I know I havenāt talked in a while, but I need to fucking vent real quick.
I applied for a Wendyās job recently.
They communicated to me that they changed the schedule from the 7th to the 13th. Turns out it was still the 7th despite what they said! I showed them proof, an image of their texts, that it was THIS day. But no matter what, terminated me already. I canāt work there. I have to re-apply. I swear I checked those chat rooms every damn day and looked at the schedule image. I even SENT it to to multiple people to double check. But apparently itās wrong! I havenāt even started and Iāve already fucked up. I feel like a fucking moron.
It honestly really makes me wonder why I try. Every time I put genuine effort into something, some bullshit happens.
The one time in high school I decided to put some real effort in and make the best essay ever? I got an F. Because I used Crimson Text instead of Times New Roman.
My first job at Bassets? They fired too many of us. All we did was stand there and bag, and usually there would be one of us doing nothing. I was useless.
My job at a thrift store organizing clothes? We were in a group. My co-worker misbehaved so much they kicked us out under no fault of my own.
Got my liscence? Passed my driving test? Fuck you, you can't drive, you don't have insurance! I can't drive until then, and by that point, my skills will go rusty!
Wendy's? Failed to properly communicate the start time effectively and fired me before I even started.
Why do I even bother. Every time I put genuine effort into something, it crumbles under its own weight under no fault of my own.
