by believing / becoming aware) being your standard of pretty a month ago and now you just remembered how pretty you are. Don't script to hope it shall manifest. Write because it did happen and you like having a dairy. Or do nothing at all and just know that you are who you want to be.

*personal association* 

THE FOOL: Moon in Aries, Gemini placements, 1st house stellium 

THE MAGICIAN: Uranus in Aquarius, Sagittarius placements, Mercury in 1st, 3rd, 6th, and 9th

THE HIGH PRIESTESS: Neptune in 1st, Moon in Virgo, Moon in Aquarius, Pisces placements 

THE EMPRESS: 2nd house stellium, 5th house stellium, Taurus placements, Venus in Leo, Venus or Moon in earth houses

THE EMPEROR: Sun in Aries, Mars in Aries, Capricorn placements, 10th house stellium 

THE HIEROPHANT: Saturn in Capricorn, Uranus in 2nd, Uranus in Taurus

THE LOVERS: Venus in Gemini, Venus in Libra, Jupiter in 7th, Juno in Libra or 7th

THE CHARIOT: Cancer rising, Moon in Sagittarius, Mars in Angular houses

STRENGTH: Moon in Leo, Moon in Capricorn, Moon in 5th or 10th, 6th house placements 

THE HERMIT: Virgo and Pisces placements, 6th and 12th house placements, Mars in Aquarius, Mars in Virgo

WHEEL OF FORTUNE: Mercury or Jupiter in Sagittarius, Jupiter in 12th

JUSTICE: Libra Sun, Moon and Saturn, Libra in 9th, Aquarius Sun, Moon in 11th

THE HANGED MAN: Mars in Taurus, Saturn in 2nd or 6th, Sun in Succedent houses, Moon in Capricorn, Virgo in 8th

DEATH: Scorpio placements, 8th house placements (especially Pluto), Pluto in Angular houses (especially conjunct angles) 

TEMPERANCE: Moon, Venus and Jupiter in Sagittarius or 9th, Chiron in 9th, 

THE DEVIL: Chiron in Scorpio or 8th, Lilith in 8th, Pluto in 4th or 12th, Capricorn placements 

THE TOWER: Saturn in 12th or 1st houses, Capricorn rising, Mars in Capricorn, Mars in Scorpio, Midheaven in Scorpio

THE STAR: Jupiter in Aquarius, Uranus and Neptune in 12th, Midheaven placements in general

THE MOON: Moon in water signs or houses, Cancer placements, Mercury in Pisces

THE SUN: Leo Sun, Mars and rising, Sun in 1st, Venus in fire houses

JUDGEMENT: Saturn in Pisces, Moon in Scorpio, Pluto in Capricorn, Pluto in 1st, 5th and 9th

Feeling successful can just be moments where your whole family is in one place together and everyone is having a good time and everything is just okay. success can feel like being with your lover and exploring together and getting lost in the city cute little moments like that. success can feel like being out in a club and dancing and having the time of your life and just feeling lucky to be having so much fun surrounded by friends. tuning into the feeling of success is all about what excites you and whatever makes you feel content and relaxed in life. so if your imagining success/being accomplished as your goal imagine moments that excite you, because your inner self already knows that if you had *insert fun, peaceful scenario* you would be proud of yourself, and you would be succeeding in life.

by making it your safe space ! your imagination is completely YOURS, you create the lack and fulfillment, no one else has a say. know that you are safe and powerful and fulfill every desire, no matter what. and have fun ! don't stress about details or if you're doing things right. also experimenting with new methods simply to fulfill yourself, not "to get."

when you are still desiring that means you are living in state of unfulfilled desire. you deny yourself. you tell yourself you don’t have it when you in fact do. recognise that and identify yourself as the person who has their wishes fulfilled. you are God. God doesn’t desire, He just gives it to Himself.

it’s exhausting to live in lack. imagine all the ease you would feel if you just gave yourself everything you’ve ever wanted. you want to feel fulfilled. if you desire something, are you going to let that desire stay a desire? why would you? just give it to yourself already.

as consciousness is the only reality, if you desire daily in consciousness then the outer world will reject you.

Live today simply knowing your desires are fulfilled. See them fulfilled if you'd like but know they are. You will notice your posture lengthening. You will breath with more ease. These are EFFECTS. - Edward Art

manifesting isn’t pretending you have it. you actually have it and you just have to accept it. having something physically is just the after effect of you allowing yourself to have it in your imagination. stop accepting the 3D as the thing that is “real”. the 3D is you, just as everything else is you. you are everything. now, knowing that, why would you want to dwell in lack? knowing that, wouldn’t you want to feel fulfilled? feel it. you own the world and that’s the only justification you need.

feel that feeling of success, accomplishment, relief. dwell in it.

If you become frightened by looking to the outside, come back within and know it is fulfilled. - Edward Art

every thought, every state is smaller than you. they’re all subordinate to you. make sure you know that. whenever you have a negative thought, ask yourself “would God think that?”

An abundance is yours, just for the taking. You know that “If I were hungry I would not tell you, for the world is mine and all within it. The cattle on a thousand hills are mine; if I were hungry I would slay and eat.” Why tell anyone of your hunger if the world is yours? - Neville, Psalm 50:12

the world is yours and all that is in it. you don’t have to chase anything as it is already yours.

stop fighting your thoughts. God wouldn’t need to fight those thoughts because they are so weak compared to Him.

Make yourself the God within. The thoughts that you find so challenging, so intense are nothing to a God. God thoughts are higher than that. - Edward Art

i’m sure you’ve had moments where you’re desiring something and you see your desire fulfilled for someone else. it seems to come so easily for that other person. this doesn’t mean your unfortunate. wipe that from your head. seeing your desires on others proves that manifesting is easy. because you gave your desire to those other people. everyone is you pushed out. now, just give it to yourself as well.

Create a God-self within, a perfect ideal you within and when a thought that you dislike comes to mind ask yourself, would this New Man allow this? Would he dwell on his misfortunes of life? Or would he assume something new and live by that? - Edward Art

notice your thoughts and emotions. are those the New Man’s thoughts? stop listening to your rational mind which makes you doubt; you, the New Man, walk by faith instead.

Free Yourself from Reasoning

Deny your reasoning.

You reasoning is all of the things that you tell yourself while you're manifesting that are stopping you from experiencing what you want in your imagination. Examples include "what if <this> happens and it keeps me from my manifestation?" Or "how do I know I'm doing it right? How do I know I'm not messing everything up?"

These reasonings are what is keeping you trapped in your limited state. You have to abandon your reasoning in order to make your desired state your dwelling state. You have to abandon anything that comes into conflict with your wish fulfilled.

Consciousness is the only reality, so your reasoning is in your consciousness.

Let go of your reasoning in consciousness. Your imagination should be your perfect utopia, don't let your reasoning exist there as well.

Your reasoning is causing you to keep thinking in terms of separation instead of reflection. Your 3D reality is reflecting your consciousness. These two things are not separate from one another. If you are allowing your reasoning to exist in the 4D, it will exist in the 3D. You are not allowing yourself to be freed from your old circumstances because you are allowing reasoning to stop you.

Things go away when your attention is placed off of it and upon something else. Your reasoning will cease to exist when you take your attention off of it. The only way something can go wrong is if you repeatedly place your consciousness on the possibility of something going wrong.

If you focus on the problems of your 3D, your old circumstances, your old story, your limited state, you will continue to create more of them. Allow yourself the freedom of taking your focus off of the things that do not serve you.

You must become very focused on actually being who you want to be. Stop desiring to be it and actually be it.

Your reasoning is very convincing. After all, it points to things that you view as truthful. It uses your past, your fears, your worries against you. But you don't have to be attached to the reasoning, because you are the cause of the reasoning. It only exists because you created it. And you create from reasoning, too. It's how you hold yourself back.

So how do you let go of reasoning while imagining?

You can either tell yourself that what you're experiencing in your imagination isn't real because you're just imagining and your 3D actually looks like xyz, OR...you can grant what you see in your imagination reality and tell yourself that it <is> real.

Experience the reality of it. You can do this by feeling the wish fulfilled. Or by adding sensory vividness to what you are imagining. Either add sensory vividness by yourself, or allow it to happen naturally by abandoning your reasoning and telling yourself what you are experiencing is real.

Through reasoning, you are convincing yourself that what you're imagining is not real because it is simply in your imagination. By everything stems from imagination, so of course it is real.

Abandon your reason. If you do not allow yourself to feel your reasoning as real, and you just ignore it and pretend it isn't there, you can actually start to feel that what is in your imagination <is> real. The more that you let go of reasoning, the more your desire will begin to feel real to you. Nothing has to exist in your imagination if you do not want it to, if you do not give power to it.

Let me start off by saying this: stop trying to find something that will finally trick your mind into believing it to be real.

I recently got curious as to why we read so much on how to manifest and once we have all the knowledge we need, we seek more and more.

The more we read the more clueless and helpless we feel. These are things I think abt often, in order to make my posts as helpful as possible because I see what a lot of you struggle in.

First you seek your desires, and when you're told you should not seek your desires-you seek to not seek them. You seek the feeling and then you're told it comes from the state- so now you seek to feel the state.

You read this post that tells you you should understand how loa works and now you seek to understand.

This is because you feel yourself to be a certain way, and take it as the truth.

I sat with myself and started thinking about where I went wrong, why I feel so trapped and helpless when I have knowledge on everything I need to know and more I order to manifest?

I came to the conclusion that to me, a lot of loa posts teach manifesting and everything around it like a school book. Like the topic itself is beautiful, but when you try to explain it logically, it becomes boring and forceful.

You seek more information because the way it's given to you.

I came to the conclusion that I never liked the word "belief", it's what always stopped. It traps me into trying hard, repeating info until you get overwhelmed and bullying yourself when you sprial. Creating blockages by feeling like something is wrong with you.

I'm glad Edward art's recent video talks about this, and as he would put it; it creates a hell of your own.

When you think of belief, you think of I think of habit and something that's hardended and complex. When you think of habit you think of repetition, and then you go back to repeating affirmations until you spiral again and fall down.

Only to ignore being honest with yourself because you're afraid and deny yourself that care when you need it to the most

Let me make it clear when I say: your problem is not belief, it is feeling.

If you are looking for a step by step loa manifestation routine that will guarantee you your desires faster than the void, you're in the wrong place, and have the wrong idea.

It is then when you sprial. When you restrict yourself and logically try to make yourself strongly belief in your manifestation.

A lot of you have seen repeating lines from every loa blog, mabye you're tired of us saying that "imagination is the only reality" and " you are God and other than you there is none above " and wished we'd say something different, something that would help you, but what else is there??

What else is there more to say after discovering you are God and that everything is a reflection within you?? Nothing because it covers everything there is to know.

You only "fail to manifest" when you fail to feel yourself be God. Not believe yourself be God, FEEL yourself to be God, feel to be the only reality, when you fail to feel yourself be the only one in power, that is when you state comes forward and you dress yourself in it.

Please meditate on my words, and truly accept yourself to be the only one. I'm talking about feeling it to the bone, not just become aware and then go onto the next post, realize what this means to you. The rest follows you, as everything does.

If it's said that everything is taken care of, thay you need only to go to the end, be aware that as God it is already so, then what else is there to do other than accept and feel how it is?

You only need to give yourself permission to shamelessly feel yourself to be, and all the worries you had before will quiet down. Do not think about checking how much you believe you have your desires and actually enjoy what it's like already having them.

you read that right!

“If your prayer brings no response, there is something wrong with it. The fault generally lies in too much effort. Serious confusion arises when man identifies the state of prayer with an act of will. The sovereign rule is to make no effort. If this is observed, you will intuitively fall into the right attitude.” – Neville

you try and you try. you affirm 10,000 times. you police your thoughts, refusing to let a single negative thought in. you work on your self-concept and uncover every single negative belief (or try to). you try so hard to do everything. breathe in, breathe out and relax.

"When you assume the feeling of your wish fulfilled it is with a minimum of effort. You must control the direction of the movements of your attention. But you must do it with the least effort. If there is effort in the control, and you are compelling it in a certain way you are not going to get the results. You will get the opposite results, what ever they might be." - Neville Goddard

“The law operates by faith. If you believe, no effort is necessary to see the fulfillment of your every desire.” - Neville Goddard

"If there is one reason in this whole vast world why people fail it is because they are unaware of a law known to psychologists today as the law of reverse effort." - Neville Goddard

the law isn't about "if I do this better, if I do more, if I do this correctly". manifesting is not about "I am trying to get/I want to get". it is "I am being." you have planted the seed so don't constantly dig it up with your doubts, trying, fear, doing. sometimes the best thing to do is leave it alone, see how it flourishes, don't meddle with it. stop breathing down it's neck and staring it down. like when you have a wound, you know picking at the scab is bad for it.

“Once you have planted this seed in your imagination, do not uproot it by being anxious about how it will be accomplished. Feel confident that what you have planted will appear in your world.” - Neville Goddard

how can i get when i already am? how can i get WHAT i already am?

if i say i'm with sp then i'm with sp. if i say my hair is pink and down to feet then it's pink and down to my feet. if i say the sky is raining glitter THEN THE SKY IS RAINING GLITTER.

why would i stress about getting when i already have it? why would i do technique after technique when i already have it? why would i stress about the how or the when.. when i ALREADY have it?

all that needs to be done is acceptance and persistence in that acceptance. persist in acceptance so that your desired state feels normal, don't persist "to get" or "to create."

affirm /əˈfəːm/ : state emphatically or publicly.

when we affirm something, we are declaring it as true sometimes even when there is no physical evidence.

this ties to how we choose to affirm for our desires and why it vital to affirm in ways that insinuate you have your desires and not the opposite.

the law of assumption, in other words, states that whatever you assume will turn out to be true either you are consciously or unconsciously assuming. so, when people affirm or assume that their manifestations are taking time to show up or feel like they are not doing the "right thing", that WILL manifest because they are affirming for it.

THIS IS WHY I ALWAYS STRESS TO AFFIRM FOR WHAT YOU WANT AND NOT WHAT YOU DON'T.

PERSON A

person A is consciously manifesting a new car and they affirm "i have a new car", "it feels so good to finally have a car of my own" and they persist in affirmations or assumptions that imply that they have their car even though they do not know when or how they will get it and because they are affirming for what they want, regardless of what the 3d is showing them, they WILL get their car because they imply that they have it even though there is no physical proof.

PERSON B

person B, like person A, is consciously manifesting a car and they also affirm "i have a new car", "i love having a car of my own" but person B is dealing with intrusive thoughts, overthinking, unfavourable current circumstances or they just don't believe in themselves. person B begins to affirm more frequently "the car is not here yet", "the car is taking so long to manifest", "its no use manifesting the car anymore because it is not coming", "am i manifesting my car wrong?". person B persists in the wrong assumptions and affirmations and those end up manifesting because they strongly believe that they will not get it and they, in turn, WILL NOT get the car because that is what they are implying.

the point i am trying to prove here is, affirming negatively and in ways that do not favour you will ultimately result in unwanted circumstances while affirming positively and in ways that favour you will result in favourable circumstances, no matter what the 3d is showing.

the only reason why most people feel like their manifestations are "not here or not coming", "failing" is because they assume so and that is what WILL manifest.

THE ONLY THING THAT GETS IN THE WAY OF YOU AND YOUR DESIRES IS YOU, NOTHING ELSE.