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"death does not make you a saint or erase the harm you caused."

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"Traumagenic system" you mean normal system? heh.. just a glimpse into how pwCDD my mind has become... hehe....
did-fakers seems like the type of person to believe Narc Abuse is real
13 year olds stop calling yourself a mutt/puppyboy or wtv challenge, level: impossible
stop sexualizing yourselves😭
also i mean in obvious non sfw ways
uhh right so here's a hot take ig
people can view their sysmates however the fuck they want??? 🧍
who is bro to tell others how to view their own sys..?? see yrself however u want, but don't try to dictate others
we personally prefer to see each other as individuals , even knowing that we are all a part of the same shit n stuff , cz that's just the way we work n it works for us so ?? who gives a shit ???
sighs and stares in disapproval and disappointment
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hi guys im back again and im here to vent
tw ramcoa
sometimes we're worried we're faking being programmed because we cannot remember how the programs were inserted into our brain. we remember we were tortured both sexually and psychologically, we remember we went through abuse of extreme lengths. well, we're aware that it happened. but we can't remember how the programs ended up as programs. does anyone have advice?
Can we separate the terms predator and pedophile PLEASE??
Predators are actively going after REAL children.
Pedophiles suffer from a PARAPHILIA. Which is a trauma response.
There is a difference. Loli/Shocons are NOT predators.
I need to get an ultrasound done 💔💔
i cant fuckin walk
you know the actual worst thing about being a system (at least in my experience?)
child sexual parts.
Oh my God why do I have child sexual parts
I AM MAKING A TAG GAME!!!
what song do you think encapsulates your aura? if you were a song, which song would you be?
i'd be here comes your man by the pixies 🙃
@rucrazy12 @ziggyzoomer @miwiheroes @mikeandwillsweddingofficiant @clleradin @bipbopboohoo @bowie-mohawk-mike-wheeler @arikakari @sunflowersand-bees @dessasink @missesfloridaa @american-gothic @snail-queen-lb @mikewheelerisaqueerler @imisscloudsimiss-you @crzytgther +everybody else!!!
Hi what an amazing tag game wow!
My song would probably be Ghost World by Aimee Mann
@cybrbat @goodluckwheeelah @sad-traffic-cone @cheesypoutine + open tags!!
thiss is reallyyyy hard but I think mine would have to b cemetery gates by the smiths
@kiwistarrrzz @mwhotwheels @b0la-very-fresca @wind-out-to-sea @ventusvia @istillwishforyouateleveneleven @dontmakemeplease + open (sorry im too lazy 2 tag everyone)
uhhh townie by mitski anthems for a seventeen year old girl by yeule and we will commit wolf murder by of montreal (i cant pick one sorry ☹️)
npt: @actuallyathena05 @sapphosweirdkid @ilistentogirlinred @bulionzkury @sillygooseflopsss @istillwishforyouateleveneleven @stonathaning-it @tyrannosaurus021 @gyrovagus-bibliophile @dino-the-raptor + open
its realllly hard to pick but at the moment i'd say maya the physic by gerad way
tagsssssssss: @stars-and-sharks @piercetheviih @roz-in-the-box @pepsicanzonthefloor @hamcheesesammich +openn !
I really hope to give off literally any paramore song, but probably this one?
@karadashofficial @k4nd1k0utur3 @batty-reposts @seggsyvmpire @stupidocornetto @th1cklyv31led @livewithoutwxrning @capetown-devotee @camsomnia
thanks 4 the tag ! i rlly love this question
these r my picks (^◡^)♡
or
posting this on my side blog!!
@torosmiles @rymustdie @rayrardlover @acrylcii @mxlmoon @sem1-sw33t
hmm Ok i’m not sure! there are so many songs i love and want to encapsulate. but rn i hope to say this one🩷☺️ #love u anthony green
no pressure tags: @just-oneof-thoseghosts @lisalisau @i-wasnt-borntobe-a-skeleton @fantasticfinnie @moonylupin64 @veewayz @rem1mustd13 + anyone who would like to join !
Thank u for the tags my pooks @i-wasnt-borntobe-a-skeleton @torosmiles @th3j3ts3tl1f3 🩷🩷 I have to be quick cos I'm only on my 15 lol but I thinkkkkkk
npt🩷: @around-the-venom @iledtherevolutioninmybedroom @frankieandthesteinz @demolition-loser @skysthelimit57
THANK YOUU FOR THE TAG!!!
theres a lot of songs i think would fit me but rn im obsessed with santigold so im saying a santigold song😋
tags + anyone who wants to join!! @naufragomustlive @early-sunsets-lover @ricardian-werewolf @cannibalisticvoyeurism @regen-ghost @cemetery-orbit @basilbitess @fags4urie @helpm333
OMG THANK FOR THE TAGGGG
I've got a whole playlist with songs that represent me, but this specific one has my vibe
TAGS: @regen-ghost @cannibalisticvoyeurism @hyunvesmustdie @tixtixpowder @cemetery-orbit
Thank you so much for the tags!! 🖤
That's tough but I'd probably have to say either Scrawny by Wallows or Young Veins (Die Tonight) by the Young Veins!
Tags: @emoemu420 @caitlinmustdie @ryansattheross @mylamustdie @frankieromustdih @underwaterm0lls @bundle-of-sticks-used-for-fire
EEEEKK THANK U FOR THE TAG!
Idk it’s kinda hard choosing bc I can think of so many but I feel like Daughter by Pearl Jam or maybe shadow of the season by screaming Trees kinda gives me vibe but it’s prob gonna change in a month
TAGGS! @vampir3x-444 @whatsernamebeans @iiiidiotnathanieliii @tweemogirlchar
awh hi thank you
i think mine would have to either be Early Sunsets Over Monroeville by my chemical romance, Buried Myself Alive by the used, or Across The Universe and Norwegian Wood (This Bird Has Flown) by the beatles!!!
TAGGGSS :3 @loser-37 @abrickofanticipation @heartbreakfiasco
hey tag ^^
your woman by white town is definitely my song :)
YOUR TURN. @blognamed01
YRN by Migos. and I'm ALIVE by Becca is a song that i a
You get it
Tags:
@alastors-totally-canon-deertail @owlroman @maxleylover7789
Thank you!! Umm... I think this for me!
Peeps?:
@ickytreats @pridesmyvirtue @punkpuppy18 @thedapperbard
Thanks for the tag!!
For me its probably this but idk I'm usually the one that picks songs for people not myself
Your turn
@feyre-hel-2
This is a hard one but I have one song in my head that's the only good answer
If you expected anything else you are sadly mistaken
You're next
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Lowkey can't pick just one but this is a solid choice
Several other songs by set it off but I'm not linking them
Stressed out by 21 pilots
A whole bunch of other shit but honestly wolf in sheeps clothing is just like one of my all time favorites (╥﹏╥)
Or this I like this song it's got a similar vibe to femtanyl bonus my girlfriend made it -w-
@11093 @sa1ntg0re @malaiiise @alchemilliam @figzandfangz
idk lowk 💔💔💔
you're next @m00nsh1n3s

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Endos be like "Yeah, we just willed ourselves" BITCH???
OH, YEAH, LET ME JUST MANIFEST SOME AUTISM!
Like, no. Not how they works, buddy. You become a system from TRAUMA. Not pure will.
-Min
saw the phrase "if you were lazy you'd be having fun" (meaning if you're distressed that's a sign you're struggling with something rather than choosing to be lazy) and even though it's a phrase and sentiment I've seen many times before, for some reason this time I interpreted it as "if you were lazy you'd be having fun" (meaning lazy people have more fun, you should be lazier) and I was like. ok. wow. say that.
about a cofront today
hot take: if you're not developed enough to know that there's a difference between having a crush on an unrealistic-looking cartoon character that's younger than you and being an actual pedophile, you shouldn't be on the internet
I looked up the meaning of the word “endogenic” because I was kind of wondering where the word came from and its original meaning. I know that words can have multiple definitions, but the one in the screenshot below, is the only one I found for the word “endogenic.” I checked other dictionaries and sites, but this is the only one that showed up. Is it because “endo” mean’s roughly “from within”?
Idk its a dumb name for a dumb idea.
So fun fact.
"Endogenic", before it was "lovingly coined" by its supposed creator, was actually already in use to refer to the Fantasy Model of DID. It's not only a medical term, but also insinuates that DID is a product of fantasy proneness and weak-mindedness.
"The Trauma Model [says that] DID is etiologically related to chronic neglect and physical and/or sexual abuse in childhood. In contrast, the Fantasy Model posits that DID can be simulated and is mediated by high suggestibility, fantasy proneness, and sociocultural influences."
WORSE STILL, the fantasy model implies that even trauma memories are made up.
The term "endogenic" can be traced all the way back to Freud's work in 1956!
"Freud’s theoretical conversion of a predominant endogenic interpretation of trauma and hysteria (sexual abuse→sexual overstimulation, deferred action, repression→hysteria) in an extreme endogenic view (Oedipal sexual wishes→fantasy, repression→hysteria) had major clinical implications."
If you remember, hysterical neurosis was the first diagnosis for "multiple personalities" from the DSM II.
Here's another quote, just showing that there's nothing positive at all about the word "endogenic". “Many World War I psychiatrists also took a one-sided endogenic explanatory route by claiming that soldiers who broke down had a weak mental and moral will.”
As well, the idea of "endogenic DID" was actually used to try to have DID removed from the DSM.
“Another revived historical idea involves a contemporary variety of a particular mix of endogenic and exogenic causes, that is, the idea that dissociative symptoms and disorders are due to the patient’s fantasy proneness and suggestibility (endogenesis) in combination with suggestive, illness-inducing or illness-reinforcing actions of other therapists and the media (exogenesis). These thoughts have been influential, but individual views and facts can be opposite. An attempt by some proponents of the so-called sociocognitive model of DID to erase DID as a mental disorder in DSM-5 failed.”
Seems like someone made a BIG WHOOPSIE choosing "endogenic". NOT COOL, MAN.
And before anyone jumps on this with, "you can use words in multiple ways!!", what's important here is that this word in particular LITERALLY has this kind of history and you're using the same exact word in discussions of the same exact topics.
So "endogenic" as a word originally, in psychology, meant "coming from within rather than from trauma" as a way to invalidate survivors of trauma and pass them off as insane or weak. Interestingly, endogenic as a word in the system community is ALSO meaning "coming from within rather than from trauma" that serves to indirectly invalidate and erase the trauma that actual pw systems have survived. They really didn't change it much 💖
Knowing that the original "non traumagenic systems" movement intended to erase DID just like described here makes it look generally pretty intentional

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the only reason I call myself a proshipper is because I don't want antis to interact with me. the meaning of proship has been twisted around so much that even if I am against harassment and against censorship and pro kink and pro para (pro consent or otherwise anti contact) and pro recovery, i don't think i can find people who understand what proship means on either side. A lot of pro contact paraphiles are in proship communities but I still think I'd rather not have people who tell children to get raped are "the good guys".
I don't want to be told to kill myself for thinking coping through fiction is better than hurting real people (or animals for that matter).
at this point i just think people don't know what fiction is for anymore.
I'm gonna keep the label on this account because I already use the tags, but I think on my alt I'll just block antis instead so I don't get targeted
that's not ridicilous to say that's not ricidilous to say
friendly reminder that insulting me when you have me blocked or without tagging me is STILL harassment
I don't care if we disagree, i have never hurt anyone, and I've never harassed others.
If you badmouth me behind my back because I don't think harassment is okay, you're a fucking idiot actually.
it shouldn't take a genius to figure out harassment is Bad™